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Will you miss me?

by Listen 6/15/2015

written by Listen

Sometimes.. I’m just ready to see my last breath fade into the cold air.. And watch as the darkness says it’s goodbyes.. And welcome the happiness that sometimes seems to afraid to constantly stay.. Because I’d be in the happiest place for my happiness to feel safe.. Safe to stay with me. The darkness won’t be there to scare it away and won’t stop me from holding my happiness back. I’ll never have to see the darkness again.. Ever again. I’ll be in my own world.. My own world with my own happiness..

someone please wake me up

im still dreaming

6/15/2015 1 comment

Final post.

by Nihilism000 6/9/2015

written by Nihilism000

This is my final post on here, I thought it would help me. Some of the people on here are really helpful. But I know my decision now. I will go away, in a sense. I have issues befriending people. In the end however they leave, that’s ok though. They are forgiven. So is everyone else who has caused me pain, you are forgiven. I am now at peace, I feel no more pain. I have dreaded posting this, because I felt that maybe hope was somewhere. But certain events today proved to me otherwise. I know that there is no other way. I’ve no […]

6/9/2015 12 comments

September 2014

by secretz180 6/6/2015

written by secretz180

This will be my last note to everyone. I lay awake waiting for something to happen, waiting for someone to text me, waiting for forgiveness, waiting…. That’s all I’ve done with my life. I’ve been waiting to end all of this. Everyday I wake up, I go to school because it’s easier not to think there. I’m sitting at a table where no one wants me there. I’ve gave up with wanting to fit into a group. When I’m not there no one thinks about me. No one loves me enough to call them theirs. Theirs no place for me here. I started thinking about […]

6/6/2015 1 comment

I’ll miss the rain

by godbless 6/3/2015

written by godbless

I’m going to miss the rain. I love rain so much. It’s comforted me many times throughout life. I’ll miss the feel, the sound, the smell, the cool breeze. I wrote a stupid, short, song about rain once in the 5th grade and I still sing it nearly every time it rains.

“I can hear the sound of rain. I can see the beauty of rain. After every rain there’s a rainbow”.

I wish it rained everyday. My two favorite things ever are rain and dogs.

6/3/2015 6 comments

When I am dead

by QuirkyFox 5/25/2015

written by QuirkyFox

I will miss being held by those who love me.

I will miss watching cow parsley swaying in the breeze.

I will miss songs that remind me of those who left me.

I will miss the smell of warm rain, small rabbits, dandelions and daisies.

I will miss helping those who need me.

I will rest in peace, knowing I brought more joy than pain to the world.

Although I regret the harsh words I sometimes spoke, especially to those who hurt me.

I hope my death does not take long, I don’t want to suffer or have people watch me suffer.

I wanted death a couple of months ago. Then I found a […]

5/25/2015 9 comments

gone

by sadsadist 5/25/2015

written by sadsadist

Its been 5 minutes and I already miss her I miss many in the end were all alone so why have I driven them away so early I’m sorry to everybody and to E I wish I was enough today its obvious I never will be I miss everyone I truly am alone and I cant cope with that too long being alone so alone

5/25/2015 8 comments

done

by emmygirl 5/24/2015

written by emmygirl

Im over it over everything im always either angry, crying or numb i cant go a day without drinking i dnt want too being sober makes it harder to face the fact that im worthless and have every reason to kill myself i try to talk myself out of it but each time i feel like im closer im just so tired of crying and hurting all the time things dnt get any better. 21 years and they only get worseim not sure how much longer i can take this or if i want to try anymore. Its time i accepted that soon […]

5/24/2015 2 comments

My note

by stolenartist 5/22/2015

written by stolenartist

I love my children enough to leave them before I cause any more damage. I know they will miss me but if I am around I could do so much more damage than if I were dead. At least when I’m dead that will be the last thing I do to hurt them.

I have got to go because I am done. There’s no more art, no more me, no more drama, and everyone can breath now. I can’t hurt you all anymore after this. You will move on and find better people to spend time with.

I’m selfish and narcissistic. I’ve no drive to live […]

5/22/2015 3 comments

When I die.

by justanothergirl09 5/15/2015

written by justanothergirl09

When I die I don’t want anyone to cry. I want them to look at the sky and say ‘goodbye’.

When I’m long gone and they miss me I want them to whisper to the sky everything they want to tell me.

I will listen to every word they have to say because when you die people get the courage to tell you what they couldn’t tell you when you were alive.

I want to hear that they miss me.

I want to hear the words “I love you” over and over again.

I want them to talk about me even after I’m gone. I want them remember me. To […]

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5/15/2015 1 comment

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A Recurring Dream

by Sammi6xoxo 5/6/2015

written by Sammi6xoxo

The warm spring air calms my mind as my feet hit the sparkling cement of the now wet main street bridge. The hood of my black jacket hides my face as I make my way to the top. Its 2a.m. and the city is dead silent. My phone buzzes continuously in my back pocket, but I ignore it. My mind wonders as I stare down at the black waters beneath me. Who will miss me when I’m gone? Who will think of me? I check my phone […]

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5/6/2015 14 comments

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Confused

by Lillian_Jean 5/1/2015

written by Lillian_Jean

I don’t know what to do, I’ve been cutting since Fall 2013 and I just love the feeling, I hate being depressed but also love it at the same time. I recently got a boyfriend and he absolutly hates me ever being sad and he won’t let me cut, and if i do he’ll get really mad and will yell at me. I always feel like he wants to say “I hate you” if i do something wrong like cut myself. I really miss the feeling of cutting and I don’t know what to do.

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5/1/2015 6 comments

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Can i just dissapear?

by WhereIsTheSilverLining 4/14/2015

written by WhereIsTheSilverLining

Just so that I can see who would miss me?

Because right now it feels like no one would.

Like my life is so insignificant that it doesn’t matter if I’m here or not.

I don’t think my roommates would care.

I’m the only girl living in house of guys.

They don’t notice the cuts on my wrist.

Or that I spend most days crying in my room.

Or maybe they do and they just don’t care.

Either way it’s not their fault. I’m the one who is broken.

I just wish that someone would notice.

I’m just so fucking lonely.

It’s suffocating.

Every single day I live life feeling like i’m constantly suffocating.

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4/14/2015 8 comments

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the only way to be free of her

by alephnaut2 4/13/2015

written by alephnaut2

No matter what I do she will not accept the fact that I want nothing to do with her.

I rue the day we met.

Only my death will release me from her. So will die. Will miss my son but he is better off without me.

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4/13/2015 2 comments

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None of it Matters

by kissofdeath10 4/12/2015

written by kissofdeath10

The one thing that has kept me going for the longest time has been schoolwork. I am a senior in college, graduating in May and wondering what will help me survive after that. I’m good at schoolwork. I’m smart. Not to sound arrogant, but I know what to do to get good grades, and I love to learn. When everything else is fucked up, as it often is, knowing that I can get something right is what keeps me alive. Now, it’s nearly over, and in all that handwork and all that knowledge gathering, I have no career prospects. Nothing that I’m particularly good at. […]

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4/12/2015 4 comments

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I am just so fucking lonely.

by WhereIsTheSilverLining 3/29/2015

written by WhereIsTheSilverLining

I’m sick of living in a world where it feels like it doesn’t even matter if i’m here.

No one would miss me, no one would fucking care.

I’m invisible. Why can’t anyone see how sad i am.

Why doesn’t anyone care enough to look past my pitiful smile.

Because no one fucking cares.

I just want to run away to a place where no one knows me. Then i can be alone without feeling that no one loves me.

It’s like i’m living a world where I’ve already been forgotten.

I’m tired of feeling invisible.

I’m tired of feeling like a ghost.

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3/29/2015 3 comments

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Light

by Sammi6xoxo 3/24/2015

written by Sammi6xoxo

Take My Hand

Whispers exchanged under cover of the night
Lovers bathed in pale moonlight
His hands on her hips
A kiss on his lips
There isn’t a moment that he’d dare to miss

Close the space between them
Suck the air from their lungs
Let the passion begin
Burning hotter than the sun
There isn’t another that she’d dare to love
She can only hope that she is enough

Could she possibly satiate such an appetite?
When She sees the lust burning […]

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3/24/2015 15 comments

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not depressed but I hate myself

by wakasan 3/23/2015

written by wakasan

I’m a relatively successful woman–if by successful you mean I have great friends, supportive family, enough money to get by. I may not have a ludicrous career at 32 years old, but I’d like to think I’m okay even if I get jealous over younger, more successful people all the time.

But I hate myself. I go out and have a fun time, I think I look pretty at times, there are also times I think I’m on the top of the world.

I’ve always hated myself for as long as I remember. I remember being 10 years old, thinking that I should be killing myself because […]

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3/23/2015 2 comments

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I give it a year…of Silver Linings

by BeteBlonde 3/17/2015

written by BeteBlonde

Which is not an easy thing to say, since it was about this same time last year that I was feeling the same way. My “Bete Noir” {Black Beast…it’s what I call my depressed self. I’m bipolar and my depressed self is NOT ME. This much I know to be true…} has surfaced and I’m in worse shape this year. I’ve lost my home; was fired from my job; lost everything I owned that was in storage for the past few years because I couldn’t afford the fees. Still have my old car but haven’t been able to afford insurance, so my license is probably […]

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3/17/2015 7 comments

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A loneliness that’s become hard to take.

by nias 2/13/2015

written by nias

No love is no life, loneliness is no life. I desperately need to be held, to be touched, to be loved; a body longing to be caressed.
The warm feeling of two people sharing that moment of passion, the beauty of love. How I wish that a woman would want me, could give me love.
It’s just a song, no woman will ever want me.
What’s the point of continuing if I’m to live my life on my own.
For I am alone, I am empty, I am nothing, and who’ll miss nothing?
Just a sad and lonely creature looking for its death.

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Preparing Your Family and Friends

by gwesley541 2/12/2015

written by gwesley541

If you are at the point when suicide is inevitable – it is not a matter of IF but WHEN – does it make sense to start distancing yourself from family and friends? Not sure if it would help but I have to believe it is easier to miss someone you remember as a jerk. I have intentionally not responded to calls and texts from my kids and a very good friend in hopes that maybe it will make them not care so much about me dying. I know it’s stupid but I’m going to do it any way.

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2/12/2015 4 comments

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