Do you ever hear a song from a happy time in your life and it almost kills you – because you’ve changed so much and the happiness you had is long long gone and IT AIN’T EVER COMING BACK.
Goner is an incredibly powerful song by my favorite band, Twenty Øne Piløts (it took me a while to figure out what my favorite band is since i love so many, but i realized i clung to them the most – their lyrics, the amount of emotion that is embodied in every track). I love it so much. It makes me want to scream and cry and laugh and smile.
Good music provokes emotion. And that is what Goner does to me. It makes me feel everything.
Goner is the last track on their latest album, Blurryface. I suggest taking a look […]
Just out of curiosity, is there any way to email members on here? There are some members I wouldn’t mind talking with through email or IM. Ironically, there is even a member that peaked my interest. Granted, I will try to see if it’s possible to see what makes them tick to better understand my insanity… And to see if there is a way out of this labyrinth called madness that doesn’t end in self-sacrifice.
Nevermind the music, I can’t find any other songs besides love songs… Illuminated in the darkness by artificial light, the laughter of madness ringing in my ears, I shall devour my […]
Well, here is Day 4 of Music. This one is from a live-action children’s show. Examp- This post has been hijacked by the group, Destructive yet Thought-Provoking Nihilism. Please listen to The Happiness Committee song, https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WWIjvPuY2jo and en- This post has been retaken by the organization, Censorship of Reality (And Why It Su… Transmission Terminated. Standing By.) Please excuse us while we enlighten our head writer *gunshots heard*… Moving on, please listen to our intended broadcast.
Must resist urge to post depressing music… Must resist…
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dcd1GMoAkXE
The second day of my week long music post. This song is kind of preachy but it does acknowledge life’s difficulties, encouraging to walk forward regardless of the wounds.
i like this site a lot because its’s neither pro nor anti suicide and self harm. I think that’s important for a lot of people. When you’re in an intense situation to the point of wanting to kill yourself, hurt yourself, you can’t have people who don’t understand it pushing their beliefs on you and get you to do something. Especially when – and I hate to admit it – we’re in a vulnerable state of mind. We need to be able to make our own decisions and sometimes have someone know exactly what we’re talking about.
Music helps
I play piano, but I don’t always have one around, so I like listening to these whenever that is the case. They make me happy sometimes so idk maybe someone else can find happiness in this music as well.
Today I woke up feeling really depressed, so much so that I was in my room from 8am until about 4pm because I just wanted to be left alone.
When I got out to use the bathroom, I saw my keyboard. Now, even though I’ve never considered myself “good” at playing, I thought why not try and learn a song. And I did. After feeling the most depressed I’ve felt in days, I was able to escape and now I’m feeling not good but not bad either.
This post is kinda pointless, but I just wanted to share that playing an instrument, even if you’re […]
I just wanted to share this song because I love it so much and I hope some of you do too. Also I recently found SP a few days ago and it’s really awesome. It’s something that I’m happy to be a part of now. People who understand almost exactly what I have been and am going through is just what I need. Plus, I know that nobody judges on here and thats such a relief:)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=q1w2QP2v8E8
Exploited
Human beings
to fill the pockets
of the elite
They say you’re “valued”
They say they “care”
Machine feeding machines.
WE NEED REFORM
What is this
Slave trade you prefer?
Unionized to abuse our rights
Unjust actions
to fill that bank
till your money suffocates
from the guilt
of the blood it took
I’m screaming for reason
I’m screaming from rage
I’m screaming for Answers
You will not say
I’m screaming for justice
I’m screaming for peace
I’m screaming for action
with nothing but satisfaction
The music I always loved to hear lost their charm.
The DXM I treated as substitutes for real anti-depressants have lost their appeal.
I no longer linger in anticipation waiting for the next part of the show/comic I follow.
I don’t even feel excited at the prospect of having a family in the future anymore; now it just sickens me knowing that there is a possibility that I may give birth or raise a child that would end up as fucked up as I am. It frightens me that the person I would be with in the future would suffer because of my mental issues.
Besides, if I off […]
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I used to get ear and throat infections all the time when I was a kid. One usually lead to another because the ear and throat are linked by the Eustachian tube. One time I didn’t bother to get antibiotics so I ended up with permanent tinnitus (ringing in the ears). I usually don’t notice it, but the tinnitus can get pretty loud if the room is silent.
I used to always have music playing so I wouldn’t hear the ringing in my ears. After my sister died, I stopped playing music almost entirely. I started thinking: people aren’t really afraid to die. They are afraid […]
Do we search for details of our own lives in songs, or are our lives all so fundamentally similar that a song can be about everyone and anyone?
I have a few, they change as much as my moods. I listen to such a broad range of music from the Doors to Gomez and beyond.
Through high school I would hide my interests because my music wasn’t cool. I had a few NWA and Eazy-E cassettes, but would always go back to my favourites.
The Beatles-Anything Revolver and beyond, Here comes the sun because I always wait for the sun to come up when I’m feeling suicidal. The sun lights the world and exposes what the moonlight and darkness of night hides. She said she said, tomorrow never knows, something, Lucy in the sky with […]
Not only is this a great song, but I’d imagine that these lyrics can be interpreted by everyone here on a much deeper level than even intended.
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Hi!
I got a new phone and need new music to listen too. Please recommend some songs that you like! Any type of music is fine.
Can anyone relate to the picture? Please comment!
Dirty Paws when I am at peace.
Any Other Name when I am gone.
King and Lionheart when I love.
Cannot Pretend when I am not loved.
Born to Die from beginning to end.
Stolen Dance when I am remembered.
Eyes On Fire when I destroyed.
Apologize when I regretted destroying.
Like Real People Do when it almost seemed real.
Broadripple Is Burning at my final hour.
Sex and Candy when it was just fun and games.
Reptilia at my best.
Blackout Days when you’re absent.
I used to be able to close my eyes and imagine a story to the sound of a classical piece. Requiems were visual epics – battles of vanguard armies on the most desolate lands I’d seen in books and on the net. When I close my eyes now, there’s a convoluted series of blurs. The veterans of battle I used to see, crisp with lines of experience drawing down their brow and mouth, are now blurs. The music is focused too much into my reality, now. A requiem blows life into my memories, vivid, excruciating life. All the horror I have culminates into each crescendo; […]
fuck Reality ! fuck real life ! fuck real world !
Reality sucks ! Real world sucks ! Real life sucks !
Reality boring ! Real life boring ! Real world boring !
movies, novels, comics, games, manga/anime are better than Reality !!
there is no MAGIC, no SUPERPOWER , no ‘cool, magical’ SUPERHERO / SUPERHEROES like in those movie , novel , comics , game / games , manga / anime , etc etc !
FUCKING BORING real world / real life / reality !!!
I also hate this life, I hate people / humans, I hate reality, I hate this world.
its very BORING […]