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LifeSucks-.-

by ALLbeletsHAPPY
written by ALLbeletsHAPPY

Well, im going to write here everyday. Just to get my thoughts out.. Just to know someone is reading and listening to my story, cause somehow I feel a bit better knowing at least someone knows my story..

Anyways, my mom and stepdad(who might as well be my dad.) divorced about 6 or 7 months ago and i listened to their wedding song.(lets stay together – Al Greene) im not going to lie it tore me apart. I miss having a stable family and i hated sharing my holidays with my dad and family without this seperation. i HATE going for weekends, and having to […]

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My World is Falling Apart

by AzureDragonite
written by AzureDragonite

Every day I must face the life of harshness, so cruelly given to me. Every day. And every day, as of late, does my desire for death increase. Now, I have posted on this site before. A horrible post, much like this one, but still. A post. And now, I lay here, in my bed, thoughts of freedom from this life filling my head. I am 14 years old. I have survived 2 suicide attempts. Am I happy about this? Of course not. Why would I be? It would be so much better if I had died back then, when my 3 closest friends still […]

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So I guess it isn’t all so bad…

by ValarMorghulis
written by ValarMorghulis

So my last post here was this one

http://suicideproject.org/2011/11/tonights-the-night-i-guess/

Long story short, after writing that, I waited until midnight, walked out to the Golden Gate Bridge, looked over the railing, and got ready to jump. I waited until midnight because I didn’t want anyone to actually see me die, and I know that security around there tends to watch out for any potential jumpers. Anyways, so I’m standing there, trying to talk myself into finally ending it all, when some bicyclist on the other side of the bridge yells over “Hey! What the fuck are you doing?!”. Or something to that effect anyways.

I looked over at him, […]

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Still here… For now.

by mamcgin
written by mamcgin

People have told me, “Don’t do it, Emma” and “You can talk to me about anything”. But I can’t. I know I’m not alone in this but it always feels like I am. I’ve had people call the Suicide Hotlines on me and I’ve helped other people get through their own depressions but I can never seem to shake the pain, loneliness, jealousy, or depression. I have problems I know I need to fix but I just can’t.

Im 14. My name is Emma and I live in Colorado. When I was three, my mom and dad divorced after my mom knowingly broke my younger brother’s […]

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I’m done….

by rose223
written by rose223

I’m so done with life. No one really cares, they just tell me to stop being stupid. My friends found out I was cutting and pretty much shrugged it off. Every year that goes by and I just see a bleak future where I know I’ll never get anything I desire because at ever turn so far I’ve been denied it. I work in a chemistry lab and can easily get cyanide solution of 1mg/ml. I figure 3 ml of this will kill me cold. Think this would work?

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«What is wrong with you?», it’s what they say

by Fleur de Lys
written by Fleur de Lys

I had my first suicidal thoughts last December… Triggering factor? Have no idea. At first it was just ideas like «i think it would be much better if i was going far far away». After, reflections on life, death, suffering… images of death… images of my death in dreams… and… after… images of my death when im awake, when i watch a movie, when i laugh to a good joke with friends… i see myself everywhere dying… for over a month now…. I see myself hanging by a rope in the corner of my office… or injecting myself a high dose of morphin, which i […]

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Please I need someone to help me

by GiannaGanja
written by GiannaGanja

please if anyone is out there help me, if anyone has a decent enough heart please help me. I can’t keep living like this, I can’t keep living with this abuse. Please I need help I need help. I’m going to kill myself and I don’t want to I can’t leave my baby turtle all by himself. I’m so scared and no one will believe me no one listens. My own dad has turned my whole family against me. He keeps lying and lying and lying. No one fucking loves me anymore. My friends won’t help me I’m going to get kicked out of my […]

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“Help me please…”

by helpmehelpthem
written by helpmehelpthem

My husband just told me its me against the word….that’s exactly how I feel!! I went into the cubord to get tylenol because I am sick and he yelled at me to “just take all of them everything in the cabinet! Now I have people telling me to kill myself??? My kids dont respect me and give me dirty looks. I do everyting for them. And work full time and go to school to make their lives better? I am tired of being laughed at because im fat and treated badly all the time. Now when I feel my worst I get a special request to […]

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Dear Daddy,

by mysmilecoversalot :)
written by mysmilecoversalot :)

Dear Daddy,

When I was a little girl I always looked up to you. You protected our family like no other. I will admit, I have always been frightened by you. Sometimes when you get mad, it’s really scary. When we went through everything with Taylor, that was hard. It was really hard on me and no one realized it. Do you even remember how you kept dragging me into your argument the night she was kicked out? That night has scarred me for life. You know what Daddy, in the past year I have done bad things. I have done things I regret. I wish […]

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My recent thoughts.

by [SyKo]Nuclearanthrax
written by [SyKo]Nuclearanthrax

People are getting confused, they know something is up, but the don’t have the slightest clue of what. I have not written in a while, and I miss it. I can’t express myself, and no one will know what is going on, there is just a whole bunch of missing pages in this story; if I can even call it that anymore. I have been sad, sadder than ever. I can’t stop asking myself, “When will things be better?”.I can’t explain what is going on in my life for, there is nothing. Just the Same Shit, Different Day. Time is just being wasted more and […]

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i tryed so hard and got so far

by james page
written by james page

i am 15 years old and living in ireland my story begins when i was only a todler mabye 2 years old growing up with my weed smoking dad he had serious anger problems and because of this he scared me for life im not able to go to school and be with teachers who shout because i only break down in tears and because of this every 1 at school laughs at me meaning that i have no friends 13 years later and still have no friends i have also discovered that i have epolepsy as i am always shaking i cant go to […]

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I don’t even know where to begin

by Improperemphasis
written by Improperemphasis

I want to share my story, it will take a while but the details are important. It’s a long one. I left some things out, like my utterly deranged sexuality. I hope that someone out there will read this and know that they really don’t have it so bad.

I live in the shadow of my past.

I was not abused, none of my family or friends have died, I am privileged and well off financially. My mom left my dad when I was 3, he was an abusive alcoholic.

I am attractive, intelligent, clever, creative, witty, inventive, all that good stuff. Despite all these things, I am […]

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Nothing to Live for

by Jungle420
written by Jungle420

Hey I am 22 (just turned) male from UK. Basically I am stuck in life. I never leave  the house because I have nowhere to go, I have no friends and nobody to talk to every single day, including weekends. I am currently looking for work and have never had a job yet (been looking 2 & 1/2 years). I am done with education as its neve rgot me anywhere and I can not receive funding to do what I even want to do.

I am stuck in life, I have no future and no friends, no girlfriend, no place of my own, no transport, no money. I have nothing, […]

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i dont know what to do with myself anymore

by itsmytimetogo
written by itsmytimetogo

i feel so depressed. especially because im at home. i dont have the one person i wish was with me. i saw her today(my best friend that is). my parents wanted me to go to the store with them, but this morning i told my mom i dont wanna go anywhere. and when they left i went right to her house. but i feel sooo bad for what did. i enable her. soo much. and i hate it. she is an addict. even though its hard for me to say that and it breaks my heart to know that. its true though. and i am […]

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I just want to survive

by jaboha14
written by jaboha14

I had an absolutely amazing life for the longest time. I’m not attractive and I’m shy, but I had amazing and wonderful friends, very good grades, and I was happy. Over the summer I had to move across the country with my family. I am miserable here. Nobody talks to me, and they all look at me strangely at school because I’m punk and I have piercings and I’m not the most attractive person. I have no friends and no one to talk to. I tell my parents I’m upset and I can’t do this anymore, but they tell me it will pass and I […]

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I can’t take it anymore

by Kathy17
written by Kathy17

I can’t take my life anymore,I feel like I can’t talk to anyone.When I’m with my ‘friends’ no one can see behind my fake smile and laugh they never think twice about me I’m just the one in the back that nobody cares about.When I’m with my sister she blackmails me and screams at me,my mom yells at me too and is always fighting with my dad,and my dad always ignores me and leaves the house every time he argues with my mom.I can’t decide what’s worse school or home nobody cares in either place and I feel like I’m at the end of my rope because nobody seems […]

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Don’t even know where to begin

by empbac
written by empbac

Was going to post this last night but got drunk and distracted…

My parents got divorced when I was 7. Both are fantasy-prone, overweight, and hoarders. I was bullied when I was in school. A lot. That’s hard for me to admit because I feel like I’m supposed to be strong. I never wanted my family or friends to know… the few I had. I thought they’d reject me too. I’ve alienated most of my friends now, even the ones that were always nice to me. Maybe I never wanted them to find out what I really am. I’m weak. I’m a loser. I’m dumb and […]

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My Story

by Emily
written by Emily

My story needs to be told. No one should ever be abused, in any way. It is not only harmful to yourself, but to everyone else around you. This is my story. It is never okay to be abused.

Yes, this is mostly an abuse story.  But for a lot of that relationship,  I felt like killing myself. That is NOT your only choice.

When I was in 11th grade, and prior to that grade, I suffered from depression. The “no-one loves me, I just want to die” type. One of my friends happened to be really angry at this one guy so I anonymously texted him […]

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