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by medownyou 6/9/2013

written by medownyou

My body…

As i lay i count the amount of scars on my body. My broken cut ridden scarred body…

I start counting, and only count what is still visible after months to years of time for the wounds to heal. My scars all have a story of their own, and all signify a problem, feeling of hopelessness and lost cause, emotionless, a perfect day in hiding.

I count 10…54…71… 84 well that’s it for those that are visible in my shorts and cut off T-shirt. Most of them aren’t visible and overlap so it’s impossible to get an accurate count of them the ones that i have […]

6/9/2013 0 comment

the scent of butane and drunk males

by Miss Blythe 5/18/2013

written by Miss Blythe

I’m sorry in advance if my spelling and such get a bit messy in this post, too much to say to be able to concentrate.
My mom gave me a Zippo today with her old initials and my dad’s, and much earlier I had reflected on the story about the boy who soaked his bath robe in gasoline and lit himself on fire.
I’ve been cutting lately, and one is in plain sight. I wrote over it in sharpie, but its red around it so I assume people have noticed. I confessed to someone I plan to befriend that I cut earlier, but I said […]

5/18/2013 4 comments

why ?

by strippa2 3/14/2013

written by strippa2

hey im new at this im gonna be straight foward now im not good at spelling or punctuation so just stay with me

ive always had the feeling of committing suicide but always ignored it,till just recently when a ex student from our school killed himself.i dont why or what but from him doing it i got a sense that it was socially accepted some how…

so i started daydreaming about where and when to do it what my parents would say or do.how life around me would be and it hit me no one would really care eveyrone would just get on with life.but recently my […]

3/14/2013 0 comment

My introduction and story

by Engeltje 1/14/2013

written by Engeltje

Well, i thought it was time to introduce myself. I’m a girl, sixteen years and I’m from The Netherlands (Please don’t mind my spelling and grammar) . My nickname (Engeltje) is Dutch and it means (Little) Angel. I live in the area of Amsterdam (I guess most of you know Amsterdam :P) . I live with my parents and an older sister. So that’s the general part and now a part that goes about my life. Okay, I’ll try to keep it short, so I will only tell the most important things.
I don’t know how it goes in the USA, but in The Netherlands […]

1/14/2013 2 comments

Just Bitching(please don’t mind my bad spelling)

by Just Liz 12/3/2012

written by Just Liz

My back hurts. My head hurts. I feel like I might vomit. My life feels so boring no matter what my shrink says. I wish I was in 19someting movie. My scalp iches. I wish I was so nieve and care-less. Maybe I’m just very pessimistic. Where’s my gold ticket, and the green haired migits?
Where’s Cindy Lauper singing about my friends and having a adventure?
Where’s my duckie and my rich kid crush? And where is the alian I found in my back yard?
Where is the romance and the other friends I met in books? I don’t think I’m sad,mad..not even numb […]

12/3/2012 1 comment

by RogueShadow1281 6/21/2012

written by RogueShadow1281

Shhh theres fucktards nearby. Listen to them. They depress me too. I’m a fucking troll. Fuck you. I’m bored. Im depressed im tired im restless im angry im pissex im horny im a virgin. Fuck it I’m anything and everything but you.Â

Theres my fucking poem. Im tired, my mouth hurts i dont want to mas-ter-ba-te at all today. I meed a shower i dont care about spelling rght now. Fuck you. I’m so bored. I might have multi person disorder bipolar depressed horny virgin shitty tired insomnia cant distinguish reality form memory nor dreams. My cousin jasmine whom i love so dearly broke up with […]

6/21/2012 3 comments

The wierd kid…

by Hungry 3/5/2012

written by Hungry

Today was actually ok, my dad didnt yell that much my mom was nice and everything went pretty smoothly…only probelm is tommorows monday amd get to see all the bitchy cheerlearders and other annoying assholes…i wish my friends understood, whemever i start to tell them they get this wierd arkward lookso i always end up making it into a joke and pretend it was nothing. Im tired if trying to conform into to someome im not..i dont even know who i anymore. From basicaly kindergarden i was the “wierd kid” the one who was always too mature, my mom used to call me an […]

3/5/2012 2 comments

I’m really tired of this lofe I have. Fuck my spelling

by RogueShadow1281 1/21/2012

written by RogueShadow1281

I have been irritated off and on like a bipolar fuck, no patience in the world mainly because my dad’s too much of a tight ass to let me spend one fucking day with my cousins because their mom is never home yet my other aunts and uncle live there too but no getting through that moron unless another adult tells him that. He told me he needed me to earn his trust again after one of my cousins snitched on me and Alex about smoking weed, apparently together yet we never did. I cant believe this shit. I am angry as fuck and just […]

1/21/2012 3 comments

just need someone to hear this

by docsims 1/17/2012

written by docsims

Wow, its been a long 35 years. This story started along time before I was born. Lets start with a US Marine who had one too many tours in vietnam, my mothers stepfather( my spelling is really bad sorry) Not sure if it ws the war or just an inate evil, the man that is still alive, did horrible things to my mother and my aunt. My mother and father were married in in the early 70s thing were great for both of them until 1980, my dad recked his truck on the way homefrom work, broke his neck, never walked again, full quad, they […]

1/17/2012 2 comments

Here is some help, Maybe………..

by xlstential 1/5/2012

written by xlstential

December 17th, 2011 at 2:31 am

im not sure what to say other than i know all your going thru seems like alot right now but life will get better for you it will just take time.Â I offer this to you becouse i dont want you to kill yourself, wich puzzles me becouse i am thinking of killing myself also and if i am going to end it why care if some totally random person on some blog does the same thing?Â I think its becouse my life has alot of simularities to yours except it was a long time ago that i […]

1/5/2012 4 comments

should i take these anti depressents?

by nebdy 6/25/2009

written by nebdy

in responce to that first comment on my last blogÂ (sorry about the spelling): i didnt mean for it to sound like i was competing, or even to insinuate that this is, somehow a competion. just that i got the feeling that my last post was being pooh- poohed as unimportat. any way. i cant talk to my friend (we’re 17), thats really the whole problem, i dont know how to express my self (hense competition thing), i either underestimate the whole situation, and then people dont belive me, or i go ott, and end up getting really defensive.Â

i cant talk to my mum or dad, […]

6/25/2009 6 comments

by nebdy 6/25/2009

written by nebdy

ok. last post was a little vague i guess.

i was sexually abused when i was 6 till i was about 7/8 ish, by some boys in my primary school. (i’m a girl). I am absoulutly terified of people touching me now, anywhere. i csnt really get close to peoplr, obviously i have trust issues.Â when i get upset, depressed – i cant talk to anyone, my friend gets really anoyed and angry.Â she says i act like a spoilt brat, and i make her think we’re not really best friends. i told her about what happened to me. doesnt really look like she took it […]

6/25/2009 2 comments