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I don’t believe in family!

by Counting The Days Until I'm gone 1/18/2016

written by Counting The Days Until I'm gone

Isn’t it ironic that those who should care the most are most times the driving force behind self harm and suicide?

They say the worst about you, plot for your failure and amongst all things, they lie , LIE , LIE!!!!

It has come to this point in which I am beginning to denounce them just as they have done to me.

It has reached to the point where if anything were to happen to them , I’d be unaffected. It wouldn’t break me.

How can people who profess Christianity act so contradictory and evil, yet call on God. For this reason, to me Christianity and God is an […]

1/18/2016 16 comments

A Miser’s words of wisdom: Thomas Hardy Collection

by Counting The Days Until I'm gone 1/16/2016

written by Counting The Days Until I'm gone

To an Unborn Pauper Child
Thomas Hardy (1840-1928)

Breathe not, hid Heart: cease silently,
And though thy birth-hour beckons thee,
Sleep the long sleep:
The Doomsters heap
Travails and teens around us here,
And Time-wraiths turn our songsingings to fear.

Hark, how the peoples surge and sigh,
And laughters fail, and greetings die:
Hopes dwindle; yea,
Faiths waste away,
Affections and enthusiasms numb:
Thou canst not mend these things if thou dost come.

Had I the ear of wombèd souls
Ere their terrestrial chart unrolls,
And thou wert […]

1/16/2016 0 comment

Did God know all along?

by Lost2many 1/2/2016

written by Lost2many

A year ago, when I bought my burial plot and put a deposit on my tombstone, I was certain that I was doing the right thing. I only asked God to grant me one thing, and vowed that afterwards I would be willing to carry out my end of the bargain. I was granted the time I wished. Now, that time is over and I realize I no longer have that excuse. But although I already feel lifeless, I’ve discovered that I am too much of a coward to follow through. And, I also realize that God knew all along that I wouldn’t have the […]

1/2/2016 3 comments

you know what’s great?

by tphg 9/22/2015

written by tphg

Starving myself all day (I don’t have a natural appetite so it happens whether I want it to or not)

and then getting stoned at the end of the day and gorging on Mcdonalds and candy. I finished eating the other night and was laying in bed watching the absolute worst movie, Deep Blue Sea. I used to love it when I was a teen, but now that I’m older, the plot holes are a lot more apparent. Well anyway, I was watching this stinker, and I didn’t really want to be, but I was in such a state of zen and relaxation after eating so […]

9/22/2015 6 comments

on epiphanies

by internova 9/3/2015

written by internova

it’s kind of strange how and when you realize there’s something wrong with you. i haven’t really thought there’s anything wrong with thinking about death – i’ve been thinking about it for, what, the last three years now? it was almost like an unconscious epiphany that hadn’t hit me until, a few months ago, i stopped and just thought about it: what classifies as depression? what classifies as suicidal?

and for the longest time, i did not only believe, but i was convinced that i’m completely alright.

sometimes, i’d be trying to sleep at night, and i would think of how it would feel to hang myself. […]

9/3/2015 1 comment

What do I do now?

by Lost2many 1/29/2015

written by Lost2many

After reading some of the replies to my post “What if its God’s plan?”, I’m no longer quite sure if it is His plan. However, my plan included buying a burial plot and headstone without my wife’s knowledge. I paid cash for the plot in the cemetery where my father is buried, and put a deposit on a tombstone that matches his. Whether or not I complete my plan, it is still important for me to see my headstone placed in the cemetery My plan involved getting a credit card (again w/o my wife’s knowledge) to pay for the stone. I do have a pre-approved […]

1/29/2015 4 comments

What if its God’s plan?

by Lost2many 1/20/2015

written by Lost2many

I hope I don’t sound like a “holy roller” and I don’t mean to offend anyone, but a year ago, I suffered a loss that I felt was punishment for my vanity. Afterwards, I told God in my prayers, that if he would grant me two things, I would die to atone for the things I’ve done (and haven’t done). First, that he would help my son pass the rigorous physical and medical tests to be awarded an ROTC scholarship, and second, that he give me more time with my elderly pet. My son started ROTC last fall, and a year later, my pet is […]

1/20/2015 6 comments

If life were a movie, this is my review.

by Inconceivable 12/27/2014

written by Inconceivable

Dear Fandango users, allow me to say steer clear of “Life on planet earth” as it is the most overhyped, overrated films of them all. The plot was absene, the characters were unlikeable, and it had a horrible ending. That being said my friend I took with me loved all the little divets and “plot-twists”, Overall I can say that this movie is most certainly not for everyone. 2/10 – Me

12/27/2014 7 comments

Whose plot is this?

by ClairDeLune 3/5/2014

written by ClairDeLune

Last week I felt pretty bad, and for some reason I asked my crush of a couple years ago why she didn’t like me. I know, stupid. But anyways, turns out her cousin which I knew as well had a crush on me and that’s why she wouldn’t date me, because she didn’t want to upset her cousin. Wtf? I mean, girls never like me, that’s like general knowledge. And this one damn time it actually happens, it ruins everything. Not that I would want to blame her cousin, she cant control it as much as I cant. But why? Am I so unlucky? Is […]

3/5/2014 9 comments

Another crappy poem

by lostchild445 2/25/2014

written by lostchild445

The blade gleams in the moonlight
A drop of cursed blood spilt at night
On to the dirt and the mud where it feels right
And tears from an empty husk mix with the blood and mud at dusk

The thoughts flow like water, getting caught in the rapids of this martyr
One less life to plague the earth
From ashes to ashes and from dirt to dirt
Perhaps one day someone will learn

The call of a thousand muffled voices
He can’t tell the difference between the memories and the ghosts toying with him
He can’t hear reality’s call, so subtle and soft in […]

2/25/2014 1 comment

Twist In The Plot

by Miss.Mayhem 11/5/2012

written by Miss.Mayhem

I think I’ve officially lost my fucking mind. When someone that I love doesn’t talk to me for an hour or I haven’t heard from them in like a day I will make up this whole story in my head that something’s happened. I will actually talk to myself and feel the actually pain that I’ve lost them. For example I’mÂ freakingÂ out nowÂ becauseÂ my boyfriend hasn’t talked to me since last night and he’s not online. I have made up this whole story that I’m going to eventually call his phone and his mom is going to answer and tell me he died in a car accident […]

11/5/2012 0 comment