I hate life. I hate people. I hate this world. I hate reality / real world / real life, they are all too boring/mundane for me, and I’ve found almost nothing that is interesting in this reality/real-life/real-world anymore, also in MOST people/humans!
the majority or MOST of human beings/people in this world I’ve found to be either a bunch of stupid, shallow, superficial, ignorant, selfish, rigid, stoic, lifeless, uninteresting, uncreative, and/or boring / mundane ones.
maybe that’s why this “reality” (or “real world” / “real life”) or our society currently is sooo f*cked up now almost beyond help!
with only VERY FEW exceptions of: real-GOOD, honest humans/people, real smart/intelligent people, and/or very creative, imaginative, ‘artistic’ type of humans/people (that produces some of the best “other-worldly” works like novels, movies, games, anime, work of art, etc etc) ,… then the rest (again, which is the majority, like 90% or even 99% of human beings on this planet!) , I simply absolutely HATE them, and how I deeply always f*cking wish that I NEVER live in ONE planet with them,.. or how I wish I could get immediately transported into another world / universe (like in those ‘cool/awesome’ movies, novels, games, etc etc) ..
can anyone here relate with me?
then, what is the solution?..
I can relate to what you say. It’s why I spent much of my life escaping from reality by burying myself with work, substance abuse, various forms of hypnosis and meditation – whatever I could find to use as a barrier to everything surrounding me. But it’s never foolproof. Life always pokes a hole in the armor somewhere and all the bullshit comes rushing in like blowing a hole in a submarine hiding on the bottom of the ocean.
I just want to climb out of my body and leave it behind – I think that’s why I used to have so many dreams about being able to fly when I was younger. I just want to get away.
I find humans and society boring. I don’t find nature and the natural world boring. I don’t hate the world, just most of the people in it.
Start a commune in the woods. Got the woods and an art warehouse in Austin… just saying… I’m gonna f8th it all to hell if I don’t get some like minded folk in here. I should post on fb:yeah today I found my friends, they were in the suicide blog the whole time. Duh
i know this is an old post and i’d just use PM’s if that were an option but i was wondering if you were still like this after all this time and if you did begin that commune.
I relate soooooo much to this
also, how many of you here also have heard about: Virtual Reality (VR) , Lucid Dreaming , Astral Projection ?
I really wish/hope those things are true … so I can enter into the world/universe of IMAGINATION, .. & bye bye boring, mundane, harsh, & limited Reality ! )