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Here’s my story

by BlueHappiness
written by BlueHappiness

Hello everybody.
Just before I recite my terribly long story, I’d like to wish you all a very pleasant day <3

So .. My story … I’m a 14 year old guy and I have been dealing with a lot emotionally for a couple of years now. Let’s start with my parents. Ever since I was young, everybody thought I had the best parents in the world.  Heck, my mom even quit her job just to take care of me and my sister. You might say I’m weird, you might say I’m insensitive for hating my parents when all they do is love me. Right? Anyways, […]

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Neverending

by SomeMalaise
written by SomeMalaise

Song I’m listening to right now.

I’ve done alot since my last post. I’m being usually creative. My friends are wowed and my parents are impressed. I’m not. It won’t matter in a few years anyway. No matter how many photos I snap or how hard I work the garden, how many times I do simple things to make my and others lives better I’m still unhappy. Even though a smile is weakly plastered on my face. I’m pushing myself to the limits before I die.

No matter if a happy event comes to me or not I will say this. That fear has […]

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Hurts even when you can’t complain

by LittleGirlPariah
written by LittleGirlPariah

I can’t complain too much about my life. Both my parents love me, though sometime I find myself thinking it’s because they have to. I have a little sister and an older brother. Things I have to complain about are typical in our now a day system.

I’ll start with my siblings.

My little sister is a princess at heart but a complete wannabe to the darker side of life. She loves shopping for clothes and toys alike. Though fakes being bored. She loves the colors pink and purple and does her best to hide it. We all know how good little kids are at hiding things. […]

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To Forgive and To Forget…

by sleepxdeath
written by sleepxdeath

“I’d wish to never remember”
“It just hurts every time I do”
“Every one had moved on…
                                  Why can’t I…?”

Afraid to be loved
cuz I know that love isn’t for me
Afraid to be loved
cuz all I do is hurt
Being rushed
cuz I know they’ll leave just like that
All the memories of the good
Taunts me every day

Two to three years wasn’t anything
A long distance
Terrified
I sinned
My guilt
My regret
I wasn’t patient enough
Forgive and forget

Easier said then done
I broke his heart
It was my mistake
I wanted him the most
I wanted Angel to come and rescue me

But no he didn’t
He couldn’t
He wanted to be with his friends more
Than to be with me

I came back […]

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i wish that i didn’t feel like a monster

by tphg
written by tphg

i feel ugly inside, like i have nothing positive to offer the people of earth. all the wrong things bring me joy and the right things make me feel uncomfortable. i laughed at a disabled woman on saturday and it was the hardest and most enjoyable laugh that ive had in months. i look forward to other peoples misery and usually slink away from smiling faces and the stories behind them.

what am i? i dont believe in anything(angels, demons etc) so im just a disturbed human. ive been hurt to the point that other peoples hurt is all that i crave; hurt people hurt […]

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Lost Forever

by lostinhorrer
written by lostinhorrer

Okay so i have been through therapy and it made everything worse. I don’t know how to deal with all the voices inside my head telling me what i need to do i am a dyslexic fifteen year old I’m going to be a junior and i don’t want to even see tomorrow. This will be long but i have a lot of reasons i want to disappear.

One is my sister she always puts me down and makes me feel like i don’t belong in the world i wish i could tell here shes a stupid ***** and doesn’t deserve to even see me let alone talk to me.

I […]

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Shattered Kingdom

by sleepxdeath
written by sleepxdeath

She looks into her heart

Walking inside the kingdom

Everything shattered

Broken

Yesterday was clear and beautiful

Now a broken path so unrealistic

Everyone says it’s going to be alright

Everything is going to get better

But it doesn’t

It will never be alright

Hopes

Dreams

Were nothing but a broken promise

Love was once there

But not anymore

Memories vanished

So hazzy like they were never there

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Done

by sleepxdeath
written by sleepxdeath

Yesterday was nothing but a dream

It never really happened

When I look outside the window I see nothing but a nightmare

The dreams that I once accepted are now all gone

Just a faded memory

The only time that I’ll wake up from this nightmare

When my prince will come and rescue me

From this prisoned darkness.

The blackest of them all

A pit where infinity goes on forever

A melt down

An angel that will carry me off

Carry my heart with them.

I already miss that feeling.

Darkness and the enemy has taken me away for a long time

It was such an adventure but now

I just want to feel safe

Feel protected

And feel loved

Feel accepted

I want my broken wings to be fixed

I already learned my […]

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safe

by greylady
written by greylady

I wish I could run away to something safe. This world is seeming so full of danger, so full of loss and I’m scared. My partner of many years keeps going back to the same behaviors that utterly utterly break my heart. He cannot see me at all, he just sees an enemy, someone trying to hurt him. I can’t imagine a worst torture for myself than this, and the way things have been. He snaps out of it sometimes and helps me build trust with him and I act in the ways he says he wants me to, but he still gets angry and […]

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Still Kicking Feebly

by thefailure
written by thefailure

I don’t know why I’m even bothering, but what the hell. I’m still here. Still not in the pokey, either, though I suspect I’m running out of time.

 

I think I’m sticking around just to piss people off. I’m probably just chickenshit.

 

It dawned on me this morning that if I was someone else looking at my life and my situation, I’d be telling me to fight hell and high water. Even if I lose, I’d still get to take down a few assholes with me. My brother deserves to be in jail for rape. My narcissistic sister needs a serious dose of reality to shatter her […]

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So You want to end your life? ♥ Read this (: If it doesnt change your perspective then email me and talk to me ♥(:

by alexaawearsprada
written by alexaawearsprada

 

Before you decide to take your life, imagine who will find you. Imagine them walking into a room, and seeing you just hanging there. Whether it be your little sister, little brother, mother father, grandparents, a friend. Imagine what will happen when they find you. No, they will not say “Finally, they’re gone.” No, they will not say “I’m happy they did that.” No, they will not say “I never loved them anyways.” They will die. Their hearts will break. They will hurt, more than you […]

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Forever and Always

by Addiictivetragedy
written by Addiictivetragedy

You messed up again , u Had Nothing to Prove . 
U Don’t Love me , whats their to Loose …
You look me In the Eye But All u can say is Lies, made up Stories and Fake Alibis ..
How Can I Be able To trust when     I stress to Much, I’m confused to Kno if this love or is it just Lust …
I Cry so Many Nights Sleepless 
Trying to Win the Fight, 
Hanging on to this relationship really tight . 

Now im Loosing my grip 
My heart is Sinking like a flooded ship ..
Still hanging on at the […]

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nothing left

by ioay
written by ioay

I just… don’t have any reason to be alive anymore. I can’t take being this lonely another year, and my situation won’t change unless i change, but I haven’t changed in 32 years, so it’s clearly not going to happen. I can’t even fake it anymore. My one friend came over for my birthday and I just shut down mid-afternoon. I don’t have anything left to say to anyone, or anything to contribute. I’m not a very good person, at heart, so I don’t give anything. back to anyone, just take, take, take. I tried to say I am really depressed, but I’ve had cyclical […]

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Stay Strong? or Die …….

by lostandconfused7
written by lostandconfused7

I hate feeling sorry for myself. I realize how good I got it. How AWESOME my life would be to most. On the outside this “wanna-be hard ass” or that “beautiful smile that lights up a room” type of happy-go-lucky girl (As my 4th grade teacher would say). This girl who’s loud and fun to be around aka the LIFE of the party; that girl who doesn’t want the party to stop ……. That’s the problem ; that’s who you see … That’s who I allow you to see. I’m SUCH a good actress aren’t I? … because this girl inside , is dying … […]

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Outside the Wall

by Rachel
written by Rachel

All alone, or in twos,

The ones who really love you

Walk up and down outside the wall;

Some hand in hand,

Some gathered together in bands,

The bleeding hearts and the artists

Make their stand;

And when they’ve given you their all, some stagger and fall

After all it’s not easy

Banging your heart against some mad bugger’s wall.

– Roger Waters, The Wall

 

I try to remember it’s not their fault I feel bad. I shouldn’t shut out the people I love. It’s really hard to not want to hide behind the wall. But I need to be better.

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I have 24/7 heartache..

by jacknthbox
written by jacknthbox

I took 12 lortab and nothing happened.  Tomorrow I think I will take 20 and all the xanax  I have.  I cant stop from breaking down.  I always get abandoned.  I always get used.  I am tired of the loneliness, I miss my ex…I dont know how I could just be disgarded like garbage after all the love I have given.  Why do people lie and say they love you when they only want to use you.

My heart is just broke, it wont heal…I am tired of living with this pain…it just wont go away….I am invisible  nobody will miss me anyway….

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It Gets Better

by IfYouWantIt
written by IfYouWantIt

I’ve been to the point where i would sit in my room alone crying for hours. ive looked into ways on how to kill myself. ive spit on every one of my friends names. ive been completely depressed. but i got better. i made it better by myself. i have a mother who doesnt get it, doesnt get me, fights with me worse than a teenager. an older sister with a complete anger issue and temper and a little brother who doesnt quite get life right now. a father that tore our family apart for a girl 2 years older than my older sister. it […]

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Lucky and unhappy.

by sansesperer
written by sansesperer

Reading some of the posts here just break my heart.  There are so many people that have been, or – in some cases, currently subject to the most hideous abuses by those that are supposed to care for them.  Those with drug addicted or alcoholic parents, those that are being physically and sexually abused by members of their own family, or even worse.   It makes the trials and tribulations of my formative years, whilst far from idyllic, seem like paradise in comparison.

Then, there are those for whom fortune has gone and taken a great big dump all over them.  These are the people that were […]

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living for them

by theraven
written by theraven

Sometimes I wish I was normal but that’s never going to happen. Life is supposed to get better but I doubt that. All I feel is numbness and it’s better than the pain I felt before. The only thing stopping me from going through with suicide is my best friends wouldn’t be able to handle my death well. My mom stopped caring about me a long time ago but my dad would go crazy without me with him. I refuse to live for myself, I only live for them, although I don’t care about myself, I care too much about others to put them through […]

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My Will

by carysedge
written by carysedge

I’m Carys, and this is my story. It started back in seventh grade, from January to now. I had recently met a girl, Kristin. We clicked right away and life was good. Until summer. One of my friends from before, Olivia, started acting up a bit. She was quieter, and preferred to stay behind more. I got concerned, but she wouldn’t say anything. Later, I discovered Kristin was a lesbian, and she liked me. I was kind of astonished, and I didn’t know what to think. Eventually, I fell in love with her. At the same time, however, Olivia revealed to me she liked Kristin. […]

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