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You say it hurts to even swallow

by hogpotter
written by hogpotter

So we sit together here, I squeeze your frozen hands bare,

The lights are gone from your eyes, Baby, I am willing to let go all my keys.

A dark twisting path lies at bay, I have lost my lantern to light your way.

 

You say it hurts to even swallow.

Tell me, why is even a smile so mellow?

 

Every night I kiss your forehead, with dreams of fairy tales to read.

I keep on telling myself to believe, “Yes, yes, tomorrow she will live.”

Rain covers all the lands with passion, my eyes have grown impatient.

 

 

You say it hurts to even swallow.

Tell me, will the future be a mere shadow?

 

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Stuck in Quick-sand and cant get out !

by Zombie
written by Zombie

I have always seen life as a quest. It works like a game plan. Every level gets tougher and the monsters and hurdles get more and more dangerous and difficult to cross. I don’t regret having my life but all I wish is to have someone who I can share it with. I did fall in love and then ended up with a crushed heart when the relationship ended. Occupying yourself definitely helps but the loneliness remains. I have plenty of friends but I miss the existence of the special one. Work can substitute thoughts but not feelings. I don’t know what I feel about […]

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Rascal Flatts- why

by Bri
written by Bri

You must’ve a been in a place so dark, couldn’t feel the light
Reachin’ for you through that stormy cloud
Now here we are gathered in our little home town
This can’t be the way you meant to draw a crowd

Oh why, that’s what I keep askin’
Was there anything I could have said or done
Oh I, had no clue you were masking a troubled soul, God only knows
What went wrong, and why you’d leave the stage in the middle of a song

Now in my mind I keep you frozen as a seventeen year old
Roundin’ third to score that winning run
You […]

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Apathy

by Chicane
written by Chicane

Depressed over a romantic failure. How familiar does it sound? I was talking to her for almost a year, but she ended up falling in love with someone she knew for three months. It’s a downer. But why would she fall for someone like me? 24, living at home, can’t find a job, and really awkward. Yes, she said its cute and stuff, but cute goes only so far. And it happens again and again.

Looking into people’s eyes has always been a challenge for me. I stutter. I seem to have no control over the tone of my voice and my facial expressions. This makes […]

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The Reality.

by mrparrot
written by mrparrot

Mike is her passion. You’re just an orgasm for her when she can’t be with him. You can’t ever be anything more than that for her. You hurt her too deeply when you left her alone. Just give up. You can never make her happy. You can never satisfy her. You know, deep down inside, that you’ve lost a part of her that you fell in love with, and now, it’s easier for her to have passion with anyone but you. Now just drag the blade down your wrist and be done with the pain. You suffered as well. You were alone, too. But all […]

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tired…

by alteisen99
written by alteisen99

i’m tired of living. i can’t seem to focus on what i have and what i need to do. objectively i should be happy. i have a job, a roof under my head, food to eat and clothes to wear and yet somehow, i feel like something’s missing. i have no passion to live and i can’t help but feel i’ve been left behind in life. i feel i’ve sacrificed the entirety of my existence fitting into a mold i was given that i never even wanted. never had a real connection with anyone, never been in a relationship, nothing. shallow i know… and possibly not even […]

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I completely ruined my life

by dvs333
written by dvs333

I’ve completely ruined my life.  But I don’t think I ever had one.

Things started spiriling out of control earlier this summer when I quit my job. I’ve been doing contract software development at home for years. It’s a life of sad isolation. I sit in my den and type away for days straight. The job was just going bad, I was losing interest and my boss new it. He pushed me and I snapped. It was sad, because when it started it seemed like there would be so much potential.

Anyway, something happened afterwards that made me realize I didn’t want to be a programmer anymore. […]

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You said that I’ll never change… but what the fuck do you know?

by michael93
written by michael93

I ask if some of you can take a minute to read something of mine. Its not special. I used to love writing. Poetry and the art of literature was my passion. Unfortunately like most of me.. it has died. I wrote something for the first time in many years tonight.. As I keep myself from wishing I could end my life.

 

Ugh.. fuck! I’ve always hated my birthday.

 

 

You used to be there. Holding me tight; you made me whole.

You were my love, my heart, and everything in between. Until you peered into my soul.

 

I asked you to stay. You told me no.

Why did I have […]

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What do you do when life is not enough and death is too much?

by jael85
written by jael85

I do not know how I make it through each an every day.  I am a survivor, I am strong.  I have been through enough to make some people cringe.  Lately though, the thoughts are returning and things have not been alright.  They have always been there, but I thought I had control over them.  I no longer do.  I have to have distractions constantly. What do you do when you don’t have a television or a computer? I have a passion for sketching, but that doesn’t take you far away, actually I am sketching things that happened the other night, which makes it worse. I […]

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Longing

by Kacey
written by Kacey

I wish I knew what happened to that cheerful, would-be artist of yesteryear. I’m always longing to return to the days when I felt the passion and joy of artistic creation. Painting fixed everything back then, now it feels like a chore. I hardly draw anymore and even my recent fascination with writing is fading away. The bad days are beginning to outnumber the good, but I’m too scared to end it all. I’m not a good person, but I want to change. Oh, what I wouldn’t give to change! I hate myself and I don’t know why, but I can’t make it stop and […]

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Perfect Moment

by SearedWithScars
written by SearedWithScars

I wait for the night. Tears flood my eyes when the sun sings silently as it bows down to the distant horizon.  Darkness erases the crimson sky and casts forth a glitter of brilliant light. The night sky’s iridescent perfection. My body is weightless in their presence. But nothing lasts. Even the stars cannot defy death.

Surrender to the dark.

Nature is simple in its complexity. Pure. Flawless. Even in its destruction, it’s perfect. Most people see fires and tornadoes and floods as something to fear and hate, but I see something to admire. Nature does not mourn loss, nor does it fear renewal. No regrets.

We should […]

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The epitome of hope

by BrimestoneKH
written by BrimestoneKH

I am a person who has been through so much in my 24 years of life. When I was 17 I was told told by a phsycologist that I have been through more than most 80 year olds go through in there life time and that he was amazed that I didnt having a severe mental illness like schitzaphrenia or bipolar. If you want to know about my story read my post, “crushing lonleness”.
However I believe that I would not be there strong, brave and socialy gifted person that I am today if it was not for all the pain that I have not […]

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my storyy…

by anonymous friend :)
written by anonymous friend :)

I have had 3 suicides in my life. My father , his father, and then my uncle. I was only 8 at the time. It has effected me in every single way. I was in depression.. I used to have a severe phobia of dying and i will admit i also used to have suicidal thoughts, but I found something that I hang on to and that is helping people. I try to show people the light when they are consumed in darkness. I am everyones friend no matter what anyone went through or whatever mistakes they’ve made. I dont shut people out because I […]

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Where do i go from here?

by morgmilan7
written by morgmilan7

I have visited this sight in the past and I am now back, not because I want to die. I have wanted to die and I have thought and tried but I will never succeed. Somewhere in my heart is the passion to go on I just dont know how to go on when I hurt so much. I could go on and on about my fucked up life and all the horrible things that have hurt me. But I have finally thought I found peace with myself and something that made me happy. Then it all crumbles down around me. I want love and […]

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Rock/Metal Guitarist

by megadeth311
written by megadeth311

So im new to this site, but i need somewhere to vent some thoughts and feelings ive had for years. First I guess ill intriduce myself. Im a rock/metal guitar player. I feel this title best illustrates who I am. Guitar and rock/metal music are my only passion in life, it is what drives me forward and has kept me going so far. I love it. Anyway, playing guitar in a band is all I want to do with my life. However, I feel like that dream is moving out of reach more and more as time passes by. Its my parents. They are supportive […]

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How do you prepare for failure?

by fallen2far
written by fallen2far

Dedication, intensity, effort, practice, determination… all those words in Gatorade commercials: sometimes you just, fail.

You get back up again, and fail again.  Every failure hurts.  You see people trying until they succeed, but you never see someone trying and failing all the time.  If you try a a hundred times, they tell you you’ll succeed the 101st time.  If you try a thousand times, you’ll succeed 1001.  At what time can you quit and you’re not a quitter?  You tried, you failed….. you’re a failure.  You stop trying, you’re a quitter.  You tell yourself you don’t care.  It might even be true after a while.  Passion […]

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the apparition of these faces in the crowd

by madmansgayscience
written by madmansgayscience

I am not the only one. There are others, multiple hordes, some of whom are people I know, people I even see regularly. Though I am slowly emerging into admitting my illness, they must do so too. Until this happens we are all alone here and we are dead.

There are no similes and there are no metaphors; everything can only be explained and delineated in exact terms. There are continual pressures applied from other people, wherever I turn. I try to escape, yet someone inevitably & invariably lurks around the next mental vista. There is truly nowhere to go when the thoughts inside your head […]

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press start.

by cagliostro
written by cagliostro

‘Oh, you’ve got your whole life ahead of you.’

‘In the grander scheme of things, you are really insignificant.’

‘You’re too young.’

‘How can you expect anyone to care for you, to love you, if you don’t love yourself?’

‘We’ve spent this much money on you, the least you can do is pay us back.’

Yeah. Okay. I comprehend that. I don’t stop thinking about them for a moment.

But I’m 19 years old and I am tired. I am tired of clawing my way through classes, I am tired of not being able to look anyone in the eye because I’m afraid of them, I am tired of not wanting to […]

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Lonely beautiful paramedic…

by Black_Scorpio
written by Black_Scorpio

 

Things going better and worst at the same time… I solved some of my problems, but some of them seems won’t change for a long time… My brother lost all control and using psychological violence against me. Its so hard to handle. I do everything for the familly.. But he keeps saying i am nothing,  stupid *****, dirty, dumb idiot and so on.. He even keep saying that when my friends hear.

So sad.. Once, he was an idol for me. Now, i want to delete him from my life totally. Good that mother is dead and […]

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Option 2

by aegis
written by aegis

I don’t like challenges. I don’t like obstacles. I don’t like trying for something unless there’s a guarantee. I don’t like vague goals that sound like monthly horoscopes.

However, life is full of challenges and obstacles. And now I’m getting the impression that somehow, the idea is that overcoming these obstacles is supposed to be one’s goal in life; that I’m supposed to strive to better myself and I’ll be all the better for it.

But, I’m a risk-averse person. I don’t like challenges. I don’t like obstacles. I don’t like trying for something unless there’s a guarantee. […]

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