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Manic Depression

by RealTalk30
written by RealTalk30

I need to get help for my manic depression for once. Always been scared of seeing a doctor but yesterday I finally see its only a short time before I completely become useless. I’m running out of time. I’m a 32yr male.

Please, if you can.. tell me your experience with manic depression, what your doctor told you and treatment and your opinion on the whole experience. Please tell me as much as you can cause I’m so scared to be put away. It’s gotten so bad and starting to literally get out of control.

It has to stop or I’m gonna just kill […]

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Opening up.

by Depersonalization
written by Depersonalization

I had never heard of this sight until tonight. I saw a friend post about it on Facebook & instantly thought that it was a sign.

 

Let me just begin with a little bit about me. I am 18, I live in a town I hate, & I hate most people. I’ve never really blogged, but I’ve always wanted to. It really helps me to write & I need to have a way to calm myself down. I really don’t know how to explain myself because I don’t really know who I am anymore. I don’t want to hear that I’m too young & that I […]

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Remembering the dead

by wishful thinking
written by wishful thinking

Over the years I have known several people that have successfully ended their lives.   None of them have been true friends but just people in my life that I have known.  The most recent is a man , for the most part well respected in the community, very generous with his time, great with kids, a professional and a very active member of the church.  I was one of the few that knew he was dealing with manic depression.  (Isn’t it odd that we can pick them out immediately, almost like they had  a scarlet letter around their neck but only visible to us, […]

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My Story.

by TheUnnoticedOne
written by TheUnnoticedOne

Hi, I suffer from Manic Depression . Not many in my school know that. They think i’m happy, maybe even normal teenage girl. I’m 14. But this is were it all started.
When I was little, I was always the “troubled” child. My parents would curse at me , call me a “retard” , “slut” “whore” all different types of names when I just was two years of age. It wasn’t only the names… my mom was a drunk and my dad wasn’t so much of a help either, she would hit me, with all sorts of things, whatever she could get her hands on. […]

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nothing from nobody

by dead2everyone
written by dead2everyone

I wrote this poem the other night.  I was hurting so bad, I wish I could kill myself.  I have kids though, and I don’t have anyone to take care of them if I did.  They are the only reason I am still here walking on this earth.  I  can’t figure out what exactly is wrong with me.  I don’t have any friends anymore.  I used to but i found out that none of them really liked me, and were talking behind my back.  I have had this happen with anyone I have ever been friends with.  it hurts so bad.  I have been through […]

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I Have Nobody, I Need Someone :(

by justsoyouknow
written by justsoyouknow

I’m 16 years old. I’ve been suffering from manic depression. I get bullied at school for being quiet. I get called ugly, a *****, whore and so much more. What did I do??? Nothing. I don’t have the guts to talk to someones face about how much I hate myself. Honestly, I’m pretty much that girl that no one knows until she commits suicide. Then, suddenly everyone had a class with me..it sucks. My dad is abusive and my mom and I are scared to death. Never knowing what he will do to us next. He emotionally abuses me and physically. I don’t have many […]

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Hate myself and want to die.

by Helloshushi5
written by Helloshushi5

I’m 17 years old and my mom is getting remarried for the 3rd time in 3 days. I hardly know the guy. He’s moving into our home and i’m  not thrilled. step parents always try and act like they’re your own parents and it’s bullshit. My dad is the only one who understands me. ONLY one.  He’s on drugs as always, who knows where.  I’ve had depression and wanted to kill myself ever since summer after 5th grade. I still don’t know what caused it. Probably just the manic depression,anxiety and bipolar that runs in both sides of my family finally kicked in my system. […]

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This is me.

by shoregirl14
written by shoregirl14

My brother died when i was 9. Withing a course of 4 years, 10 more family members died.

I was diagnosed with manic depression and anorexia at the age of 12.

I use to be a major self harmer.

I am proud to say it has been over one month. <3

At the age of 13, i fell in love, and lost my virginity to a boy who i thought would never leave.. 4 days later he left. I wanted to die.

He called me a slut, easy, whore, ****, insecure, ugly, disgusting, fat.

I have forever thought of myself as these things, since he has said them because at one […]

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Close to goodbye..

by shoregirl14
written by shoregirl14

It all started in September of 2010. Two years ago. We met.. He fell for me, and i didnt fall quite as hard for him. I was in a terrible relationship at the time, and he tried to save me.. But try was all he could do.. because i was too stubborn to listen to anyone. Little did i know, he was so in love with me.. it was literally killing him. After my .. lets say “rejection” towards him, he got involved with a girl who would call him saying “Im cutting as we speak.” “If you dont say the right thing in the […]

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Doomed by Genetics.

by Mask
written by Mask

I have Asperger’s Syndrome. I have every anxiety problem in the book. I have manic-depression. I am tripolar. I’m afraid of everything. I’m a hoarder.

There are so many things wrong with me, It’s hard to keep track of them all. It’s even harder to keep them under control. With each passing day, I feel my lucidity and self-control slipping away. The worst of it is, most of it’s genetic.

When I was little, I used to bully my little brother. I had no idea it was wrong, because that’s all people did to me. Eventually, I felt horrible for it, and I prayed that it would […]

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Manic Depression

by lostone18
written by lostone18

I go from being manic to being depressed. Sometimes a little of both at the same time.
I go from being on top of the world to just wanting to die.
This cycle never ends… Im not sure what it’s like to feel normal…
I wish I was normal, but at the same time I don’t.
I like being manic too much. That’s why I always stop taking the meds. I wish I could be manic forever…
It never ends…

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level up!

by tphg
written by tphg

work and play have lost all meaning. The barriers between personal and professional life have shattered. It’s all the same crap now, junk that’s in between me and non-existence. I work and play but don’t put my heart into anymore; nothing feels good. I am Anhedonia.

I can’t live like this, my life is not so bad that I have any “good” reason to kill myself but it’s not good in any way either. It’s been good but I don’t enjoy things.

I can go home after working and sedate myself and do it all over again but why??! FUCK! Friends don’t mean much to me […]

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Offering Hope

by Struggling To Survive
written by Struggling To Survive

Fellow Sufferers:

I’ve lived with Bipolar Type 2 since I was 12 years old.  It is a form of manic-depression in which you don’t usually have psychotic problems, but you do have major mood swings — mild “ups” (hypomanias) followed by normal periods, and then crushing depressions.

I was not diagnosed until my middle forties.  I attempted suicide three times in my early twenties. I still have sporadic suicidal ideas when I go through bad periods in my life. I’m nearly sixty now.

Since Bipolar Type 2 is genetic, it pervaded my family. My childhood was not good, to put it very mildly.

I know that when you are […]

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