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Mine Alone

by Alfred1688 3/11/2016

written by Alfred1688

I told you to move on and not look back

I thought I was clear when we made that pact

I told you so many times to go away

Why won’t you listen to the words I say

Leave me behind from where I fell

It is my own fault that I landed in hell

There is nothing you can do today or tomorrow

So let me drown in my own sorrow

There is a reason for this selfish request

Trust me when I say it is for the best

This pain and suffering is mine alone

This dark and cold place is now my home

Your presence is only making the pain worse

There is nothing you […]

3/11/2016 0 comment

My Story: Part 2

by Resentment 3/6/2016

written by Resentment

This starts from where I left off, I will try to be brief. I especially don’t like to dwell on this, though I often don’t have much of a choice.

I got chlamydia from a guy. I tried to be safe, but I won’t go into those details.
I suffer from urethritis, which isn’t contagious. It just means I still experience irritation daily, but not all the time.
I don’t know how much of this is his fault. I didn’t hear this from him, but I was told by his ex that he was sexually abused as a child. Then he got kicked out during the […]

3/6/2016 2 comments

Lost

by wickedmeow 3/1/2016

written by wickedmeow

I feel lost and very alone. I’m hurting, it’s nothing new and I have been for a very long time. The issue is I’m so alone. I have very few people in my life, and while I’m close to them I’m scared to ask for help. I love them so much I can’t stand the thought of dragging them down into the agony I’m feeling myself. I feel if I was gone they would mourn for a few months and move on faster than the horrible drama and ridicule that comes from dealing with “professionals”. I’ve been down that route and wasn’t helped. It got […]

3/1/2016 2 comments

by Drowning 3/1/2016

written by Drowning

I think that time is coming soon to try again iv had enough of being depressed battling to survive everyday simple life situations seem so differcult to handle watching the world move on wile I’m suck watching everyone building their lives and mine falling apart what kind of life is this struggling and suffering everyday If there is a god why dose he make us suffer so much and push me to the edge were I want to end it all I don’t I don’t understand I’m not sure how long I can stand on this edge without jumping

3/1/2016 11 comments

yikes

by itsme-cammy 3/1/2016

written by itsme-cammy

It’s stupid to think that nobody would miss you if you died. Incredibly so, because someone is bound to notice and miss your presence. Your friends, family, pets, that guy you sit next to at work or class. That’s never been the issue for me, I guess.

Ive been doing so good. I thought that maybe it wasn’t so bad anymore. I didn’t want to die, I wanted to move on. Relapse really sucks. I wish…I wish that I had a better time with those therapists. I wish my psychiatrist actually helped me, I wish the pills worked but they didn’t. What […]

3/1/2016 1 comment

I Wrote a Poem: This is How I Feel

by blink_fighter 2/29/2016

written by blink_fighter

It’s a tragedy, really,
How I spent so much time
On you.
You used to make me feel invincible,
Like the world was mine.
But now I’m alone,
With you running through my mind.
It hurts to know that you’ve moved on
While I’m stuck here
Surrounded by my destruction.
The thought of you still keeps me awake.
You’re gone but you’re everywhere;
And you’re not coming back.
It’s time to move on.
I have given up.

2/29/2016 2 comments

Thoughts

by Drowning 2/17/2016

written by Drowning

what happens if you try meds therapy etc and that don’t work am I mean to sit back and watch life move on without me even no I’m alive I would rather not be around sitting in the shade do depressed people get better or isit for life cause this sucks just surviving each day with no goals I do dread waking up most day to do the same thing all over again the next day

2/17/2016 7 comments

My story currently…

by Skior 2/15/2016

written by Skior

Well the thought of Valentines doesn’t really bother me due to the fact that it really is a celebration of how people feel towards one another, and a scam from big companies. But either way knowing that people can feel that strongly about each other and that when i find someone that i value as a significant other, that i can celebrate Valentine’s as well.
Either way no one would value me that way that i would for them. I am just so stupid. I am failing high school and the fact that that doesn’t really bother me, scares me. My father has leukemia and […]

2/15/2016 1 comment

help??

by firefly2411 1/24/2016

written by firefly2411

so i was recently dating this guy we dated for almost two years… as you can probably imagine i was or still am in love with that guy… he messed up many times during the relationship and i always forgave him everytime! in november he started acting weird with me and he didn’t really seem to care about our relationship that much he would ignore me when we would go to family parties and just text me even thought i would be right there. i made me feel bad like he didn’t care! soon enough he became more distant we would go to dates and […]

1/24/2016 2 comments

Is there any point to life..?

by kbking6 1/17/2016

written by kbking6

I wounder everyday, for what reason have I been put on this planet, why was I born – what difference am I making to this shitty world? The struggle for everyday survival, the 9-5 deadbeat job and the same constant fucking routine; that we call everyday life.

I can’t move on, there’s nothing to look forward to anymore, nothing to smile, care, love and be happy about; Just pain, misery loneliness. I walk down the street, see happy people all around me, couples holding hand – kissing, children playing etc. The people who helped destroy my relationship, the ones who I once […]

1/17/2016 2 comments

Dying inside

by endlessregret 1/16/2016

written by endlessregret

I’m going to kill myself. The world would be better without me. Who would miss me? I could count the people on one hand? Suicide is not selfish. It is in fact selfish of the people around me to not let me let kill myself. I should have done this years ago. I live alone. It would take days for anyone to notice. No one would check. He wouldn’t give two shits. He’s moved on. You were unimportant to him. You really are unimportant to several people. The only people who might care are mom and dad. Everyone else will move on. That’s what people […]

1/16/2016 5 comments

i’m scared

by blue22 1/11/2016

written by blue22

i’m probably on the edge of a breakup and i’m really scared. i’m trying so hard to be unselfish – no cutting and no starving myself. i’m taking care of myself for the sake of others, if not for myself.

some bad stuff happened and my girlfriend and i hadn’t talked in several days (we’re long distance), but i was still trying to be positive about our relationship. then yesterday i got some really angry messages. last night i ordered some of her favorite kind of chips, which have been discontinued, for $36. i keep wondering whether she will still be my girlfriend by the time […]

1/11/2016 5 comments

Sick and tired of loving someone…

by ppprx 1/9/2016

written by ppprx

She’s the reason why I’m happy and at the same time she’s also the reason why I get depressed. She inspires me to do my best in everything and at the same time she’s the reason why I feel uninspired to do anything. I know it sounds weird.

I feel like I’m a third wheel to a relationship that should obviously work out and yet nothing’s happening. I’m stuck to be some girl’s friend while she and my guy friend are all head over heels each other but they aren’t even together. It fucking sucks to think that since they aren’t even together, what I should […]

1/9/2016 5 comments

Back again

by Matel 1/6/2016

written by Matel

After about a month or so I’m back to SP with my suicidal thoughts. Is this a surprise? Of course not. Have been reading SP since 2011, 5 years. When will this end? When I accept what happens to me and move on (god forbid), or i do the right thing and end my existence. I hope the latter happens. Soon, clean and unpainful. I know I won’t do it though, I have too many unknowns about ending it.

Back to SP 🙂 I like this place. As I’m writing this I feel a warm feeling as if I’m home. I like you guys too, I […]

1/6/2016 0 comment

And I cry

by mranony 1/4/2016

written by mranony

1/4/2016 5 comments

My Husbands’ Suicide

by forever2004 12/31/2015

written by forever2004

It’s been 9months since my husband took his life. I’m broken, shattered, unable to move on. I go through the motions of living but I still feel it was yesterday when I found him lifeless. I think about leaving everyday. I am hopeless and helpless, I have no one to talk to or anybody that can understand how this feels. Maybe today is the day I need to leave this realm…

12/31/2015 20 comments

How many now lifeless accounts?

by Mikemike 12/31/2015

written by Mikemike

This page is a graveyard. This page is where we come to die. We stop by for a fleeting moment, trying to write something of meaning, to express the void that encompasses our lives. Soon enough though, we get bored of this site to, and we move on.

“Could it be possible! This old saint in his woods has not yet heard the news that God is dead!” – Nietzsche

12/31/2015 0 comment

My 10 things..

by tiredthoughts 12/30/2015

written by tiredthoughts

To read all my walking dead novels, I got a couple for xmas.
Look for and succeed in finding a data entry or typing job.
To keep learning all that I can from free Careerlink classes. So I can excel in the job I want.
Change my attitude because I don’t want to keep feeling sorry for myself.
I want to help others if I can.
Move on and Maybe meet someone!
I want to travel to other states.
I want to see my fav band again August Burns Red. Well I left early and missed them in November.
Spend more time with my family, especially since I skipped xmas and missed them.
And […]

12/30/2015 18 comments

I wrote again… And no good for me

by tiredthoughts 12/30/2015

written by tiredthoughts

I think I can move on. Like everyone says. I wrote and explained and tried… And I know she’s over me. Theres nothing to save. I tried.. Apologized. She said she isn’t sitting in her place sad thinking about how I lied. She’s not mad or upset. She good and doing fine. She asked since i know this too why I torture myself. I said I deserved it. I feel I do. Where i thought we had something she replied we were in two very different relationships. She don’t care. Thats all i cared about. But it doesnt matter. Makes me not want to see […]

12/30/2015 2 comments

Can’t process…

by disgusting 12/18/2015

written by disgusting

I can’t fully process it all. Life is changing so fast. There’s still no long term security. It’s still week to week and not knowing if I’ll have somewhere to live in April. So I’m a full card carrying member of SGI and I’m going to be given a bunch of photos to make a video presentation for them, at least locally I mean, to be shown at the local center. They find out what you can do quick. Lol. At my second job I’ll get 15 hrs a week and have the title of program coordinator. It all sounds fancy. I can’t believe I […]

12/18/2015 2 comments

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