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hi.

by bella
written by bella

hi there, im a girl

and i am currently suicidal.
everyday i wake up, and try to think of three reasons to live, i only ever think of one. My friends, even though none of my friends know im like this, no one knows (except for my sister and i will explain that later), they are literally the only reason i keep on living because i love seeing them everyday, those four people being the only ones who can make me smile. I have a feeling one of them is like me, but i haven’t got the nerve to ask. I told one of them about […]

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Ignorant… that’s all they are

by Crazypandachick
written by Crazypandachick

I would firstly like to say rest in peace to Oliva. For those of you who don’t know, Oliva was a 14 year old girl who made a youtube video about bullying and suicide (along with her story) before actually committing suicide.

Now for my anger / upset rant. Shortly after I found out, all my facebook pages started blowing up with hate about how selfish she was and how she was just attention seeking. My heart just fell. We are the result of billions of years of evolution, we should start acting like it. We should all start trying to understand each other rather than […]

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I dont know what to do anymore.

by idontknowwhattodo
written by idontknowwhattodo

i know this will sound stupid but i honestly dont know what to do anymore. i am a 14 year old girl who suffers from diabetes, coeliacs disease, under active thyroid, and psoriasis. i hate my life! i think i suffer from depression but i dont know? ive never told anyone about how i feel, and at the moment its like everyday is a task and getting through it is very difficult!

i already feel bad posting this because some people are going through so much worse than me but being 14 with psoriasis is a living hell. when my friends look so nice in all of […]

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Ranting about my mom

by Addiictivetragedy
written by Addiictivetragedy

it ain’t cutting it with your dame “I’m a Christian” Ius hypocritical and I’m not buying it , You go out and Fuck anything and EVERYTHING that walks and then u get on my case about Esteban Whom I’ve been with over a Year and a Half, I Have a Better relationship Then u Will EVER have!!!…. You Go and use God on EVERYTHING ! U dated the drug addict then the Drunk then the Crack head I told u “he’s bad he’s only using u for money to buy his Drugs, aren’t u Fornicating ? Ain’t that bad if ur so called Godly?” […]

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My Story

by Kimberly
written by Kimberly

Okay, Here i go i am 15 year old girl i have been cutting my self since i was 10 and ive had enough i cant take it no more i wanna die just dont wanna hurt the people who i love but i have to many resons to do it i live with the pain on me every day that i wasnt even suppost to be here in the first place i was a mistake the only reson im here is my mom was to far along for an abortiuos i dont live with her i got stuck on my grand parents since i […]

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This is my story

by rockinLauren
written by rockinLauren

So this is my story to tell you all….i am an 18 year old girl and when i was younger around age 15 i had the worst things happen to me every day…i got bullied, put down on everything i wanted or did..so one day i finally gave up on everything i took the chain that was hanging from my ceiling fan i decided i would use that to hang myself to get rid of all the pain and feelings of the things that happened..i put the chain around my neck and stepped off the chair, the chain snapped in two and i fell to […]

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life

by lauren50980983
written by lauren50980983

over the last couple of weeks, ive been depressed, i don’t know why and i dont know how i’ve gotten this way, i sit there and cry, i feel like nothing to anyone, i give up and just want to die all the time. Most people say i shouldn’t think that, because i’m 13 years old and i shouldn’t waste my life away, suicide isn’t the way to deal with it, i’ve cut myself, wished&cried that i didn’t want to be here so many times, people just don’t understand how i feel.. about anything? No-one knows why i’m like this, i don’t even know, i […]

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by attheendofmyrope
written by attheendofmyrope

Hi,

I am a 21 year old girl

I used to be happy…

I used to never suffer from migraines…

This is effecting every part of my life making me want to give up…

If I choose to kill myself to stop the pain…

Which medication Is the quickest ??

Ot if any body suffers from migraines please talk

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So cut my wrists & black my eyes so I can fall asleep tonight.

by _PrincessSin
written by _PrincessSin

I hope everyone who sees this reads it, I am no one special, I’m an 18 year old girl with so much baggage. When I was 15 I met this guy & at first I didn’t let him in didn’t trust him or love him, but at some point my guards came down & I let him in, September 27, 2009 was our day and it all ended after a year & a half. Imagine me vulnerable & alone. In love with someone who promised me the world. Said he fucking loved me forever and ever and always and eternity. Then one day he didn’t […]

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Can’t breathe

by Evebelle
written by Evebelle

I can’t breathe. Simple as.

I am so desperately lonely all the time that it hurts, it physically hurts. I’m a 22 years old girl, I’m a virgin, I’ve kissed 2 guys in my entire life. I don’t ever know if it’s guys I’m into, not like I’ll find out anytime soon because  I haven’t had enough experience to figure that part out yet.

I’ve been bullied since I can remember. I’m ugly, just genuinely not good looking, and it has been the reason behind my bullying. When I was 10 boys used to call me smash face. In class as a teenager people used call my […]

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Why ?

by asg
written by asg

Why did God chose me ? It is not fair. I didint ask for this, all this pain.

I am not strong. I cry my self to sleep every night.

I hide all my feelings behind this mask, so everyone will think i am a happy 13 years old girl. But i am not.

But I believe there is hope for a better life in the future. So i got to stay as strong as i can to make it.

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thinking bout dsapearing tonite

by idunno
written by idunno

just a random impulse to kill myself tonite, i need to be free fromthis sick joke called ”life”. i probably wont be successfull tho… im a very confused 18 y old girl. life hasnt given me reason to haveany interest in it.i love being alone. wish icould describe how i genuinely feel. i havebeen stronger than anyone could be if theyve been wat ive been through…idont even know watim thnking let alone saying..ive been hurting for farrrr tooo long,, i dont wish this pain on anyone.

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the final solution?

by KCydonia
written by KCydonia

i’m a 16 year old girl. never done anything bad really, except for white lies and secret boyfriends (from my parents). But I guess it is what has led me to how I feel now.

It’s started since 6 years ago when my sister became a disappointment to my parents. And well, coming from a South Asian culture, stereotypical, it had to do with the influence of the Western society, new found independence (she was 18) and lack of grades. It costed my parents a lot and that I understood. After that year abroad, she had to return to India and took my mother with her, I […]

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Life is a Sick Cruel JOKE

by beatifulnothing
written by beatifulnothing

The unfairness of life has become unbearable, and so I need to end it. 

My beautiful mother became ill, bed ridden for 7 years. The routine for taking care of her, was to clean her, feed her, even wiped her soil, everyday for 7 years. I was a 12 year old girl when it started.  Then when I turned 15, I worked as a janitor just to put food on the table and buy  medicines, hopeful that she would get better.  But she didn’t, and died a withered shell of a person.  Then, my father became ill too.  The same thing happened for another 7 years.  […]

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Im not worth this life…

by BieberBaby1814
written by BieberBaby1814

End Of Time

Back in January, i really realized that my life really sucked. Im an overweight 15 year old girl in 9th grade. I always hated myself in middle school because it felt like i didn’t fit in with anybody. And it felt like nobody liked me. Then, the bullying started. In 7th grade =, this boy named Cameron started calling me names and pushing me in the hallways and stuff. He called me names like fat ***** and ugly hoe and stuff. He got expelled for that because someone saw what he was doing and reported it to the principle. Then in 8th […]

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When you dig down deep, all that’s there is blood.

by FaithEvelyn
written by FaithEvelyn

It started when I was 11, the bullying. It was simple at first; called fat and ugly. It started to excel though, through out the year. I was a heavy set child, short and pudgy. But not obese. I told my mum, she said I just wanted attention. I let it keep happening for a couple months, then it got out of hand. I started being followed home by a couple of boys. They rode bikes usually, sometimes skateboards. I didn’t know what they wanted with me. A couple weeks after, a brick broke my window in the middle of the night. There was a […]

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What Hell Am I Supposed To Do?

by Carve John
written by Carve John

Well, I was supposed to die exactly a year and two months ago. Ever since, I feel like I have been in a rut. I don’t know what to do. I’m 14 year old girl. I do have a boyfriend that I love and talk about all the time because I love him so much. I just can’t get out of this rut. I know he is scared for me in more ways than one. First, I can’t help it but I cut myself. Second, I am so depressed and I can’t open up to people that easily so I have a hard time telling […]

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My Dear Amber, This is for You.

by LovelyLittleLadybug
written by LovelyLittleLadybug

This is for a friend of mine, who had longed to leave this life behind. 

Her name was Amber and she was a ray of brilliance. Her life seemed like any other. (not to say it was perfect. Her mum never had never any time for her so, she was at my house often. Once, we even threw her a birthday party because her mum had either forgotten or didn’t have the money) Amber was beautiful and smart, too. She was accepted into one of those magnet schools and was successful in her early years of school. She quit the magnet school, however. I recall her grades […]

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Help please!!!!

by whyamistillhere
written by whyamistillhere

I am a 12 year old girl suffering minor depression. The other day I was crying and I told myself to stop, I threatened myself that I would cut. It was my first time. It I 3 days later and I now use it as a form of punishment, if I cry I make a cut. Simple. But I need to stop, I want to stop before it gets out of hand, before I lose control but I don’t know how. Please I am begging you, please help me, please.

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Everything.

by Beezanae
written by Beezanae

My story isn’t this huge story that will make everyone teary-eyed ,a and have people wanting to feel sorry for me everywhere . No , im just a 14 year old girl w/ a fucked up life . But my story is real , and it means something to me that someone just read it and actually hear what i’ve been through . I need more faith in myself ,  i  talk back to my  parents too much ,  i want to cry right now , i pretend everything’s okay when it’s really not ,  i just can’t seem to understand math ,i am a […]

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