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pain

by LetItGo 5/9/2014

written by LetItGo

What if I don’t want to move on anymore?
What if I feel so done with this world and life?
What if I dread waking up every morning?
What if I feel disappointed that I hadn’t died?
What if I am so hurt in this life that I can’t be fixed?

I can’t live like this anymore.
I’m so close to death.
I haven’t felt loved in months.
I have felt hated.
I’ve been hurt so much.

The young girl that was once inside of me
The young girl that was filled with hope
Filled with love and joy
The little girl that had a beautiful imagination

5/9/2014 6 comments

Emotional pain

by makeitstop 5/9/2014

written by makeitstop

I’m really tired of this emotional pain. I feel worthless and useless. Nothing I’ve asked for has ever been complete. I feel alone and abandoned. I’m old, married and have 1 son but can’t shake these feeling of self hatred, I’d rather just die, disappear, cease to exist. I fucking hate it

5/9/2014 3 comments

Reality suck , Real Life suck , Real World suck . why human’s Imagination is much better & interesting than this everyday’s boring reality ??

by niki 5/9/2014

written by niki

I hate life, I hate people / humans, I hate reality, I hate this world.
its very boring, and especially nowadays become only very materialistic, money / profits driven only, all about money, superficial, shallow, and mundane boring!

Why movies, video games, comics, books, novels, anime/manga, creative Art, basically human’s IMAGINATION & fantasy is often/always a hundred times FAR much more interesting & better than this sad, mundane, boring, superficial, & very LIMITING life / world / reality ??…

does God (if there is indeed one…!) play such a cruel sick joke for especially creating human’s IMAGINATION inside our heads?? .. especially often the very creative, artistic, […]

5/9/2014 10 comments

Obliviate

by KIRA 5/7/2014

written by KIRA

I’ve already been here
I’ve lived
I said goodbye
My moments are fading
As the time passes by

My photographs are burnt
They’ve forgotten my face
My footprints have disappeared
My clothes no longer have my scent
The end

They don’t miss me anymore
Looks like I’ve never been anything
Or anyone
It’s ok

The sorrow and the pain
The glory and the shame
The dreams and the emotion
The solitude and the devotion
All my unhappiness
Everything is nothingness

5/7/2014 3 comments

Day 4.

by Sheisme 5/5/2014

written by Sheisme

She cried in her own hands, asking what did she do to deserve this much pain. This pain has been stuck inside her for too long, too long for her to believe that this is the punishment for something she has done wrong. But then she thoughtÂ for no more than a second before realizing, ” I don’tÂ deserve this, I deserve better!”

For every single person who is suffering from internal pain, we deserve better than this.

No person should have to endure such hurt. We are all human, born sinners, who have a lifetime to make things right.

If you are anything like me – someone […]

5/5/2014 3 comments

Hello, Lonely.

by Ithuriel 5/5/2014

written by Ithuriel

Hello, Lonely.

I see you there.

Waiting,

thinking,

dreaming of better things.

Hello, Beautiful.

I see you there.

Leaving marks

on your lovely skin.

Waiting

for someone

to see your pain.

5/5/2014 1 comment

Enough is enough

by TheDepressed 5/5/2014

written by TheDepressed

The past 8 years of my life I have progressively developed worse and worse depression. This past year has pushed me over the edge to wear I have gotten to the point I can’t deal with the pain anymore. The worst is I lost the love of my life because she didn’t think it was fair for us to never see each other. I waited 6 years to be wit hthis girl and for the past year and a half, I had her. I know this is probably really weak reason to be pushed over the edge, but she was the girl I wanted my […]

5/5/2014 2 comments

Uncomfortably numb

by johnwhogivesashit 5/4/2014

written by johnwhogivesashit

It’s Â almost to a point where I wish I was dead just to end the nothing. The deadness inside. So much pain. Pain is all thats left. Pain and more pain. I cling to the pain like a life raft. I’ve shut out to feeling anything else. Its like being colorblind. More like LSD. Pain is like LSD. The colors are brighter more vibrant when tinged in LSD or pain. Every other feeling is like normalcy. It feels dull. The world just isn’t as vibrant. Happiness doesn’t feel as happy. Its tinged. It feels like the difference between color TV and black and white. It’s […]

5/4/2014 3 comments

Cutting?

by Poison 5/4/2014

written by Poison

I cut because I want to feel. I want to feel the sting of the blade, and then you know how you’re arm feels limp and dead for a little? I enjoy that. I like running my fingers over my cuts, and feeling the bumps along the way down. I don’t cut my wrists; I cut my upper arm. My upper arm is like a journal now, telling stories of my pain, anxiety, and frustrations. I started cutting about a week ago, and I’ve already lost count of my cuts. I hate to say it, but you know when you read that some people get […]

5/4/2014 11 comments

Good luck to us..

by alina_01 5/4/2014

written by alina_01

Life has always pushed me right to the edge and sometimes over the edge but just enough to let me cling. It’s hard its exhausting I have given up and sometimes still want to. I don’t really love myself or care about myself, I just try to make decisions with my best interest or to my benefit I guess. But I’m empty and inside me is a pain so great that everyday lately it’s a battle to try to keep it boxed up. It sucks to be this way to be aware of the pain your hiding and feel numb to not care if you […]

5/4/2014 2 comments

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by Koji 5/3/2014

written by Koji

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5/3/2014 0 comment

Am I Better Off Dead

by LetItGo 5/2/2014

written by LetItGo

Everyday my heart breaks more.
The pieces are soon to be shattered.
It’s painful yes.
Do I tell anyone, no.
I’m better off dead.
I’m not anything special.
Just a lost person.
That won’t be finding their way around life.
Pain is getting too much.
I don’t know how to release it anymore.
Don’t know how to cope.
I don’t feel anything but pain.
Pain and heartbreak.
So heartbroken.
That no one truly loves me.
Family hates me.
Hates my style.
Hates my music.
Hates it.
Friends.
Don’t know the true me.
If they did they’d hate me too.
All I ever asked for was […]

5/2/2014 3 comments

Scars

by ashley68@q.com 5/1/2014

written by ashley68@q.com

Although my scars have been covered with tattoos, I have recently been noticing that they tell a beautiful story. A story of strength and triumph.

I spoke with a young girl last night who had just cut herself, still ripe with both the physical and emotional pain. I didn’t know this girl, but I loved her so, my heart bled for her. She said “how can anyone understand me?” My scars showed her that at least one person could.

In that moment I became thankful for my scars, […]

5/1/2014 2 comments

I hate life, I hate people / humans, I hate reality, boring & mundane, nothing that interesting!

by niki 5/1/2014

written by niki

I hate life. I hate people. I hate this world. I hate reality / real world / real life, they are all too boring/mundane for me, and I’ve found almost nothing that is interesting in this reality/real-life/real-world anymore, also in MOST people/humans!

the majority or MOST of human beings/people in this world I’ve found to be either a bunch of stupid, shallow, superficial, ignorant, selfish, rigid, stoic, lifeless, uninteresting, uncreative, and/or boring / mundane ones.

maybe that’s why this “reality” (or “real world” / “real life”) or our society currently is sooo f*cked up now almost beyond help!

with only VERY FEW exceptions of: real-GOOD, honest humans/people, real […]

5/1/2014 7 comments

Killing yourself because of losing the woman of your life?

by camaricu 4/30/2014

written by camaricu

Since im living this horrible pain, i certainly could realize how cruel the destiny plays his game.. it goes like that: the right person comes in the right moment into your life, and Â everything is disposed for teaching you how inevitable disgraces and mistakes are.. something is clear for me: it is not my fault, but at the same time, it is certainly my fault in a way.. that is the painfullest thing: it is like the miracle of the life, with all his unstoppable suffering.. at the end, you are just naked, looking into your empty hands, with no way to set free your […]

4/30/2014 4 comments

Frequenting here more than I’d like to

by que sera 4/29/2014

written by que sera

When I was young I prayed to god to ‘look after my family, send angels to protect them and if he had to, take my life instead of theirs so I wouldn’t endure the pain of their loss’ I prayed the same prayer for almost ten years, for a child with no life experience I couldn’t help but obsess over this worst pain scenario?

Last night I screamed. For the first time in a long time I tried to scream out all my pain, no noise came out though. The sense of reality forced a shit load of tears instead. My swollen eyes made it hard […]

4/29/2014 1 comment

Tired of it all

by to be or not to be 4/29/2014

written by to be or not to be

wish i cud simply pull out a plug and the whole of my system would go into a deep,uninterrupted slumber from which i would never wake up…

i also feel like punishing myself for being so useless… feel like inflicting pain to numb the feeling of helplessness… i did hit myself on the head and now i have a pounding headache but that doesn’t seem enough…

i don’t know what to do… i don’t know if anything would ever work….

4/29/2014 0 comment

“Would you rather be raped or murdered?”

by lost_soul 4/29/2014

written by lost_soul

My criminal law professor asked. Most of my classmates were silent, while the two or three debaters exploded at each other over that question.

Their voices were tuned out as I pondered this predicament; what would it be like to be murdered? I have been raped before, and I know of the pain that comes along with it, externally and internally. But to be free from this hell by someone else’s hand? Would that be a viable option?

My family would have someone to direct their blame, instead of blaming themselves for my death. The murderer would have gotten their frustration out, and I would be free […]

4/29/2014 1 comment

I can’t take it…

by shatteredhopes 4/28/2014

written by shatteredhopes

The sad times are when you look around you and everyone has a place.
Everyone, except you.
Even the people you consider friends would rather be alone than be with you.

The sad times are when you look around you and everyone is welcome.
Everyone, except you.
Even the people that invite you in their circle don’t want you to talk to them.

The worst times are when you look around you and you’re all alone.
No one, but you.
Even the people you once thought cared, didn’t give a shit about you.
You sit on the bathroom floor, tears pouring from your eyes.
Blades carve your […]

4/28/2014 0 comment

I finally understand. I was never meant to be happy.

by elleyiss 4/27/2014

written by elleyiss

Contact info below.

I had a birthstar reading done for me and apparently for 17 years, 17 fucking painful, disappointing, abusive, heart wrenching, miserable years of struggle. I have been and am still going through the effects of a bad planet. So from the age 4 to 31 my life was destined to be bad. I pay money that I dont even have to get prayers and rituals done for me but I dont feel any better, just scared and full of anxiety. All I am told to do is pray and chant, but I dont feel any better. I must […]

4/27/2014 2 comments

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