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Life isn’t perfect…this *earthly* Life,..and we’re only humans..

by niki
written by niki

Forgive yourself & other humans,..because this *earthly* life is not perfect…and we’re all only humans…we made mistakes.
and besides, we all live only ONCE in this earthly life, so that’s why many people made mistakes in their life, because you can’t simply turn back time and repeat life..

So forgive yourself (& others), free yourself from all the restricting guilts,
keep learning,
and keep doing the Best & worthwhile while you’re still given a chance to exist and alive here in this physical world…

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The Exit Bag – I’m Going To Go Now

by Sunny
written by Sunny

I’ve never liked needles. I’ve never liked knives. Despite my tattoos, I’ve never been a ‘pierce the flesh’ kind of person. Blood makes me squirm. I’ve always wanted to go peacefully, with dignity, not writhing around in pain during an exit or leaving a mess for someone to clean up.

So I guess after the first failed attempt when I was 15 years old chugging down pills, I realised that just popping pills isn’t exactly a peaceful death. The stomach cramps are the worst. But it seemed like the easiest, least messy, readily available way to go at the time.

There have been a few semi-attempts since then, […]

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The Other Side of The Story

by breaking.the.cycle
written by breaking.the.cycle

One week ago, a close family member of mine took her life.  She didn’t “commit” anything, she had a great life until about age 30 when all hell broke loose in her brain.  Her quality of life for the last two decades was terrible.  I cannot imagine what it is like to have actual “voices” in one’s head, or to sleep twelve hours at night, wake up, eat too much, watch TV, never go outside….you get the idea.  However, she had a boyfriend of 17 years, who found her.  He loved her dearly.  He has been there for her no matter what.  She had a […]

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Maybe helpful?

by Violetsneedwater
written by Violetsneedwater

I just stumbled on this page accidently.  But maybe this will be helpful.  My older sister committed suicide over 20 yrs ago.  I have mental illness in my family and several of us have it, including myself.  I grew up with an alcoholic father and uncaring mother to give you a short and fast history of my family.  Due to my mental history (suffering with bipolar disorder for 24 yrs, since I was 18) and dealing with the loss of my sister, I attempted suicide 6 yrs ago.  I took my psychiatric medication plus some medical meds and as much tylenol as I could swallow.  […]

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Getting Through

by breaking.the.cycle
written by breaking.the.cycle

Today is the fourth day of living on 2 hours sleep; used every pill imaginable.  I must have an iron liver, I take so many different types of drugs.  The sleep deprivation is what kills every single positive neuron in my brain.  I medicate, meditate, and nothing is working.  This has been the case for years. 

Today is horrible.  Just going to take one step after another and then one more until night falls.  Try all over again, listening to “Sleep Cd” about four times. 

Once I tried the car in the garage attempt, my dog got my husband […]

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Tsubasa wo Kudasai (Please Give Me Wings) – from Evangelion

by niki
written by niki

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QW4x4gswm-o

“Tsubasa wo Kudasai” (Please Give Me Wings)

Lyrics translation:

“If I could have my wish come true right now
I’d want to have wings
Please place wings on this back
like a bird

I want to spread my wings
and fly in these heavens
To the free sky with no sadness
I want to flutter my wings and fly

Even now, I don’t need money nor fame,
what I want are wings!
The things I dreamt as a child,
I still dream about them today!

I wan’t to spread my wings
and fly into this wide sky!
I want to flap my wings and fly to this
free sky filled […]

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Reason for my downfall is simple: this real world is too damn boring, I can’t stand it anymore

by niki
written by niki

Perhaps to the contrary of what many of you would think here,
I am actually live from a quite healthy & “normal” situation/environment, eg:
– I am born from a quite loving, and healthy family. My childhood was a quite happy ones, with lots of traveling here & there.
– I am from a quite middle-to-upper class family, which can be said, I’m pretty much okay/well-off, albeit not super/very-rich.
– I even went to all those what “normal” society would call “great routes” in life like: great education & school overseas (in U.S, “The Land of the Dream” for immigrant people like me, which is […]

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2012

by niki
written by niki

I hope 2012 come quickly, because this real world is too goddamn boring. I mean, what’s so interesting with all the “stock prices goes up, stock prices goes down, profits goes up, profits goes down”, and then on the other side you have party-poopers dumbwits kind of crowd.

I also hate like majority of humans as they’re usually dumb and ignorant, and prefer to have fun, party, have sex, seeking profits & money, rather than care about the continuation of civilization & humanity progress, basically, the things that REALLY MATTERS.

So hope HUGE catastrophe come! kill ’em all!
I for one never feel like I belong in […]

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Tuesday Morning

by beckyl
written by beckyl

I woke up still drunk from the night before. I was wearing my coworker’s name tag on the shirt I’d worn the day before and wasn’t wearing much else. “Oh, great, not again.” I didn’t remember much past nine p.m. the night before, but I know I’d eaten fish tacos. I was supposed to be at work within the hour and I knew the day was going to be hell.
It was eight a.m. and I was still drunk. The bad kind of drunk that didn’t feel good. But no kind of drunk was really […]

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I need a List

by Crytek
written by Crytek

I need a list of ways to kill myself. Please give me details.

Here’s a short bio:

I’ve been depressed since I was about 12. I’m 19 now. I tried killing myself when I was 17. I took an overdose of Lexapro and antihistamines. I probably took about 90 pills in all but I did not die (obviously). I spent about a week at the hospital. They changed my meds and released me more messed up than I was before. Since then I’ve still thought about trying to kill myself again. I still want to go with pills but just in case I need alternatives. Please give […]

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Suicide

by Kizzy
written by Kizzy

When I don’t take my Meds I lose track of my myself. I sink in to a depression. The darkness takes over. All I can think of is my demons. All the mistakes I’ve made, the people I’ve hurt, those who I’ve lost are stuck in my head. The memories replaying again and again until I want to die.

I hate all those how rant about how suicide is a sin. I think they just fear death and that makes them feel weak. They hide their weakness behind walls of hate.

Suicide is not a sin. It is not a weakness. It takes strength to do. So many times I have […]

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i am black silk sticky taste

by marlajade
written by marlajade

Yeh pretty much the whole world has fucked up since you left.

My own mother hates me[find me].

I am black silk cigarette smoke. tarnished sticky suicide addict. I refuse to move. I cant breath. I cant understand these people. and lets face it why would I. I havent washed in ten days. My hair is greasy. I’m unemployed. I cut it off some weeks ago, so its not like, getting in my tired face or anything. I sleep all day.  [pretend to be dead girl cause the woman inside is dying to leave]. In New York the temperature is three degrees below zero. Maybe i tried […]

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Horrible Pointless Life

by BornDepressed87
written by BornDepressed87

Hello,

Im a 23 year old male from the UK.

My life is pointless and I have never been happy.

I have sufferd from depression and other mental health issues for years. Ive been on so many different types of medication for my mental health problems. I am currently taking Venlafaxine.

I have a very poor education and I have no job.

I was very violent in my early teens, I was permanently excluded from school at the age of 13, then I was sent to a pupil referral unit along with other misbehaved kids.

I was addicted to amphetamine when I was 13 up untill I was 16, I also smoked cannabis heavily at that age. Then I stopped using them and […]

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im sick of living please help me.

by last_one_left
written by last_one_left

im 14 and i tried slitting my wrists but it didnt work……..i even took a REALLY hot bath before i did and…well……yea didnt work. my moms a ***** she calls me names all the time and hits me, my dad raped me when i was 5 then left i have litterally no friends everyone calls me “sooty suicide” because of my large scars on my wrists, i just wanna die so i dont have to dream of all the horror and shitty-ass memories i had. my boyfriend of 3 months cheated on me, with my best friend…. im uglier than the child of rosie o’donnel […]

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Attempting to numb it all

by imreadytogo
written by imreadytogo

I was just recently raped by someone that I knew and it was all because I went on another binge. I just wanted to stay home and drink until Monday morning. Ended up making a really bad decision to attempt to make amends with someone that I had a falling out with. I bought a box of Burgundy, within a few hours it was gone. I got a drunk text from the guy and we decided that I should hang out with him and go to his house. I went down in the morning and he and I continued to drink. It got really bad […]

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