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SP has saved my life

by kbking6 1/10/2016

written by kbking6

Lastnight was a dark dark time for me, I had everything almost ready to end my life. Then I received an email from someone on here. In my worst time I had someone who actually cared and didn’t even know me. That email brought happiness and light back into me, and I opened my eyes for the first time – my life hasn’t been easy and I felt like it was the last hit I could take!

my brake up – she replaced me with another man – she left me for dead – this was my worst love and her pluge will only continue to […]

1/10/2016 4 comments

I was thinking..

by InhalingAnxiety 12/22/2015

written by InhalingAnxiety

…about the day I came upon this website here. I think it was the beginning of August this year when I found it. No big deal, I just stumbled into it, right? End of story.

But what lead me to “stumble” into this place? Well, I was seeing if I could Google a surefire way to kill myself, then this website popped up.

Just that… it hit me pretty hard. I was so dedicated to finding something to finish me, I would’ve done anything I found that had a decent success rate.

I still have issues, but I’m alive because of you guys. Essentially, this website and everyone here […]

12/22/2015 8 comments

Fuck it

by whatevr2800 12/11/2015

written by whatevr2800

It fucking hurts. And I couldn’t possibly tell anyone because they don’t give a shit. I was lied to for three years and it hit me hard. My anorexia is a joke to my family, my self harm scars are getting easier to hide again, and I just want to sleep forever.

12/11/2015 2 comments

no bruises

by theresa_riot 12/3/2015

written by theresa_riot

Thought I would feel better if I punched that steel door a few times. And I did, for a bit. But now the redness is fading and I don’t even have any bruises to look at. What a waste. Apparently I don’t hit hard enough.

12/3/2015 4 comments

M crys

by losthinata23 12/2/2015

written by losthinata23

I was 7, my cousin 8yrs male, old told me that we are going to play boyfirend and girlfriend and I went with it not knowing what he would do next to me. We played for a while but then he started to play with my boobs thinking it was normal but I had a small feeling it wasn’t. At my age 9 and him at 10, we played again after that I went home and I was over hearing my parents talking about how I should know about sex and stuff cuz I had gotten my period too at that age and from that […]

12/2/2015 9 comments

how do you no?

by tteia 11/29/2015

written by tteia

how do you no when you’ve hit rock bottom?

11/29/2015 4 comments

forgive&forget.

by L0STgirl 11/19/2015

written by L0STgirl

the bruises they fade, and the scars disappear. yet I’m stuck here hurt beyond disbelieve, looking for answers I can’t find within myself. the memories burn in the back of my mind and come creeping back any chance they get. the way her hands hit my face so effortlessly, or the way degrading words flew out of her mouth. I never felt so small, so afraid. I lay there helplessly on the ground, pleading for what seemed like my life, but not even that would stop her. then the next day would come and there would be flowers, or a heartfelt letter apologizing. I knew […]

11/19/2015 1 comment

My Thoughts

by mystory0496 11/6/2015

written by mystory0496

I remember feeling from a very early age like I didn’t belong anywhere. I always felt like the black sheep in my family and I was always pretty shy so making friends wasn’t really a strong suit.

I started getting depressed when I was about 12 years old. I had a teacher who I usually went to when I was having a bad day because I knew no one else would listen. I was having trouble fitting in when I was in middle school. I tried to fit in with all different groups of people but I never really clicked anywhere. In […]

11/6/2015 1 comment

This song is too accurate when I think of her

by thelost 10/31/2015

written by thelost

http://suicideproject.org/wp-content/uploads/2015/10/07-Six.m4a

I know that a lot of you probably don’t like screamo, or just can’t understand it, but I was playing some songs I haven’t listened to in a while, and this hit just a little bit too close to home. It reminds me of my ex, and weirdly enough, the girl I’m chasing right now. It isn’t healthy to feel this way, but sometimes it feels so good to just hurt. Anything is better than the numbness I feel each day, which steals all the happiness away, along with my pain. Thanks to anybody who takes the time to read. I know that people […]

10/31/2015 2 comments

Here we go again…

by Take a Deep Breath 10/21/2015

written by Take a Deep Breath

Hello lovelies. Sorry about not posting lately… things have been a tad bit crazy. Got rushed to the ER last night, and seven hours later, the doctors still don’t know what’s wring with me heh. But I guess my internal bleeding wasn’t extraordinarily alarming, because I was able to go home. I’m hoping it isn’t anything too horrible… and now I’m sitting in my room, not only bleeding internally, but externally. Somehow, this damn razor jumped in my hand and my thigh got in the way…It seems once a cutter, always a cutter. I thought I was getting better; better in the physical sense. The […]

10/21/2015 9 comments

curveballs—

by L0STgirl 10/20/2015

written by L0STgirl

Just when I think that I got everything under control, life never ceases to throw a curveball my way. Moral of the story LIFE SUCKS always has, always will. What is hope nowadays? I feel like I’ve hit rock bottom for the thousandth time in two days. What to do, what to do?

10/20/2015 2 comments

If you love me you’ll kill me

by MissDysphoria 10/15/2015

written by MissDysphoria

I find myself waiting for the crosswalk light to turn to go, watching all the speeding cars fly by. I like to stand as close to the edge as I can and just imagine the feeling of stepping out into traffic, and the feeling of the impact of the first car to hit me. the only thing holding me back is the possibility of some how surviving that…and all those people watching…me. I was told it only gets harder from here. Right now is harder than I can stand, just kill me now, I hate life.

10/15/2015 1 comment

again

by God666 9/5/2015

written by God666

Happened again, caffeine this time would have had more but visitors came so I had to stop, close though. I seem to be lacking a sense of fear now even when my heart hit 200bpm I was not scared. The world seemed to come I’m overwhelming waves of euphoria as well as caffeine I added some oxy, tramadol and seroquel probably evened it out too much. I cannot stop thinking I have never stopped thinking and I always remember I hate it but it’s me I hide it for so long but then I break and I will again it seems an inevitability of me.

9/5/2015 0 comment

HATE

by Rotted_Flesh 9/4/2015

written by Rotted_Flesh

runs through my body. You give me a dirty look, I hate you, you fuck with me, I hate you, you wrong me in anyWAY and I will see that my vengeance towards you will be swift and painful. I am a ticking time bomb and one of these days one of these fuckers in my life that I have to deal with is gonna cross me the wrong way, and that’s when the shit will hit the fan. Watch the fuck out, my patience is running out :)..

9/4/2015 1 comment

Where Labels Go To Die

by ifuckedthequeen 8/22/2015

written by ifuckedthequeen

They die or metastasize in the soul. It all depends. We either foster these gender roles that are completely and utterly wrong and bullshit and hold to ideals that were past down from lesser ideologies. I think that goes for suicide as well. If someone really and truly wants to die then who is somebody to tell them otherwise. We may offer an alternate choice and our personal salvation but it is totally up to that soul to accept or reject and continue following their own path. We have such deep belief systems either rooted in religion or even the general societal attitude towards death […]

8/22/2015 4 comments

Is it just me?

by Sui_RC 8/19/2015

written by Sui_RC

Hey guys,
Does any one else wish that they’d die painlessly but then somehow their “soul” can see who truly cared and then hit like a big red reset button so you can be alive again except now you know whom to care for.

8/19/2015 5 comments

wishing doesnt get you anywhere.

by Delisnak 8/19/2015

written by Delisnak

i wish i could get hit by a car. if i die then then great but if not i could get a clue to see who actuallly cares. ive had so many fake friends that ive completely gave up on being social. i avoid talking to anyone at all costs. my dad calls me anti social in a joking matter but its true i guess.

8/19/2015 1 comment

back in my city

by kills 8/3/2015

written by kills

thanks to mark. big ups to this man. he knows im good for it and gonna hit him back as soon as i can. no worries. anyway now i got nowhere to go here. i mean nowhere. gotta figure this shit out. goddamn.

8/3/2015 2 comments

The Girl That Is Me

by asunayuki1 7/28/2015

written by asunayuki1

The girl that hides all behind a mask.

Fakes smiles and laughs when she gets hit and falls to the ground.

Telling her self its ok because one day she will be free.

But late at night crying and cutting her wrists to shit .

She ends up laying down and watches the blood leak from her wrists and wispers why me.

Why am I hated so much? It’s realy hard to breath in this fucked up world .

Why do guys hit me is it because I am nothing ?

Why dose my father hate me so much why cant he leave me be .

He tortured me abused me […]

7/28/2015 10 comments

heard this today. old song but really hit home on how im feeling

by stormfall 7/27/2015

written by stormfall

Everyday I fight a war against the mirror

I can’t take the person starin’ back at me

I’m a hazard to myself

Don’t let me get me

I’m my own worst enemy

Its bad when you annoy yourself

So irritating

Don’t wanna be my friend no more

I wanna be somebody else

7/27/2015 2 comments

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