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Little Brother

I hate the term ‘to help’

by Kiera 11/28/2012

written by Kiera

I hate the term ‘to help’ because it means that you have a problem to be fixed in the first place.

I am a teenager and have already been through more than most people can even imagine. My biological father left when I was a baby and is in and out of jail. I haven’t met him, nor do I want to, but that event in my life is still a part of who I am today so it was worth mentioning. When I was young (2-5) I was physically abused by my stepfather at the time (also my little brother’s dad). I have two half […]

11/28/2012 1 comment

They hurt me.

by Beara 11/23/2012

written by Beara

Why?
I was only 5 years old. I was just a little girl. I didn’t know anything about sex or touching. But than it happened. I was at my uncles house because my mom and dad were working that night. Me and my little baby brother were sitting in my uncles lap that night. My little brother finally fell asleep. We were watching a movie, I remember the movie got to the part about the yellow brick road. My uncle put his hand down my Pj’s and put his finger in my butt. I remember it hurt really bad and I was tearing up. I […]

11/23/2012 1 comment

November 20th

by Abselom 11/20/2012

written by Abselom

Just another day.. typical.. nothing unsual.. just thinking to myself about travis.. ( i dont care. ill put his real name up) I think maybe there still is hope for us..? not for sure.. but i have a feeling that maybe things arent totally over.. we had too deep of a conection.. we understood each other in everything we said and did. morgan (his new girlfriend) cant possible know about his nervous habits. how he cracks his knuckles in a certain way when he is thinking about something, or he is upset. how he bites at his cuticals when hes uncomfortable. how he obsesses with […]

11/20/2012 1 comment

My Story.

by MSandJG 11/5/2012

written by MSandJG

Read on my fellow crazies. Let’s see, where to start? I guess the beginning. When I was five, my parents got divorced. Not a big deal right? Tons of parents get divorced and a lot of kids get to visit every other weekend or something. Well my dad packed me, my two sisters, and little brother up and brought us all theÂ way from Ohio to New Hampshire. Leaving my mom behind. I got to see her in the summers and Christmas break for a week or so. MyÂ second-to-oldest sister had an over-eating disorder and was the first to move out of that madhouse to […]

11/5/2012 2 comments

When you’re up, you can only go down.

by jordy 10/22/2012

written by jordy

My life has infact, gotten no better. TheÂ exerciseÂ isn’t looking like anything has changed, I still hate my body. My friends are somewhat ignoring my issues because they make them uncomfortable. Because they never have anything to say to me, so they just smileÂ sympatheticallyÂ and soon enough it’s forgotten.

What I’ve discovered is that my father has been diagnosed with Bi-Polar, and this explains why he’s such a dick when only moments ago he would have been being lovely. But now, he wants to lean onto me. Because I’m his daughter, and the only thing he has left, I feel obligated to look after him, even though I’m […]

10/22/2012 3 comments

Masks off.

by DarlingDaughterDamaged 10/14/2012

written by DarlingDaughterDamaged

It’s hailing.

My parents left, they took my little brother again.

Last night I relapsed and my left thigh looks like plaid.

I’m scared.

I can’t not talk to anyone. But, no one really knows me here…

two weeks ago, 10/04.. My dad and I got in a fight about me getting glasses…

He got mad because I should have gotten them when everybody else in the family did. When I pointed out the fact that he bragged about his 20/20 vision for years, and yet he JUST got glasses in June. He hit me.. twice. When I tried to runaway he chased me then shoved me…. I filed a DCFS […]

10/14/2012 4 comments

im sorry

by lookawayplease... 10/11/2012

written by lookawayplease...

This one time I saw a little girl eating ice cream and playing with her little brother. Her hair was puffy and cute. Full of volume. she had glasses and she looked happy. She was smiling. She looked about 7-8 years of age. When i saw her my heart filled with joy of how cute she looked. i wanted to hug her because she looked really cute, but all I did was yell “oh my god look at that childâ€™s hair!” and i pointed at her. Like a *****. LIKE AN IDIOT. I went home and didnâ€™t say a word to anyone. I locked myself […]

10/11/2012 2 comments

Why?

by icannotbelieve 9/30/2012

written by icannotbelieve

I have a normal life. A mother and family who loves me. And I am so utterly sad. My childhood was a mess of beating and abuse from my schoolteachers. My little brother and best friend died. I crave sympathy and the shock on people’s faces. I do nothing but sit around and feel sorry for myself. I am pathetic, I am a fool, a selfish, ungrateful, self centered loser who cannot commit to anything. I am 15 and I want to die already. My father is whining pile of sh*t that I hate. He is evil and I see him every day. I cut […]

9/30/2012 2 comments

Torn love

by pangea 9/25/2012

written by pangea

The round colorful combination is deadly
Tomorrow this will all be through.
Finally an end to my torment
They’d understand if only they knew
Raising the glass and I open my hand…
The thoughts of loved flash through my head
I drop the pills to the floor
It’d kill tomorrow if today I was dead.
Upstairs working on the computer
An electric shock as I look at the plug
The reaction is deadly assisted with water
rising my little brother Â tackles me with a hug.
I sit back down grimace him a smile.
I can’t kill myself infront of my brother
He’d be dissappointed if he knew this is all he had for a sister
I could not bear his […]

9/25/2012 1 comment

The craziest past year of my life. My moms addiction to drugs.

by ShaSha1992 8/23/2012

written by ShaSha1992

My name is Lyndsay & this is my experience in hell on earth.
I’m 20 years old, female, college student.
The craziest year of my life started August ofÂ 2011… Right around my birthday…. It seems like my birthday is a celebration of the worst times in my life. It’s like oh joy but not why you might think.
I was attending college and living at home with my mom and little brother. I had known that my mom had an addiction to pills all of my childhood. This has caused more problems than you can imagine (example seeing her go through withdraws and throwing […]

8/23/2012 0 comment

Doomed by Genetics.

by Mask 8/3/2012

written by Mask

I have Asperger’s Syndrome. I have every anxiety problem in the book. I have manic-depression. I am tripolar. I’m afraid of everything. I’m a hoarder.

There are so many things wrong with me, It’s hard to keep track of them all. It’s even harder to keep them under control. With each passing day, I feel my lucidity and self-control slipping away. The worst of it is, most of it’s genetic.

When I was little, I used to bully my little brother. I had no idea it was wrong, because that’s all people did to me. Eventually, I felt horrible for it, and I prayed that it would […]

8/3/2012 2 comments

It doesn’t get better, so it seems.

by monika 7/29/2012

written by monika

In the past ten months the following has happened:
Sept: My grandpa was missing for three days. He was found alright. However I had to face the fact that both him and I would tell each other we were ok, while we were both falling apart. And my ‘boyfriend’ came home from a summer away and went back to being emotionally abusive.
Oct: My friend/boyfriend continued to be abusive, and also was struggling with depression. At the end of the month I had to call his mom because he was suicidal. He hated me for it.
November: My little brother had a seizure and was […]

7/29/2012 3 comments

It Gets Better

by IfYouWantIt 7/20/2012

written by IfYouWantIt

I’ve been to the point where i would sit in my room alone crying for hours. ive looked into ways on how to kill myself. ive spit on every one of my friends names. ive been completely depressed. but i got better. i made it better by myself. i have a mother who doesnt get it, doesnt get me, fights with me worse than a teenager. an older sister with a complete anger issue and temper and a little brother who doesnt quite get life right now. a father that tore our family apart for a girl 2 years older than my older sister. it […]

7/20/2012 10 comments

So You want to end your life? Think there’s no hope, and you have nothing to live for? READ THIS…. Email me if you think differently , or just talk to me because I CARE , wether you believe it or not â™¥

by alexaawearsprada 7/9/2012

written by alexaawearsprada

Before you decide to take your life, imagine who will find you. Imagine them walking into a room, and seeing you just hanging there. Whether it be your little sister, little brother, mother father, grandparents, a friend. Imagine what will happen when they find you. No, they will not say â€œFinally, theyâ€™re gone.â€ No, they will not say â€œIâ€™m happy they did that.â€ No, they will not say â€œI never loved them anyways.â€ They will die. Their hearts will break. They will hurt, more than you […]

7/9/2012 10 comments

So you want to end your life? You think there’s no hope? Read this.. if this doesn’t change your perspective, talk to me … I CARE.

by alexaawearsprada 7/3/2012

written by alexaawearsprada

DON’T END YOUR LIFE , DON’T GIVE UP , REACH OUT TO ME.

7/3/2012 13 comments

cut off

by starterjacket003 6/10/2012

written by starterjacket003

My uncle died last night. It might have been drugs or maybe the police using a stunner had something to do with it. It is a rough blow, but I’ve always been able to deal with the big things in life. I suspect many around here feel the same.

It has always been the petty indignities that hurt the most. I really am more hurt about a friend blowing me off and not coming to visit like he said he would. I think about my uncle, about how his story didn’t have a happy ending. He was a lonely person at the end of his life […]

6/10/2012 0 comment

Why am I here?

by LostCause 6/9/2012

written by LostCause

I’m a christian. I love God with all my being, but i always wonder to myself why I’m here. My life is a miserable wreck. I’m fat and ugly. I’m not “popular”. I have almost no friends.Â My family is way messed up. My Dad doesn’t give a crap about me and my step mom is a snobby psycho. My sister is moved in with us for reasons I have no right to explain. My sisters daughter is everything I’m not and makes me feel jealous everyday, my little brother is a major douche bag and is probably going to end up caught […]

6/9/2012 1 comment

Unable to communicate

by lgu05144 5/29/2012

written by lgu05144

Hi everybody.

I am a young guy of 24 years old, I have just graduated from University with a straight degree in physics and to everyone it seems like the world is my oyster. But there is one thing that is holding me back- I can’t express how I feel.

MyÂ “friends” seem to think that I’m just a quiet, easy going guy. However it has caused a lot of heartache for my family, they think I just don’t care. I have a little brother who is crying out for some love and I feel that I’ve never been able to give it to him.I think I […]

5/29/2012 2 comments

Hatred and numbness

by Jay3312 5/23/2012

written by Jay3312

Hahaha nothing really matters anymore and no one acts like they care so why should I. My hatred for everyone who talks/looks at me continues to grow. I care for almost no one and like i said they don’t seem to care about me. I wake up feeling numb and emotionless my nightmares wake me up in the night giving me the onlyÂ senseÂ of emotion I have. Â I hate life tonight i think i am going to try suicide for the 4th time and it most likely won’t work ( let’s just say I would make a really sucky murderer) and when it doesn’t work it […]

5/23/2012 0 comment

Is right now the right time?

by Sarah 5/20/2012

written by Sarah

I’m sat in bed, crying. I feel pathetic even writing this but I have nowhere else to go. My mum just took me out to go to B&Q with her. On the way I said ‘I would like to go home.’ She pulled up and asked me why. I said ‘I don’t know what I want to do because I don’t want to do anything, I don’t want to be here.’

She took me home. On the way I asked her if she was currently suicidal, she said no but she had been not too long ago. I said, ‘Next time you feel that way maybe […]

5/20/2012 1 comment

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