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Tired of trying

by annae
written by annae

Do you have a father? I know everyone has, but does your dad love you? Does he remember your birthday? Does he remember, how old you are? Does he want you a good life? Or does he even want you to live?

Mine doesn’t.

Mine was ready to kill me.

Mine values beer over me.

My mum left my dad when I was 2 years, because dad threatened her and my lives. He said he’d kill mum. And when mum left, dad wouldn’t want her to have me, so he wanted to slice me in two pieces, one for him and one for mum. Or just kill me so […]

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What would you do?

by mysmilecoversalot :)
written by mysmilecoversalot :)

I’m in a bit of a situation and I need help making a final decision, please tell me what you would do.

I graduated from high school in June in the top 10% of my class. All of my friends are going to good universities and started leaving last week. I moved in today. The university I’m going to is only an hour away from my home and I can come home every weekend. At this specific university I was chosen to receive early admittance into nursing school which is hard to get into. I’m rooming with a good friend of mine from high school, […]

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Tired of it All.

by Ricky-chan
written by Ricky-chan

It gets better. Suck it up. That’s not something to end your life over. Live goes on.

Fuck you. That’s my summed up answer to that.

I don’t want your correcting, I don’t want your tone policing, or any “it gets better” shit. What I want is for people to understand and respect my choices and emotions and feelings. Stop telling the victim to change, and start actually listening.

Every interaction with any to-be friends becomes a disaster when this comes up. I trigger from it. And they don’t even respect the trigger and go “Sorry, I won’t say that again”. They just call or think me irrational. […]

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Barely Making It

by darkmisery
written by darkmisery

I’m reaching my breaking point. Last night, I wrote my letter. I plan to do the deed in August. I would do it sooner but I promised a good friend I would help decorate when she moves  in July. Initially, I planned to go out on my 40th bday. You know give myself one last chance to make something of myself and turn this miserable life around but I’m EXHAUSTED –physically, mentally, emotionally.

I got into a good college after high school but I ruined it by dropping out after my junior year. My life has been on a downward spiral ever since then.  I’ve spent the last fifteen […]

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want to die but should not claimed suicide

by devi
written by devi

life seem to come to a stand still, do not know where to go, what to do, my husband cheated me for a girl, i tried to live with him,13 long years  waited and waited but no he has built a strong relationship with her, a friend approached me promised me to be a good friend but got into a relation, i thought my husband would feel jealous and would be by my side but no he and his girl friend has taken photos in private. my parents have brought me up with good habits, i somehow got over the relation becoz it didnt help […]

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Little by little

by flatus
written by flatus

Back at the mirror, your good friend
Talk to the mirror, to play out your game
Slap in the middle, I stop then
Look at the winner, and the price you pay
Cold was the winter, I tremble
Long was the fall, that had no end
http://youtu.be/xgZ_HFJIGQw
Little by little, everything changes
Little by little, the time goes
Little by little, the days pass by
Little by little, the air clears
Little by little, I can breathe again
I can breathe again..

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Has anyone ever died of lonliness

by whyme13
written by whyme13

This is my first post on this site. I just happened to google the title of my post and SP came up. Here I go, I am so sick of not having someone in my life to do anything with. I know it sounds pathetic but its getting harder and harder not to wish for some quick death. All my life I have went out of the way to help people and be a good friend. I tried to be a good brother, a good son. I was always told “Don’t worry, you meet someone”. That gets old after hearing it a few years. I’m not […]

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same thing over and over

by dj47
written by dj47

I trusted some one again and they left me i gotten back a friend but i dont think she wants to talk to me really any more i have my friend i made this year hes a good friend i think i bug him some times i dont think i will ever find some one that whants to be my girlfriend more one day as much as i want some thing with them i put in so much effort with every one to put a smile when there sad or mad but whos there for me when i need it no one i just want […]

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There’s Something More

by jlandisy
written by jlandisy

This is coming from an agnostic…but I can verify that there is, in fact, something more. When my partner left me (you’ll excuse how disjointed and crazy this is, it was many years ago) when my ex left me at my best friend’s apartment he asked me whether or not I was “stable” I…of course…answered “yes”. I requested on the way there that we stop at the pharmacy so I could pick up some Excedrin. (I got my Benadryl instead.)  I’d never been asked that question before, nor had I considered myself “unstable” I told him I was fine.  I asked him to take me to […]

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..Speechless..

by lonelyinside
written by lonelyinside

How my life has changed these past months. I have officially stopped cutting for awhile now. I feel weird sometimes because i know that people can see all my scars and they immediately judge me, but dont say anything and i feel like maybe i shouldnt make other people uncomfortable like that..

Ive had my ex, the one from before, ask me back out and i couldnt do it, i had a really good friend ask me out too and it was awkward because i couldnt bring myself to tell him no to his face, i never answered him, I feel really guilty now. Im currently […]

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No family, friends, other side of the world…

by z80
written by z80

I’m bipolar II.
That’s like a bipolar I without the happies.

The fellow that I thought was one of my last friends always told me that if I needed help, I should not run away again, but call him.

I did.  I did not tell him that I had gotten much much sicker in the head.  I’d been hearing voices for a while and didn’t notice until now.  I was getting help from my doctor, but I wasn’t sure how far it would go.  Hospitalization?  I had no idea.

I was going to the hospital the next week, so I wanted to line things up with the fellow. […]

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Living on borrowed time

by slay
written by slay

Hi,my name is George,im 23 and i will die soon.

I’ve been wanting for a while now to find a forum where i can share my story,i guess everybody that wants to die wants to share his story.

I’ve been battling with depression for almost 4 years now,and i’ve been planing for a while now how to die,i just want this life to be over,i feel i suffered enough and i just can’t take it anymore..the pain..the loneliness..the dissapointments,but most of all not having anyone to ask for help..having someone i can explain that im suffering and i need help.

I dont have much of a family,i’ve had […]

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after a year

by fakingit
written by fakingit

ok so im noticing a fucking pattern.

every time a suicide attempt fails within a few days something good comes out of it.

with that ive been majorly depressed and tried commiting suicide the other night well no duh i failed.

go back to a year ago, i had a crush on my friend who had a girlfriend so i respected that and tried not to make this a big fucking deal…to late for that. my friend is really suicidal and last yr i always had my suicide notes/poems with me taped to my binder for school well he saw it and read it once he […]

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Not Understanding

by K
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I’m don’t understand how sometimes she’s so responsive and other times she blows me off completely for days on days… Why can’t she just treat me at least decently most of the time? I hate feeling so dismissed and uncared for.

For all the times i’ve been there for her, I think I deserve her to be there for me.But she’s never there. Even when I reach out she doesn’t even care enough to give me the same kind of dedication.

I know she cares, I know deep down she’s a good person and a good friend. i just wish she could learn to value our […]

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Why I like this Website

by sleeplessinSTL
written by sleeplessinSTL

This website, though I havent been on for an extremely long time, has seriously made my days a bit brighter.

It’s just nice to have some people who kind of understand what I’m going through. kind of.

But still, it feels exremely good to share my feelings with people who wont judge. I wont be called an attention seeker, wont get judged, and will be talking to people who will actually listen.

To be honest, I started this because I was basicly forced to. My therapist, who has become a very good friend of mine even though I’m a teenager, said it might be good to talk out […]

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by emilyelaine89
written by emilyelaine89

My name is Emily and this is my story. July 29,2011, 3 month anniversary with my boyfriend Ian. My best friends Mia, Maria, & planned to go to a Rangewide and meet our boyfriends there to hang out. We went, our boyfriends never showed up. No big deal, girl time. Well, the dance got boring and I told Mia and Maria I was gonna go hang out with Ian. I told them to call me later to meet up again. I got to my boyfriends house to find him very drunk, his brother had a party. I put him to bed and we cuddled and […]

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why do they still haunt me?

by b1urr
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i don’t really understand why i think about killing myself all the time. the feeling and thoughts don’t even derive from bad memories or events. they’re simply always there.

people tell me all the time to realize that my life isn’t bad, but that’s not the problem, im aware of that.

it’s just, i think i’m the problem. that I don’t deserve to be here. but what the fuck did i even do wrong?

i try my best to be respectable, i care about people who don’t even give two shits about me, others always come before myself. i try to be good, i think i am pretty decent.

so why […]

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Some Background Shit

by freezinginfire
written by freezinginfire

I’m a 14 year old guy.

These are some of the reasons I think I should commit suicide.

I was at a good friend’s house. He walked down the hall. I thought to use the restroom. He came back with a shotgun. He told me what a worthless son of a ***** I was and that he was going to kill me. He pressed the gun against the side of my head. Then pulled it back and looking frustrated with himself for not following through, punched me. I layed there while he yelled at me and told me why he hated me until my parents got there […]

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My introduction and story

by Engeltje
written by Engeltje

Well, i thought it was time to introduce myself. I’m a girl, sixteen years and I’m from The Netherlands (Please don’t mind my spelling and grammar) . My nickname (Engeltje) is Dutch and it means (Little) Angel. I live in the area of Amsterdam (I guess most of you know Amsterdam :P) . I live with my parents and an older sister. So that’s the general part and now a part that goes about my life. Okay, I’ll try to keep it short, so I will only tell the most important things.
I don’t know how it goes in the USA, but in The Netherlands […]

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Choose life

by octop8
written by octop8

Razors pain you; Rivers are damp; Acids stain you; And drugs cause cramp. Guns aren’t lawful; Nooses give; Gas smells awful; You might as well live.

Dorothy makes a fair few valid points I feel!

Still, I have, and still do at times, have those desolate moments, hours, days, weeks etc etc. A very good friend of mine killed himself a few weeks ago. It’s grim and it’s grim and it’s grim. Miss him like mad. I want to tell him so, but I can’t as he’s dead. Has brought home to me all too clearly the pointlessness of self appointed death. It can’t be undone, those […]

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