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‘sup..

by helloiamdepressive 4/4/2012

written by helloiamdepressive

I really don’t where else to write my shit so I’ll write it here.. fuck I just spent the last 10 minutes looking through facebook and my friends’ profiles and shit.. with their proper nice social lives! well my story is I was on medication for 7 years then I came off it.. been 6 months.. in that time my social life kinda collapsed (not entirely somehow coming off meds ups ur hormones.. so u know that department was all good 😉 not to brag really but yeah it was good shit..)

but anyways.. when ur all spaced out.. and weird.. it’s a lot harder to […]

4/4/2012 0 comment

When you don’t belong

by spartan2276 4/2/2012

written by spartan2276

This POST is intended to shed some light on the feeling of not belonging to this world/being part of it. If you have a mental illness such as bipolar or schizophrenia please take your medication(s).

When I was 16 I tried to commit suicide if I would have succeeded I would not have known the beauty of seeing each one of my girls birth or watching them grow; Not known what it would have felt like to fall in-love nor see how great of a career I would have. I tried to get rid of myself simply because I did not belong.

After the incident I visited […]

4/2/2012 29 comments

by Knightofdoom 3/30/2012

written by Knightofdoom

I don’t expect anyone to listen or care, i just need someone to vent to and if it happens to be stranger so be it, Nothing will change.

I was disgnoed with evre depression and aniexty in oct.2011, they started me on medication, but none of it make me feel that this is all still worth it, why do i ever have to try to feel happy, i don’t perever feelings, they just eat at me inside untill,my body starts to shake with uncontrollble force, forcing back the tears in public and silence of my mouth, doesn’t stop the soiltary inside me.These though consume me and […]

3/30/2012 0 comment

SOMEONE PLEASE HELP!!!!

by justmakeitstop1998 3/26/2012

written by justmakeitstop1998

okay, i am 14 years old and have ben hurting myself for 2 years. i have never be able to quit for over 2 months. i have no idea why i do the things i do. i have tried commiting suicide three time but allÂ fails. i started taking medication to help but it did nothing, therapy, nothing. every try failed. even god, i asked him, and nothing. i feel like no one can help, im just so unloveable, weak, ugly and stupid. i hate myself so much. and if i didnt whine like alittle ***** maybe things would be better……i have a great life […]

3/26/2012 8 comments

Suicide Attempt

by Wei Se 3/22/2012

written by Wei Se

I posted on monday, saying that i will overdose on medication and i actually did that. I did a suicide attempt on tuesday. Well, i actually knew i was going to survive because i knew the pills weren’t enough to make my heart stop beating. I took 19 pills of efexor with cough syrup. I went to school and they’ve called an ambulance there. It was to late to empty my stomach. When i was in the hospital they’ve let me drink something that looks like black waterpaint with sand. It didn’t tasted but the feeling was awful and they’ve took soom blood.Â They wanted to […]

3/22/2012 6 comments

What should I do…

by helloiamdepressive 3/22/2012

written by helloiamdepressive

This is my first time posting. But I am feeling kinda suicidal right now. I was on medication for like 7 years, I dunno I guess I was just naturally depressed since a very young age, but now it’s been 6 months that I’m off it. I honestly feel like killing myself now, cuz I can’t feel shit in my heart.. I have a girl and there’s lots of people and friends that really care about me.. But nonetheless I don’t feel much.. My daily schedule is like a bit fucked, try to keep busy but not much going on.. Just waiting to go off […]

3/22/2012 21 comments

Tomorrow is the day

by Wei Se 3/19/2012

written by Wei Se

Tomorrow is the day. I will swallowÂ a few pillsÂ all in once. I hope my heart stops beating.

I am sick and that’s what i am. I am a sick fuck. WhoÂ isn’t able toÂ do shit.Â I haveÂ no social life, no education, just nothing that is needed to have a stable life.Â I am a worthless piece of shit and when i die, i will suffer even more because hell is my destiny.

I have one question though, what does efexor 75mg does with your body when you overdose on them? These are anti-depressant pills.

Goodbye.

3/19/2012 11 comments

If you die, just know you could be worst off especially if you don’t believe in anything.

by tigerlily93 3/16/2012

written by tigerlily93

There is nothing wrong with being suicidal, but acting on it is.
It is okay to want to die!!
But just know, you prob, feel that way because ou felt unloved or hated by the world, but we have each other.
And, you know what screw the world.
If you think about it some people in the world who arenot suicidal are more messed up than us.
It’s ok
We just have to know our lives aren’t just for us, we love for Jesus and truth and love and all things good, but if you don’t believe that you can die!
And you may not […]

3/16/2012 3 comments

What fixes the hollow hole in my heart..

by AlishaB 3/15/2012

written by AlishaB

Depression is every where all around me ever since i moved away from my family seven years ago ive never been the same.

last year on the 28th of september something happened that changed me forever.. i flew down for my birthday that week to visit my dad and his new girlfriend. But you see me and his girlfriend got off to a terrible start due to the fact she’d never met me and was telling me i needed to go on medication when she didnt even know anything about me or my life.. Dad explained to me that she herself suffered from depression on was […]

3/15/2012 0 comment

What could go wrong?…..

by ShutUpMaddie 3/10/2012

written by ShutUpMaddie

Why did this have to happen?… the world hates people like me and I dont know how to make people happy now…. my mom is getting re-married my dad wants to kill himself my brother is never home and when he is he never wants to talk to me I even have got to the point I cant go on anymore…… It would be best for everyone too they all hate my soul…..I have been shot.. stabbed..and my own mother said I was just better off dead because the world doesnt need another *****…..why?…..why is thhis going on right now?……. please….help…..me……….

3/10/2012 3 comments

I can’t be the only one..

by katkilljoy 3/5/2012

written by katkilljoy

my name is kat. i’m 17, and i’m on this site because I feel like..
I have nowhere to turn anymore. clinical depression never get easier. i’m so young, I have so much to live for. but, depression drains you. Emotionally and physically. I spend my days on the couch thinking. that’s all. just thinking. when you have all the time in the world, you get lost in your mind.
when your mind is as tired as mine, you go mad.
insane.
the medication makes no difference. what I need is support. i feel too weak to give myself enough the push I need to […]

3/5/2012 3 comments

tick/tock

by subvertedstateofdystopia 2/28/2012

written by subvertedstateofdystopia

This is a first. I’m sitting in the dark, if it weren’t for the glow of my phone’s screen. Pathetic, is it not? The age we live in. Specifically 4:46am in the wilderness that is upstate New York. This place is devoid of all things meant to nourish – as a life long denizen it’s cruel atmosphere is taking it’s harsh toll on me. Too many thoughts, too many restless nights….the cold air has entered my mentality and is stifling all that may prosper. I lay here contemplating attempt #3. I have given up yet again. It’s been 6 years since […]

2/28/2012 1 comment

“The Rescue”

by SunnySideUp 2/24/2012

written by SunnySideUp

It’s been a while since I’ve wrote anything, let alone posted anything… I think December was the last time I posted? I’m too lazy to check (even though it is a few clicks). I’ve been aÂ diagnosedÂ depression patient for almost 5 years now, dunno how long I’ve actually been depressed for though, seems like it’s been for a good chunk of my life though

There was a certain moment in my life when I reallyy really wanted to kill myself. And then there was those other moments when I was really close to thatâ€¦ though even in my most jaded of times, I still had some sliver […]

2/24/2012 7 comments

I need to end it all.

by kitty-930 2/20/2012

written by kitty-930

I dont really see another way out. Everythings fucked up in my head- Im constantly paranoid and whether im depressed or not that day, I usually will end up being by thinking and thinking. I dont see how medication will really help, its not going to stop the irrational shit going round in my head, and talking to someone is just going to make me seem crazy to whoever else is listening.
I’ve started cutting again too, I swore I wouldnt do it again, but everythings just getting on top of me, and It’s just carrying me closer to ending it all. I never used […]

2/20/2012 2 comments

Feeling a Force Against Me

by chr75751 2/12/2012

written by chr75751

Can’t believe I’m posting here. Thought I was over all of this. I’m 42 now. Lifetime of depression, anxiety, anorexia, and bulimia. I had gotten to a point where I had left a bad marriage, bought my own car, own house, raising my child, and held a full time very difficult job. I decided to change shrinks 1 week ago who suggested I do “talk therapy.” I went to 1 apt and have essentially fallen apart since that apt. This was totally unexpected. Apparently, I’ve been trying to hold everything together all these years…just keep going, just keep going, and follow the routine is what […]

2/12/2012 4 comments

I just don’t know what to do

by Alaric 2/9/2012

written by Alaric

Hello,

I’m suicidal, I have an active plan and the means to carry it out. Â I really am just tired of life. Â I’m married and am concerned about the impact my suicide will have on my wife. Â I am all she has. Â Her family has basically disowned her because they don’t like me. Â I guess if I’m out of the picture, she could go back to them. Â I have paranoid schizopherina and major depression. Â I’m medicated, but its like the medication isn’t working. Â I try talking to my wife about my suicidal thoughts, but then she starts talking about putting me in a hospital. Â I’ve attempted […]

2/9/2012 4 comments

Hello Friends, here’s a positive story

by Lobob 2/1/2012

written by Lobob

I’ve never posted here, but I’ve been a lurker for the past 3 or 4 months. I’m currently 18 and two months ago I was put into an intensive outpatient program for depression/anxiety. I was prescribed Wellbutrin and was discharged after 6 weeks. The week after I got discharged I began to have grim thoughts, thoughts that are so grim that I actually made a noose and hung it in my house and made a suicide notes. For 3 nights, I would go and put the noose on and decide whether I would jump off the table and kill myself or not. Obviously I chose […]

2/1/2012 2 comments

“so” again.

by come_pick_me_up 1/30/2012

written by come_pick_me_up

God I’m so fucking miserable, so fucking depressed AGAIN. and i’m just sitting here trying to tell myself it’s not ME it’s just in my head. just my messed up brain telling me i’m not okay cuz there’s nothing to be really sad about. unless i think about it. which is easy to do when you’re alone. easy to do when you can never shut your head up.

a couple of nights ago i was just laying in bed waiting for sleep to take me, and instead of thinking about my shitty stupid day i started day dreaming. and in this dream (which part of me […]

1/30/2012 4 comments

Today, tomorrow, forever.. Allways..

by david009 1/30/2012

written by david009

Today I left my house For the first time after such a long time. I went to the dentist to get my braces removed, the last time I went was a year ago. I was on anti depression medication and life seemed fine, I was fun to be around at the time. since then I fell of the face of the earth and well most of you know how that feels like.. Well anyway I went to the dentist, my eyes burned from the brightness of the daylight. By the time I got there my eyes looked a mess. I went in to see the […]

1/30/2012 2 comments

anger is not good company

by JBCubbs 1/29/2012

written by JBCubbs

i hate my family sometimes. family are supposed to be the ones who support you no matter what. not my family. member of my family will turn on you as soon as they have something solid enough to use against you, and tear you down. my family is all about power and control. they need to have control over each other. even if it makes the ones being controlled miserable and suicidal. they don’t care. at this point i would love to kill myself in front of my mom just to spite her ass. she so horrible to me sometimes. she knows how fragile, and […]

1/29/2012 1 comment

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