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I’m happy because I had a nightmare

by comomequieranllamar 5/4/2015

written by comomequieranllamar

Hard to understand? Well it was the first one in a year that didn’t involve suicide in any form.
I dreamt that I was pregnant and the baby was very ill and could not survive. It’s because of something I saw yesterday on Facebook… and I woke up with a horrible feeling… but… the fact that is the first dream without suicides since my stepfather killed himself is kind of good. And also… by writing this I’m realizing that I do want to have a child. Not now, of course, but… it is a true desire. Maybe that’s something to hold on for…

PS: I’m sorry […]

5/4/2015 2 comments

To T, my love.

by anthropophobia 5/3/2015

written by anthropophobia

You complete me, T

I want to fill your ass with semen in it’s entire T.

Yes you inspire me, perhaps it’s your sensuali T.

Yes, you will see, it’s your oppourtuni T,

I need to embrace thee. There is no shame in modes T,

I need to say what is true to me. You are the pinnacle of sexuali T.

I will be your tree, anchored with roots of stabili T.

Whether you are he or she, I will stay by you for eterni T.

I love you to the the 3rd degree, and all of your ecentrici T

So come let’s be free from the restraints of socie T

Live with me in […]

5/3/2015 8 comments

when no help is left

by queer 5/1/2015

written by queer

I know I am responsible for my own life. But it has become so hard.

I don’t know if it is flashbacks or just sickening fantasies. It makes me sick. It makes me anxious. If it is flashbacks then it is reality and I can’t live with that.

I feel desperate. I need rest.

I am scattering into trillions of pieces. Not coping at all. Why would I have such sickening fantasies. What is wrong with me? But if it is true, what then. I don’t know where to turn. Exhausted

5/1/2015 3 comments

Maybe I just don’t know anymore.

by justanothergirl09 4/29/2015

written by justanothergirl09

I don’t know anymore. I’m not the person I used to be. I’m someone completely different. Now I just wanna be alone. I get panic attacks. I have really bad social anxiety. It is true what they say, you don’t know what you have until its gone. When I was 9 my mom died and everything just changed. I didn’t even go to her funeral. Slowly this emptiness started growing inside of me. I became kinda lonely and just really sad. There are times when I can’t handle it anymore and just get so sad that I just start thinking about suicide. Honestly, I believe […]

4/29/2015 4 comments

To my ex’s new girlfriend

by BrokenAngel8 4/28/2015

written by BrokenAngel8

(Hey guys i know this aint really suicide help related but I wrote this based on my exs new gf and I thought for those of us going through a hard time this would be a good laugh. Enjoy!)

To my ex’s New Girlfriend:

So my ex boyfriend dumped me and ended up going out with you. So from woman to woman I thought I would write down a few things you might wanna know about him.

Fantasy: Expect him to stay faithful to him in the relationship?

Reality: HA! Good Luck on that one! He ended up cheating on me right before our 1 year anniversary.

Fantasy: Expecting to […]

4/28/2015 1 comment

Another Night of Pain

by Anon313131 4/28/2015

written by Anon313131

Just when you think things are looking up and getting better, life finds a way to deepen the pain. Am I being tested? Is this some cruel joke? I’m getting exhausted fighting on each day to avoid hurting my parents and friends. I like to imagine they’re just pretending to care to make it easier for me to go, but I know it isn’t true. I started praying to God again for help, something I haven’t done in 3 years. Things have only gotten worse since then. Maybe I just want to believe that I’m not in control of my own destiny, because me in […]

4/28/2015 1 comment

Please someone kill me.

by Juanita 4/24/2015

written by Juanita

How tragic can be life
Thinking and talking about suicide
Just in the edge of our sad eyes
A tear is falling down, tired of the frustrated tries

And how broke can be our aim
Living depressed of saving fates
Just one cut can be enough
To end this hell and delete this chains.

But we’re not the falling angels
And we don’t need to go to heaven
As we collapse we can stand up
And keep fighting for the crashing of a few cups.

Wanting a rainbow without a storm
Wanting feel full without crying alone
You can’t say the true before to say […]

4/24/2015 1 comment

letters to jaqueline

by why i dont no 4/24/2015

written by why i dont no

dear jaqueline

its true i may be finding out ways of liveing the days with out knowing your ok

and even if it is a chain of one night stands that cross this land ill do it all because its not the fact you left me its that idk if you got fed up with me or you up and died its like a whate some one stuck to the top of my head and with evrey step i take in the qwick sand of this world i sink a littel lower i move a littel slowere with each tick of the passing of time i need […]

4/24/2015 2 comments

They Know

by AnonymousSadness 4/14/2015

written by AnonymousSadness

He did it. He told. Now everyone knows my “dirty little secret”. people have barely talked to me today, and when they do it’s “hey is it true?” “Are you emo?” “haha you’re a freak” i just fucking love life -.-

4/14/2015 3 comments

morte et a morte

by cathy arsis 4/14/2015

written by cathy arsis

sanity can fall so abruptly, with such disarming ease, and swifty become a casualty of life,
we are so quick to allow all things tragic that alight on all sides of this life to hold sway,
most of which we musnt only bear but abide by so it naturally follows that from time to time we
might hope for some permanent respite, and think sweetly upon death…. all have felt this way,
some more than others I suppose. this can be chalked up to the human condition, for us to feel as
though we’ve been cheated
God closes his eyes, breaths in deeply, so many […]

4/14/2015 0 comment

Misery before death

by dwink 4/11/2015

written by dwink

Some of us were meant to live a miserable life and die alone. I use to think if I work hard and be nice to people maybe, just maybe I’d have some sort of hope in this world, but instead I am miserable, alone and almost out iof hope. Burying myself with work only worked for so long. Poetry only gave me a tomorrow, but one run’s out of words and the pain and suffering is hard to endure. The last few years have been challenging, thoughts of suicide constant and love has been obscure and friends have almost disappear. Phoenix Arizona is now a […]

4/11/2015 1 comment

Mene, Mene, Tekel, Upharsin

by One Million Masks 4/8/2015

written by One Million Masks

“…You have been weighed and found wanting…”

The writing on the wall means a lot to me.
I’m not religious. I have very little idea of what significance it originally carried, although I think I have read the story.

For me, it’s a joke in a lot of ways.

People tell me I’m too thin (and I am, but not enough yet for real suspicion). Stage one, silly and shallow. Ha ha. Weighed and found wanting. Get it…?

I feel, much of the time and in many ways, that I’m never enough. However much I have, whatever all it is that I hold, no matter how loaded down with […]

4/8/2015 1 comment

Alone with my tears

by QuirkyFox 4/5/2015

written by QuirkyFox

I just joined… Have no one to talk to, so here’s my first vent.

Alone and crying, confused since childhood. I’m addicted to the love I never had. I love the ones who don’t love me back. Im stuck in the pain of rejection- for years. I cry for months. Alone in darkness, silent without music. Music haunts my memories. On the outside I wear a smile and life goes on. I move quickly, work hard and keep going. No one knows how I feel inside. They laugh with me and say ‘you’ll be alright’. But at home I cry, all night. My dreams of love […]

4/5/2015 13 comments

My worst nightmares are coming true

by survival0302 4/4/2015

written by survival0302

I’m losing everything.

4/4/2015 13 comments

i need to know

by me1987 3/30/2015

written by me1987

I need to know if I should. I mean I know that everyone I know would be better off, logically this makes sense. I also know that just by asking I have my answer, but that’s not enough. I am, and have done, what most people would consider unforgiveable. I am not religious. I do believe in reincarnation and genuinly thinkin make a better go if it next time round. I think my eife, friends and family deserve to be able to live their lives without the hassle or having me in them. I especially believe my wife could find true happiness if I wasn’t […]

3/30/2015 1 comment

a last time confession

by meepmeep 3/25/2015

written by meepmeep

This is my last time writing this to someone because I’m ending myself. Nothing seems worth living for except a few things, which are not yet here with me. What are those things? Having my first child. Having my first relationship. Drinking coconut juice, very refreshing. Anyways, here is my pouring out thoughts of you: I still think about you every day. I’m quite sure it’s not the same for you. But I wouldn’t know. Though you could say I’m still in love with you, I don’t consider I am, in fact, I feel I’m near over you. ‘We loved with a love that was […]

3/25/2015 3 comments

It’s Never Over

by TheStonerWhoCould 3/22/2015

written by TheStonerWhoCould

3 years, 2 months and 10 days ago I tried to kill myself. Long story short I took a bunch of pills, wound up in the hospital and was saved. After a 6th months of pills, therapy I gave up on other people to solve my problem for me. I began the internal struggle of dealing with my depression and suicidal thoughts. Since then I have graduated high school, gone to college, and made many other advancements in my life. I guess you could say things were going well.

When I started college I joined the ROTC program because it had always been my dream serve my […]

3/22/2015 0 comment

‘friends’

by miss_sadness391 3/20/2015

written by miss_sadness391

I’m so fucking sick of being nice to people then gettin it thrown back in my face. I don’t actually have any true mates I swear all I am is nice to them and all that shit and then they throw it back in my face and don’t talk to me. Fuck everyone.

3/20/2015 8 comments

DA NA NA NA

by Skeleton100 3/18/2015

written by Skeleton100

Oh, and I’m passing for a boy now, as long as I don’t open my mouth. Fuck yeah. My brother’s friends call me Matt. Fuck yeah.

I finished my research paper.

I talked to a counselor about a LGBT support group.

I took my pill today.

My grandma hasn’t called up yet to drag my ass back to her house to rot in a pious censored environment.

For the first time in 14 years on this cracked polluted smelly grey earth, I’m myself.

If you think about it, everything on this earth is essentially shit, or at least some form of shit.

FUCK YEAH. SHOUT IT. 4 more years and I’m free […]

3/18/2015 0 comment

And this…is me.

by Agelki 3/18/2015

written by Agelki

My name is Sandra, i’m 17 years old. I’m a daugther, a sister, a granddaugther, a niece, a cousin. I love animals, rain and reading. I don’t have any true friends. I’m introverted, i’m silent, i don’t like talking, i’m always sick, i feel very weak, i love being alone, i hate crying, i have lost a lot of people that are important to me, i have never fully enjoyed life, i’m not a loving person and i don’t even understand what love is, i’m insecure, i’m a really anxious person, i’m quite self destructive, i always try to give people hope, though i […]

3/18/2015 4 comments

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