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Time served on the Earth does not mean you grow in mind.

by KH 7/12/2015

written by KH

I think this has to be one of my favourite quotes (not of my own creation, but well-liked all the same).

Rather than believing in the typical meaning behind this quote that just because you grow older and ‘wiser’, it does not mean that you will also mature in body, mind and soul; I personally interpretated this quote, due to my own experiences etc., as saying that sometimes no matter how hard you try for a period of time – whether it’s a few days or a few years -, your mind will never change. I suppose this could be passed as ignorance but that is […]

7/12/2015 4 comments

I see the beauty

by ariel24 7/12/2015

written by ariel24

My name is Ariel

never really done this, talk about how I feel out in the open with people. I’m 24 been thinking about suicide since I was 16. I haven’t hust thought about it I’ve actually tried a few times. Could never really go thru with it completely. But I’ve tried. The worst part is that I know who I would be hurting, what I would be losing, I see the beauty of life, I see how beautiful the sky is when the sun is slightly shining upon my face, even tho it’s 100 degrees outside. I see the meaning of life In my little […]

7/12/2015 2 comments

A friend if you need

by PindoramaAiyra 7/11/2015

written by PindoramaAiyra

People. I’m a teenage female, and I suffer from seeing some of you so helpless. If you want someone to hear you and talk to you, you can contact me on my kik account – my username is the same as here’s, as I think you can see who the author of this post is – and my email. Search for my username on kik or send me an email at paiyra98@gmail.com. No, you won’t be bothering or disturbing, you can be sure of that. If you want someone to be friends with (well, an Internet friend, at least), don’t hesitate. I’ll listen and talk […]

7/11/2015 3 comments

I want to get to know you.

by AfflictedSmile 7/10/2015

written by AfflictedSmile

First, who is your daddy and what does he do. Oh sorry, that’s Kindergarten Cop. (I’m silly, I know)

So the other day I was reading through posts here on SP like normal, and I read something someone posted and it really got to me. Because I could relate to her for one, but the way she spoke through her words and what she said just got the best of me. I mean my heart goes out to all of you, but this person really grabbed me. I don’t know how to use this site well. I know how to post, read posts and look at […]

7/10/2015 0 comment

I’m the author of my life but I do not choose what is to be published

by KH 7/9/2015

written by KH

A friend of mine recently said to me ‘ you’re the author of your own life’ and my response was the title of this post. It’s true. It’s similar to the saying ‘men are masters of their own fate’ I suppose.

To make my recent downward spiral more persistent is the recent events involving my boyfriend of almost 1 year cheating on me with someone who used to be a good friend of mine, talk about ironic since she’s supposed to be in a relationship with my boyfriends best friend.. They insisted on lying but the truth always reveals itself eventually. Ha.

Anyways, apart from the usual […]

7/9/2015 2 comments

12pm thoughts (Suicide note prt…)

by cant.fixme 7/9/2015

written by cant.fixme

It’s always late at night that i realize how lonely i am, It’s always at those moments when I want to talk to someone and tell them all about my problems and ask for advice that I realize that i’m alone, really alone. I mean i have what you can call “Friends” they’re amazing i love them and whenever i’m with them i’m always having a good time…But i’m not with them all the time and those times i always past them over thinking. About Love Life Sex Alcohol Depression Death-Lot’s of death.

I reach this spot where i can’t hold it in i want to […]

7/9/2015 1 comment

16 and desperate

by tyler2017 7/7/2015

written by tyler2017

I’m new to the site and post only when I feel like shit. I’m Tyler, 16 and desperate for someone to talk to. Ever since I can remember, I’ve been extremely shy and have never been able to make friends. The people I associate with at school try to make me feel included, but I don’t have the fuckin balls to ask them anything. I live in a small town in Michigan and I love it, but I need motivation and support at this stage in my life. I applied to a job and my parents are somewhat supportive but from my point of view, […]

7/7/2015 6 comments

When is it enough?

by Out of Phase 7/6/2015

written by Out of Phase

I am 39 years old today. I always hoped and prayed i would never get this far, that something would happen or I would have the courage to end it. I never did. With each passing year more and more hope just dissipated that i would find someone and i am pretty sure that i am empty of what little hope there was. That really sucks because i still dont have the courage to end it.

So here i am, a shell of a human being, trying to fake being a person. There is just nothing left of me but genuine dispair. That is getting to […]

7/6/2015 3 comments

Emotional turned physical

by birdyblue 7/5/2015

written by birdyblue

I’ve been dealing with depression for the most of past 4 years (I’ve been hospitalized at 17). My girlfriend of six months just left me without a word of explanation. She’s been amazing the whole time, but there were no warnings. I don’t really believe in the concept of soulmates but I thought we were perfect for each other. I felt she was the only person to really understand me (I’m almost 21). For two weeks now, it has felt like someone stuck hundreds of shards of glass in my body and left it there. I’m not someone who often had physical pains before, but […]

7/5/2015 1 comment

Knots in my stomach

by disgusting 7/4/2015

written by disgusting

That’s how I feel, every day. I hate holidays. I could go run around with the guy I like again, but I’m exhausted. I’ve basically been “partying all weekend” starting on Thursday – the day I had set to kill myself, but at least minute was given the ok to come hang out, and it’s not really my thing to run around like a teenager and party. On the other hand, one of the many things I’ve loved about him is that I feel younger with him. He’s 6 years younger than me, but he has the energy of a teenager and at 37, I […]

7/4/2015 2 comments

They stare at me while I crave you

by dead 7/3/2015

written by dead

I don’t understand how you can come across someone and just click with them and before you know it, really start to like them in a romantic sense. What makes some people more outstanding than others? Why is it we can create this unique bond with someone that inevitably will be there forever whether you like it or not, or why do others just outgrow their significant others without reason? I’ve been thinking about you for the past 6 months now and I knew when we were “together” for the three short months it of course wasn’t love. But now it’s been so long, even […]

7/3/2015 2 comments

My life is a fucking joke.

by TheVoidInside 7/2/2015

written by TheVoidInside

A while back I posted some shit that wasn’t very thought about by me. I didn’t die, wished I did, and pussied out. Fuck… I just cried like the little ***** i am. I looked at myself in a mirror today and didn’t recognize myself. Even if they are ugly, people look in the mirror and think what they are looks good. People like you and me look into the mirror, and don’t see anything. We see someone we don’t know looking back at us. My depression got worse and worse, and the original depression became anger and hate. I have been told to go […]

7/2/2015 3 comments

Anti-suicide?

by chaoss 6/30/2015

written by chaoss

This is just a general question mostly because i can not find an answer anywhere and I though I could get some incite here. Is there a term for or does anyone know what someone would be called or category they would fall into if they had depressive and suicidal thoughts but did not believe in taking their own life?

6/30/2015 4 comments

Sing me to sleep

by Sammi6xoxo 6/30/2015

written by Sammi6xoxo

Just to feel someone next to me
To hear a soft and steady breathing
Someone who knows what I’m feeling
And refuses to leave me hurting
Through the doctors visits and meds
Through countless hospital beds
Through things I should have never said
And the times I wish I was dead

Please sing me to sleep
My heart will be yours to keep
Just sing to me a lullaby
And kiss away the tears I cry

To feel your hands on me
And know you never planned to leave
Through the illnesses that plague me
And all I really wanted to be
Through all of my broken […]

6/30/2015 10 comments

Slipping again

by vj288 6/29/2015

written by vj288

I’m looking at suicide methods again for the first time again after a while of being good. Over the last 5 years I tried to kill myself over a dozen times, climaxing last fall when I drove my car into a telephone pole going 70 mph, which left me completely unscathed. At that point I felt like I had exhausted all suicide methods I was willing to try, and was then trapped in the living world.

I guess I still feel that way. I don’t have the nerve to do something that could result in prolonged pain or a life of suffering after failure. Can’t hang, […]

6/29/2015 0 comment

“WHO DOES REALLY CARE?”

by coolworld187 6/28/2015

written by coolworld187

For a person that is already struggling and have been struggling for years there to see those is alot of extra hurt and pain when those ones closes to You don’t really try to help support or care so You continue to EXPERIENCE A LIFE FULL SORROW AND DISPAIR THAT IS PLACED ON YOU IN THE FORM OF MENTAL ILLNESS! Which through My Wife And Two Daughter’s Eyes, Which By The Way, Believe In Christ Jesus, Plan And Simple That Their Husband And Father is just “CRAZY!” How fun and rewarding it is to see those closes to You are more than Willing To Help […]

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6/28/2015 2 comments

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Oh boy,here we go again.

by AlphaQLife 6/28/2015

written by AlphaQLife

you can call me G,and i will tell you more about me,i am 24 male
and live on a third world country called brasil,being born in the 90’s and stuff i was used to talk with more smart people
the way they dress,talk and walk back then was completly different,crime was “rarer” compared to today,200.000 prisoners in 99 and 600,000 in 2015,you could walk on streets at night without being afraid of being assaulted,killed nor raped
maybe i am overreacting,just because i was a kid things maybe looked different back then or not,but for me things really changed,all this sudden change in the […]

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6/28/2015 2 comments

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Together We Stand

by Ashley 6/25/2015

written by Ashley

I think that the thing with this site is we all stand together. Personally I rarely see a post where someone doesn’t reply. All of us go through shit, and yet we always reply. And that I believe helps us. Responding to someone else helps us help oursleves. I don’t know if that makes any sense to anyone else…

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6/25/2015 5 comments

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A Wanderer, of Hope, Despair and Pain

by ZenEye 6/25/2015

written by ZenEye

I have not always been the best person. My family seems to resent my very existence, my many false starts which ended in failure, the shame and despair that consume much of my life. But, there’s always been some hope that has allowed me to crawl onward, a bent and broken person held together by force of will.

Recently, I met someone like me. Similar story. Someone who was resented, not loved. Someone who could love the human-shaped monster that was me. She has been my saviour. But she too battles despair and pain. I hope… together, we have enough hope between us to always go […]

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6/25/2015 0 comment

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Can’t Do this..

by stacey.payne 6/23/2015

written by stacey.payne

I hate myself and I hate my life.

Yes, I know my life could be worse and I have so much to be thankful for. I just wish someone understood how I feel. I just wish I had someone to talk to that didn’t look at me as a whiny ungrateful young woman.

While I have a long list of unfortunate events in my life, the most bothersome is “The Other Woman.” Her name is Natalie, she was a friend of mine who was in my life for a short amount of time that has branded and mutilated my mind forever. This woman is an awful person. I […]

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6/23/2015 3 comments

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