Last week I felt pretty bad, and for some reason I asked my crush of a couple years ago why she didn’t like me. I know, stupid. But anyways, turns out her cousin which I knew as well had a crush on me and that’s why she wouldn’t date me, because she didn’t want to upset her cousin. Wtf? I mean, girls never like me, that’s like general knowledge. And this one damn time it actually happens, it ruins everything. Not that I would want to blame her cousin, she cant control it as much as I cant. But why? Am I so unlucky? Is this the world telling me to stop trying and give up? Jesus Christ, why. Just why.
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What i’d be asking is: why didn’t she just tell you, then, when it was relevant? Maybe you two would have hit it off, even if the other girl wasn’t your first choice. It’s almost like they decided to cock-block each other… and over a really stupid reason, at that. On the other hand, maybe you’re better off, having skipped all that potential drama.
I barely saw her cousin anyways and apparently she made her promise not to say anything. And I think she didnt tell her cousin I liked her anyways, just because she didnt want to hurt her.
Sounds so damn childish and ridiculous.
When I thnk about those situations, which – if they had gone differently – wouldve changed my whole life, I get so mad because if just one of those random variables had been altered maybe I wouldnt be in this shitty situation. Its like the butterfly who causes a tornado in China, or whatever. I HATE YOU CHAOS.
Yep. I’ve had a few close calls with potential happiness, myself… only to have them ruined by something stupid. And i guess if something good can be so easily ruined, it’s probably not what i want anyway… though it would be nice to at least have the experience, rather than missing out entirely.
We live in a self serving world and if someone is attracted to you and they have desires to be with you….nothing will stop that. The “cousin” excuse is simply that….an excuse.
Truth is You were not worth all the drama, and risk of losing her cousins friendship which ultimately in the end would have happened in girl land. Your cousin will be there for you long after the boyfriends gone…… why not see what the cousins up to these days????
“Your cousin will be there for you long after the boyfriends gone”
Well she? Didn’t you just say that you’d lose her friendship should you date her crush…
Sorry for my worthless post above, couldn’t help it.
“Is this the world telling me to stop trying and give up?”
I don’t think so. It sounds just like plain old bad luck to me. Sucks but I don’t think you should give up because of it.
@Elcyc – yeah I see its a stupid comment, just trying to add a little hope to the mix at the end.