So all my characters have names now thanks for the help guys how’s everyone doing today I see a lot of new people coming to the suicide club welcome guys hay let’s chat I’m bored and want more characters ideas comment or email me indigojones5@gmail.com
I promise tomorrow I’ll be active and try my best to help you out in any way I can, but I’m having a really shitty night rn. I already took my meds and even had a reiki session, as well as meditation, but I still feel in the edge of a panic attack. Just wanna get the hell out my mother’s house. Wish i had somewhere to spend the night.
I prayed for all of you earlier.
Hope you’re doing fine.
Anybody heard from them?
If you guys are here let me know.
Gt is planing his end on the 6th
And dark tide tomorrow.
Emo panda I just havent seen around hope there ok .
i love you guys the support everyone has for each other it’s sweet only if the world was this easy
thank u for the support il try support u guys the best I can give u advice non judgmental
my email in a post but if u want it just ask your not alone in the dark
thanks guys Xx
drowning
i try to help other people though their struggles because I have no idea how to help /save myself helping other takes away my pain for short time and is a distraction I like all you guys your strength give me strength when I’m in the darkness fighting the demons
“were in the same game just different levels same hell just different demons ”
would be nice to get to know everyone we all try to support each other though the struggle and you guys have supported me in my dark hours
im not saying we will beat this I’m not saying things will or won’t get better […]
So it’s been a while since I’ve commented or posted on here. Before I found SP I felt worthless, purposeless and like a failure. I’ve failed at everything I’ve attempted in my life, but when it came to being there for you guys I felt like I meant something. Like I could actually help people like me. However, when those thoughts start to whirl around in my mind every negative, demonic energy creeps up and tells me why I’ll never be worth it and while I’ll never make a difference. I’ve always felt as if I was in search of something, something fulfilling. I’m not […]
how do u upload music guys like from you tube to here
thanks
its the first time in months I drew something it’s a bit rusty but thought I would share it with u guys try put some colour in my life though all the darkness 
Three guys walk into a motel to get a room for the night.
The attendant, a new hire, is unsure how to charge three people for one room. So he decides on $10 each, totaling $30. Each guy pays with a $10 bill.
The manger comes to check on the new attendant. He informs him, the room is $25 regardless of number of occupants. The manager gives the attendant five $1 bills, instructing him to take the men a refund.
The attendant, knowing each man paid $10, can’t decide how to split $5 between the three guys. So he pockets $2, gives each of them $1 […]
Hopefully you guys like Snoopy?
I’m having a really good day.Today is my birthday and for the first time in forever, I feel a lot of love for myself. I’m not anxious today and I just feel content and pleased. But I was thinking about you guys here and I just wanted to let everyone know that I care about you guys and I love you guys. I write here when I’m the most sad, the most depressed, the most vulnerable. But I also want to write here when I’m happy. Thanks everyone for still being here – and for all the support here. <3
Night guys! Thank you all for being supportive of me. I am tired as fuck I’ve had a long day after all the events I’ve done…
Remember always embrace your inner weirdo (the weirdo inside will love you for it)
Be who you are don’t be anyone else you’ll feel much better as a person for it.
All of your support has kept me alive today which I thank you for you guys to me a superheroes to me so go on and save some more peoples lives <— hopefully that all sense
See you guys tomorrow!
-Suicide
I’m thankful I have a place to sleep. It may not be a bed but it’s better than on mud and grass. I may not want to be here. But it’s better I guess. Even if this place is horrible for my sanity and mental stability. I’m just waiting for the PTSD to kick in. If he comes near me I’ll just rip his throat open. I’m glad he is gone during the night hours and asleep during the day. I don’t have to see him. But that doesn’t change the past. That doesn’t change what it did to me and continues to do. I’m […]
so over the last new months iv been working on a song about how I feel being depressed suicidal still needs work but il share the first couple lines with u guys
– I keep trying to fill that fucking void inside it feels like life is just passing me by looking in the mirror iv totally lost who I am the cuts relieve the pressure can you save me from myself
alone and depressed anxiety stressed I’m hanging on for dear life but I dont see the reason why iv been thinking dose God really exist cause this is bull shit this is hell in living […]
we seem to have a lot of new people with us I was just wondering who new and are some of the old people still with us I no Iv only been here a few months but iv seen a few posts about people last days would like to know who still with us and who passed on ?
But I really do like all u guys even if it’s only been a few weeks I’m glad I joined the
suicide club
After my test tomorrow with the piza place thay interviewed me this week. And I say good bye to my dog, write or type or video recored everything im done. Im fucking done. I cant handle this anymore. Im not going through this again. Im not going to be homeless. Im not goint to be jobless. Im not going to be carless. Im not going to suffer being alone. Im not going through this. I cant take it! I cant fucking take it! I hate myself! I hate everything! I HATE MY LIFE! Im done im fucking done!
IM SORRY SP! IM SORRY EVERYONE! IM SORRY! […]
It really helps me so I’m really hoping it will work on you guys too Xx
i really wouldn’t mind sleeping forever it would take a miracle for them pills to do the trick because let’s face it life isn’t going to get much better we r just giving our self faults hopes but tomorrow another day for the battle to continue I guess good night guys
I’ll be honest i don’t like being on this site. Don’t get me wrong it isn’t you guys its just i rather not feel the need to post. I’m sure that you all can relate. No one wants to live in depression. That said I come back because I have these moments of pure depression. I try to tell myself in these moments i should accept that I feel this way and stop beating myself up for being beaten by life. I work all but 1 day in a culture full of depression triggers. This feeling is as natural as getting sick from a peanut […]
It’s morning this side and I’m on my way to the hospital. I haven’t been on here for a while now. I missed you guys.
Anyway, thought I’d share something that happened to me last Saturday.
My parents organized for our church members to come to my house and pray for me. My entire family knows about my condition now and they are very supportive. Anyway, so these guys were praying. In that moment, I had flashes of my brother and the people who killed them who were also proclaimed christians. I guess this fucked up my head a little and I had a panic attack. Church […]