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my thoughts

by hiitsme0819 4/24/2015

written by hiitsme0819

i typed this up a couple weeks ago but removed within a couple hours removed some content that id rather not be indexed and re-posting

being depressed all the time is not easy lack of sleep completly drained any little glimmer of hope i used to have i cant do it anymore feel like giving up and crawling in a dark hole and waiting for endless sleep to creep up i know ill probaly never accually take my own life but the thought of it does make me feel a little better sometimes i wander how much better everyone who knows me life would be if […]

4/24/2015 0 comment

Saturation

by whatwentwrong 4/24/2015

written by whatwentwrong

I would not categorize my self as depressed, but as an angry, lost, and weak individual. I’ll start my story in the year 1986. My father and mother have meet, fell in love and decided to get married. My father’s family was against it due to social, culture, and financial difference. But my father went and got married anyway, Romantic you might think? But it’s not. My mother had so much shit from his family and here family [they refused to help and just got money]. And my father did not do anything but stood in the corner and did nothing. He was, he is selfish.

Speeding […]

4/24/2015 4 comments

what is love

by hiitsme0819 4/23/2015

written by hiitsme0819

love is a chemical reaction in the brain similar to the chemical in chocolate so i think the reason some people can fall out of love while other cant let go is that some people get addicted to that chemical reaction god damn my addictive personality

4/23/2015 12 comments

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by sm2004 4/22/2015

written by sm2004

I can’t think of a single person who wouldn’t benefit from my death. I can’t think of anyone I’ve ever known who I haven’t screwed over on a regular basis. I take everything for granted, I’m arrogant, obnoxious, stupid and useless and every extra minute I survive seems selfish. Too often someone actually does/says something nice to me and I hate the fact that they can’t despise me as much as I do. For all the talk of, “having so much to live for,” my doing so only seems to lessen what others have. I’ve given nothing to anyone and the only gift I have […]

4/22/2015 3 comments

My Anxiety

by olimilli03 4/21/2015

written by olimilli03

So most of my anxiety is social. My psychiatrist diagnosed me with Social Anxiety Disorder last October after I had to drop out of taditional high school because I was too anxious to be around so many people. Everyday on the car ride to school i would have a stomach ache because I was so anxious. A couple times I even had to stop at a gas station and throw up. Everytime I would walk down the hallways at school or walk into a classroom I would get sweaty palms, my heart rate would rapidly increase and my breathing would quicken. I have had several […]

4/21/2015 2 comments

Sorrow

by JustReallySad 4/20/2015

written by JustReallySad

You think you’re miserable? You can’t even fathom my misery. You remember every bad thing I ever did to you. How quickly you forget. The things you said and did to me. You know, we could spare each other all this pain.

I know I can change, how about you? Can you spare me all your fucking lies! And all I ask is to talk to you again. But you don’t seem to want to. I wish I could take a walk with you. I would show you all my pain. You took everything I had from me. I can’t wait…to get away.

Will it help?

Probably not. […]

4/20/2015 0 comment

circle of misery ,,,,,,,,,,

by very_Confused 4/20/2015

written by very_Confused

i feel that someone push my life to be like that
i tried so many times to get out from this misery but i failed every time
i dont know what to do
i think only death will get me out of this shit
i feel so lonely

4/20/2015 4 comments

Why?

by comomequieranllamar 4/20/2015

written by comomequieranllamar

I was so happy yesterday. I had a drink with some friends and they were so surprised and happy to see me ok. I had a good time.

So I can’t understand why I woke up today wanting to die, and why all the problems seem so big that I’m afraid to even think about them.

4/20/2015 1 comment

This world is boring , boring world . why movies, games, anime/manga, fantasy / imagination is better than this world / better than life / real life / real world / reality ?

by niki 4/20/2015

written by niki

I hate this world .
This world is so boring , boring world !
Why movies , games , anime / manga, & fantasy / imagination is better than this world / better than life / real life / real world / reality ?

everyday life is the same : wake up, eat, go to school/work, boring, then go back home, eat, then sleep, then repeat again.
but movie / game / anime / manga / comics / books are much more exciting & interesting than this boring life !
for example: like in the world / universe of Harry Potter, Avatar, Lord of the Rings, […]

4/20/2015 5 comments

one of the lows

by missti sal 4/18/2015

written by missti sal

I stumbled apon this page today while desperately searching for an explanation to my constant desire to end my own life. The posts that I have read thus far have touched my heart and soul in ways i cannot imagine, i relate to so many of these posts. As i have just mentioned I found this page today so this is my first post.

I am a 20 year old university student, on the forefront i seem like I have the world figured out and a future most people only dream of but here is the truth: I am alone in this world that has been […]

4/18/2015 1 comment

I miss you my beautiful girl

by worthless_loser 73 4/15/2015

written by worthless_loser 73

I miss her so much it hurts. She was my everything. My reason to get up in the morning. My reason to want to be a better person. My reason to want to live.

Now that she has left me, there is a hole inside me. The hole is so big, I can’t function anymore. I can’t work. I can’t think straight. I can’t laugh or smile. I’m useless without her.

All I do every second of every day is think about her. I have daydreams of her texting me or calling me to say she still loves me and she made a mistake. I imagine our […]

4/15/2015 8 comments

Needing to vent

by Hawkinsh 4/15/2015

written by Hawkinsh

I really just need to vent out my problems to someone. I’m 15 and in high school, but I fucking hate my life. I hate my gender, my personality, and how i talk to people. Being on anxiety meds makes me talk more and when I talk, I say the stupidest shit. I hate being a guy and hate that people pertend that i’m not there. I swear everybody only talks to me out of pity. The only thing I can do is cut, but I’ve stop doing it as of late because it causes too many problems. I just hate myself and sometimes think […]

4/15/2015 4 comments

Last October

by Brittany 4/15/2015

written by Brittany

Last October i did something stupid. I don’t regret it…i just wish it had worked sometimes. I’m fucked. I OD on a shit ton of different pills. I came home one day from school and i didn’t plan it, it just happened. I just didn’t think i could go on anymore. i gathered everything i could get my hands on. Around 430 i took them all. At 5 my sister called my brother and I to have dinner. I started getting light headed and hurried to do the dishes and get back to my room. I quickly wrote a note to a couple friend, which […]

4/15/2015 0 comment

moving on…

by munckin 4/14/2015

written by munckin

Wondering starting to date again… I like one girl more then the others she is cute and sweet. She is originally from the country that I moved too 6 years ago. But also lived in the east and southern of Europe.

She is 8 years older then me. I don’t mind. I actually quite like it as I would like children and I think she would want them too. I wonder though if it is a wise step.. in the longer run for my happiness if that path were to happen….

we click really well so I do not really for see problems in that […]

4/14/2015 2 comments

Can i just dissapear?

by WhereIsTheSilverLining 4/14/2015

written by WhereIsTheSilverLining

Just so that I can see who would miss me?

Because right now it feels like no one would.

Like my life is so insignificant that it doesn’t matter if I’m here or not.

I don’t think my roommates would care.

I’m the only girl living in house of guys.

They don’t notice the cuts on my wrist.

Or that I spend most days crying in my room.

Or maybe they do and they just don’t care.

Either way it’s not their fault. I’m the one who is broken.

I just wish that someone would notice.

I’m just so fucking lonely.

It’s suffocating.

Every single day I live life feeling like i’m constantly suffocating.

4/14/2015 8 comments

Hanging by a thread..

by MelindaGoesAway 4/14/2015

written by MelindaGoesAway

I can’t breathe, I can’t think. My heart is broken, my life is broken, I am broken. My mom shot herself 2 years ago and I’m trying to not think these thoughts, make these plans..I just can’t help it. I am so sad and alone and lost. I always wanted my legacy to be something extraordinary, special. It didn’t work out. My life has been one tragedy, one struggle, after another. People say I’m smart & beautiful, but I’m not. I never married because I didn’t want to ‘settle’.. but people just assume there’s something wrong with me. Every night I come home to an […]

4/14/2015 3 comments

I dont know

by SkippingSchizophrenia 4/14/2015

written by SkippingSchizophrenia

I often question the reality in which i live, sometimes i think it is an elaborate ploy. An illusion manifested by my subconscious to shield me from an ever harsher reality i maybe it. I fear that i am still locked in my mothers basement,that i was never let out. I think i maybe lying in the fetal position in the corner of the dark basement with the stone wall pressed into my back. Maybe i never did get out. I image the longer i was down there and the more i realized i may never know a life outside of that darkness the more […]

4/14/2015 0 comment

I Failed

by JustLauren 4/13/2015

written by JustLauren

A few days ago, very depressed, I went for a walk in search of a bridge. I’m in a new city and do not know where anything is. I traveled down a deadend road and wouldn’t you know it, I find train tracks. Not only that, I see a train coming. This was it. Here was my chance. To finally end it all after nearly twelve years of suffering with severe depression and suicidal thoughts and attempts. I waited on the train tracks as the train neared. But as I waited, all I could think about was the fact that I have terrible luck and […]

4/13/2015 2 comments

I hope someone can please reply to me, I feel so lonely

by Marychan 4/13/2015

written by Marychan

I am a girl in high school. I don’t have a lot of friends and recently I quarreled with my so-called best friend. I used to have lunch and go back home with her every day. Now that we have had a fight, we no longer talk. I need to ask someone else to go back home and have lunch with me every single day. I feel like I am bringing troubles to people. I feel like they are just too nice so they wouldn’t refuse me even though they really think that I am annoying. I don’t dare talking to my so-called friends about […]

4/13/2015 9 comments

I Hate My Life

by LostInTheBlue 4/12/2015

written by LostInTheBlue

Well.. First of all im a 14 year old boy… Im very sad about what im going through right now. I dont wanna feel like a burden to everyone around me.. Some people call me Handsome,Smart,cute etc.. I know their just trying to make me “feel better” but it doesnt even help me… I dont wanna live anymore.. I have friends but if I tell them what im going through right now they will think im losingy mind… I just wanna die 🙁

4/12/2015 7 comments

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