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I feel like I’m being ripped apart..

by Epiphany
written by Epiphany

It’s he evening, and the day has finally started to catch up to me. A number of chance events have lead me to this.. Now I guess I finally have to suck it up.

 

Today, after being out of school since the holidays, and after a previous attempt at a meeting (which ended horribly with me ‘moving’ my principal out of my way), I was brought to another shitty, high school meeting. Yes, the police were invited this time.

 

So apparently a “warning sign” is writing “black poetry”. Their words. Not mine. There goes my expression..

They also mentioned about how I’ve added posts to here from school.. […]

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People Just Can’t leave me alone ….

by Littlesis723
written by Littlesis723

Well, im still alive … i thought about it …. i can’t do it .. people depend on me and proud of my self .. i can’t do that to my mother .. she loves me soo much and she wont stop crying if i left. but i really cant help it but i said some things that i shouldnt have ..  there is this girl in my school and she is just the biggest ***** … Taylor is her name …  she has made my life a living hell .. she can’t ever leave me alone . she always  knows that  she is bulling me […]

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What was I thinking?

by Voxpendragon
written by Voxpendragon

I was approached today by a friend about her supicion I was thinking about self termination. She lost her first husband to suicide and does volunter work for a prevention hotline a couple nights a month. I guess I was an easy read for her. It caught me off guard damn it and I stumbled. I confessed. What a stupid idiot I am. How could I have been so inept and careless!! It was a foolish liability to give away my desire/need. I hindered the time I had planned to make it so, by self sabatage. She offered to drive me to a hospital, like i would let that happen again. I […]

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A new start?

by taintedsoul
written by taintedsoul

ight as well start with a smiling face because im pretty sure i wont end the journal with it once ive finished writing all this , well as the title says where to begin , i guess i should start with positive , i managed to draw Ezio Auditore de firenze  even though i think i messed up slightly with the face and hands , but nobodys perfect , at least now i know what to work on which is a positive XD ……trying to think what else is positive , well ive got my birthday in 11 months lol but its going to be […]

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What should I do?

by shtbnhk
written by shtbnhk

I keep starting and deleting everything I write. I try and articulate how I’m feeling and what I feel I need to do but I just can’t. It’s not so much that I’m insecure, mostly just that everything I try to explain doesn’t come out right. Writing has never really been my strong point. I really need someone to talk to but there really isn’t anyone here (not the site but where I live). I tried to open up to my mom but she’s was so oblivious to what I was trying to tell her. And I can’t really blame her because she is going […]

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unturned, life.

by itnone1
written by itnone1

Well hmm. First off I mainly want people to give their opinions about this. If you don’t want to read a rant move on.

Certainly I can do without living for me it’s fairly easy, sure at times I get depresses but over all I am un effected by my doings because I see life as a game to be played rather than something for people to worry about because the main thing is life to me is “destiny” but this word is far from a good definition to me. I will cruelly say that the people who write on this are fun to laugh at […]

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just a nightmare..i guess!

by chrissie
written by chrissie

I had a dream of shooting some bad guy wearing a black bandana, he was attacking a bunch of people including my family..it was very vivid..very real..lots of screaming. I didn’t stay up late or eat late..if I ever have a dream it usually happens or something real close happens..I’m a little scared, what could that dream mean?

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Well Here I am Again.

by SadisticYellowBird
written by SadisticYellowBird

Before, I tried suicide. Got locked up in a loony bin for a while. It’s never left my mind. I want it—even now. As we speak. I need it. But more than anything right now, I just want to talk to somebody. I don’t know. Here’s something I thought was the last thing I would ever write; guess I was wrong.

 

Throughout all the noise,
Withstanding all distraction.
The first form of a laugh,
Starting in your throat.
The calm overwhelms,
Takes Control;
Pats your hand, Strokes your hair.
Fatal Reassurance .
What you once feared most ,
Now your closest friend.
A smile on your […]

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The Perfect Time To Die

by sunbird
written by sunbird

Hi all,

As Im approaching dreaded birthday tomorrow,I’m SO tempted to just end it all tomorrow night. I would do it tonight,but have to work:( I could just take off tomorrow after some sleep,check into a remote motel,and just let go…. I get so frustrated,esp. when my bitchy boss just sent me a nasty txt telling me not to be “negative” to the new nurse that Im training tonight. This is AFTER I spent all week letting her vent about her problems,taking time to help her with scheduling everybody,doing extra work,picking up overtime(granted I need it) and,oh yeah,just going over there and offering to do 4 […]

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The dream I had last night.

by OperationCloud
written by OperationCloud

So after I made that post, I had trouble actually falling asleep, so I watched an episode or two of Futurama. It`s a pretty good show, I would recommend it. Anyway after I finally eventually got to sleep, I had a pretty fucked up dream. Though people dream every night, I (they) rarely remember my (their) dreams. I guess this was one that stuck out.

The first thing I remember was going into this smaller type of sort of `home` restaurant (I guess..) and asking for a job. This woman (Maybe..) in her 50`s ish told me that there was already a dishwasher and didn`t need […]

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I hate this world, I hate this life.

by O_kotler
written by O_kotler

Looking to the future trying to believe,

there is a reason to live.

Struggling to grasp the happiness in life,

when all I feel is the emptiness inside.

Searching or answers late at night,

hoping that my help will be at sight.

 

I am depressed, has been for a while now. Wrote this poem about 2 years ago…

I don’t know, I guess I need some sort of help, don’t know what exactly.

I… I am losing it.

 

The emptiness will claim me eventually… It is simply a matter of time.

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I`ll rant about my life.

by OperationCloud
written by OperationCloud

It`s 2:00 in the morning and I found this website by typing `my life is meaningless` in the google search engine. Maybe I should type a little about myself; I don`t know how this site works exactly. I`m going to turn 20 in the summer. I dropped out of university a little while ago, but that`s okay because there were so many things wrong with going in the first place. I went across the country a little while after that, worked a couple jobs and now here I am, back in my parents basement. I ticked the box `general`but maybe I`ll tick `rants` as well. […]

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You don’t need to read this, but I need to write it.

by worrystone
written by worrystone

I HATE THIS. I feel so many things, and at the same time I feel nothing. I spend part of my day believing that everything will turn out alright, and I spend the other part wondering how I can even fathom waking up tomorrow. I’ve managed to turn my life upside down (feel free to have a look at previous posts for something of an explanation, if you really care). I’ve hurt one of the people I love and need most. Not that she knows how much I need her in my life. She said I keep too much to myself, that I’m too secretive. […]

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Power of Love

by ameliahighstudent
written by ameliahighstudent

Maybe it’s time for you to get out of my life

Pick up the knife

Carve you away, carve you outta sight

Leave me alone during the night

Let me finally fight

Against the Power of Love.

But since you got me in the palm of your hand

At a checkmate we stand

Neither one moving because neither of us can

Neither of us knowing what we’re doing

We just keep kicking up sand

To win the fight against the Power of Love.

But to win the fight

Against the Power of Love

Both have to be strong

And I guess my love isn’t enough.

Only one can win

The other left to pain

Pain and depression

Happening again and again.

And for us it’s […]

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It’ll Be Mine

by ameliahighstudent
written by ameliahighstudent

Verse 1:
Surrounded by all these people
Not one of them I call by name
The occasional friend that’s never there
Yeah it’s close but not the same
Not the same as you
Not the same as us
But I guess there wasn’t anything there
I guess there never was
Never any love
Just the pain that you left behind
I guess I knew you didn’t love me
It was only a matter of time
And

Pre-Chorus:
Now I have
Something to say
Words of advice
To live by everyday
And there’s no holding back now
It’s time that you should know
Exactly what I have […]

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I don’t even know anymore.

by thereisnocure.
written by thereisnocure.

I’m starting to really think that it would just be so much better if I was gone. I don’t have anyone, really. I mean, I guess I might, but that’s not the point of anything. I don’t care that I have no friends. That has nothing to do with why I want to end my life. I don’t know what it is. I can’t seem to figure out what has caused all of this, it started a few years ago and I thought it had gone away. I did and I was happy. Actually god damn happy, or so I thought. But, now that I […]

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I don’t know what to do…

by bryan1989
written by bryan1989

So, my problem may seem stupid to everyone, but its something that has been bothering me for a long time. My best friend… I guess former best friend and I have always fought since about a year after I met him (which was 4 years ago). We had a ton in common back then, and have changed since then and are pretty different now. However, we have always remained great friends minus the fighting all the time. Which, I may say, a lot of the fighting has been my fault as much as his. But, a few weeks ago, it got really bad. He started […]

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I am small

by lixie
written by lixie

My mother left my father when I was 2 years old. He was an alcoholic and used to be a little violent against my mother.

I’m turning 24 this year.

My father has changed. He doesn’t have a problem with the alcohol now, he drinks, but not every day. He is well now.
He always send me gifts. Birthdays and christmas. This christmas he called me. He’s done it before. We talk, and I love it. Everytime he calls, after we hung up I cry for hours. I so badly want to have a relationship with him, but I’m a coward. I live in another town, so […]

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Need to tell this to someone

by just me
written by just me

Ok here we go…this all started when i was 11 years old and all of the sudden evrything in my life just crashed. Well my life was always messed up since the start i never lived with my father and always stood with my grandma until my mom found a guy and forced me to live with them but then when i was 11 this “great” guy my mom loved even more that herself or me i guess just decided to go away leaving my mom pregnant and paying for our new house and car, just left her alone we lost our car and almost […]

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