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Prevent You’re Own Happiness

by GTSuicide_6 1/17/2016

written by GTSuicide_6

About 50 minutes ago, I posted a question asking whether any of you intentionally cut off your friends, just to make yourself feel horrible, or to spare them.

(Its called, “Anyone Else: Loneliness.” in case any of you wanna give it a look at.)

I’ve been sitting here dreading every second, thinking about it.

And I remembered what I used to say to myself about it,

I used to think it was to prevent myself from happiness.

I don’t deserve a happy; This is all my fault.

Everyone’s problems? My fault. I can’t be happy because its not fair.

You know what I hate the most? Hearing people deny it, try to […]

1/17/2016 5 comments

before you try to kill yourself

by 200085 1/13/2016

written by 200085

Do you everthink what if i survive??

1/13/2016 10 comments

“There comes a time when you look into the mirror and you realize that what you see is all that you will ever be. And then you accept it. Or you kill yourself. Or you stop looking in mirrors.”

by Luke 1/10/2016

written by Luke

1/10/2016 5 comments

if you deserve to die, is it okay to kill yourself?

by blue22 1/7/2016

written by blue22

i’m a sick and fucked up person, i’m the kind of person i hate. i have spent years of my life doing disgusting and creepy things, and it’s messed with my brain. and i have deeply hurt my girlfriend, despite how much i love her.

i have had a lot of suicidal thoughts recently, but this is different. this is logical, not emotional. i have always believed that creeps like me are scum who deserve to die. so why should i let myself live? i am putting everything into changing and becoming a better person, but what if i can’t change? if this sick and disgusting […]

1/7/2016 7 comments

i fucking hate you, you piece of shit

by death bunny 1/5/2016

written by death bunny

don’t try to act like we’re pals. i don’t even know you. who the fuck do you think you are, waltzing into my life all of a sudden? you fucking stranger. you’re not welcome. i bet you think you bring redemption upon me. well it’s too fucking late for you. you were never around when i needed you. now you can politely go fuck yourself. don’t act like you’re a big shot. you’ve had your whole life to make everybody hate you. now suffer. and stay away from my new family or i’ll cut you to pieces i swear. i’ll fucking kill you.

1/5/2016 3 comments

Depression therapy

by nicole123 1/4/2016

written by nicole123

There are so many ways to help yourself other than stuffing your self with pills and seeing a therapist . I’ve never done either of those so I don’t really know what it’s like , but I have friends that tell me self therapy is so much better and that is ….

Art.

I’ve been recently starting calligraphy . It’s so interesting .. And hard . & it’s beautiful .

For Christmas my mom bought me a zen coloring book too . And it’s nice because I’m just paying attention to coloring in between the lines .

I think art is a good way to help yourself . It’s […]

1/4/2016 4 comments

It’s been too long.

by Kay-Kay 1/2/2016

written by Kay-Kay

How easy it is to feel badly. To let yourself go into that place

When you want so much, but have so little motivation.

You begin to blame yourself. Maybe others. Maybe a combination, that it began with them but now it’s just you.

And I should probably just be saying I, because it might not be relevant to you.

I can’t succeed. Most of me doesn’t want to, and everyday I tell myself today doesn’t matter, because tomorrow I will make myself not be here. I will make myself irrelevant. I will kill myself. But tomorrow comes, and I haven’t.

I’ve become addicted to procrastination. Sex. Love. […]

1/2/2016 1 comment

Dose any one ever say this to you

by 200085 12/28/2015

written by 200085

“If you really wanted to die you would be dead”, or “if they really wanted to kill yourself you would have done it another way”

12/28/2015 12 comments

Intermittent Joy

by anthropophobia 12/27/2015

written by anthropophobia

I am momentarily happy, made some good decisions, while also being a bit impulsive. Of course the impulsive is a negative thing, but I am generally deluded, so I think I have it under control. It’s a flaw in judgement and inhibition, as if the impulse center in my brain has grown rabid, viciously pursuing euphoric pleasure or joy. However, I find that I am very capable of redeveloping that self control, seems tonight taught me a lot of things.

I found out that living in a hedonistic capricious way is liberating, and it allows you to stifle the constricting grip of life’s hardship. The […]

12/27/2015 10 comments

by anonymous 12/25/2015

written by anonymous

Consider how hard it is to change yourself and you’ll understand what little chance you have in trying to change others.

12/25/2015 4 comments

by theresa_riot 12/24/2015

written by theresa_riot

Why does killing yourself have to be so hard? I mean methods. They’re so much work and I’m so tired anyway. Shouldn’t I have the right to die quickly and painlessly if I want to? Why does anyone else have the right to force me to stay alive? Why is every decision except this one considered sacred and inviolable? I’m allowed to do anything with my life besides end it. Why are DNRs only acceptable for some illnesses and not others?

12/24/2015 11 comments

Lose Yourself

by JiminyCrispies 12/20/2015

written by JiminyCrispies

Everyone often asks who the worst person to lose is. The answers vary, mostly dependent on your age. Usually it’s either a family member. Your mum, or dad, or some other person of blood relation. As you get older it would change to maybe a friend. And then to a significant other. Those are the three answers everyone gives. But I think the worst person to lose is yourself. You are the only one who truly knows yourself, you know everything, the ins and outs. What makes you tick, what the only thing is that can make you happy sometimes. You control who knows what […]

12/20/2015 2 comments

I was a lion… was.

by InhalingAnxiety 12/18/2015

written by InhalingAnxiety

I complain about my job all the time and I’m sorry. But today I came across some new things.

Today, I had access to Z’s computer. I looked through her IM’s between her and T and they’re all complaining about me or making fun of me.

12/18/2015 12 comments

“words of wisdom”

by bah 12/17/2015

written by bah

Since we’ve ALL made a lot of terrible mistakes, what advice or “words of wisdom” would you give to yourself if you could go back in time? or advice to someone else so they don’t make the same mistakes you did?

12/17/2015 25 comments

Nobody cares about me :'(

by bah 12/12/2015

written by bah

If I were to die right now, nobody I know (in real life) would give a shit. It’s hard to want to live when nobody cares about you and you think your life is worthless, that it’s not worth living. And even worse when you can’t fucking kill yourself either, so you’re forced to be alive and miserable.

And it’s hard not to be miserable and depressed when nobody cares about you.

Bah!

12/12/2015 5 comments

because love is insanity…

by alexia 12/10/2015

written by alexia

you are you and i am me.we could be us…it would be..how can i put this..brilliant would be an understatement.i lose myself in your details and i lose myself more when u tell me that “i love you is because i don t love you yet” . i ask you again..can you see yourself? can u observe yourself like i do? i don t know you…i mean come on…i don t know you but it s enough to hear you…to listen to how you laugh and speak..and to imagine the expression of your face..and i already know i like you. and jesus…i so like you.i […]

12/10/2015 0 comment

Sigh, I have no talent

by bah 12/4/2015

written by bah

Do watching YouTube videos make you happier or more depressed? When I watch these videos (not celebrities, mind you) but of “ordinary” people, I see so much talent- people who can sing, people who can dance, draw, play musical instruments, rap, beat-box, heck even people who speak well or people who know how to put on make-up to make themselves look like superstars (all those tutorials)! Maybe I should stop watching shows like American Idol and X-Factor…

When I look at myself, I don’t feel like I’m good at anything. I don’t have any talent. Ok, so I am relatively intelligent and I do have a […]

12/4/2015 5 comments

ANGER

by Take a Deep Breath 12/1/2015

written by Take a Deep Breath

Ok, so I read a bunch of posts to day and it seems like many of you are angry and are enjoying calling people assholes (haha I love it). People seem to think that it’s not ok to get angry… that it’s not ok to express your frustration at a situation or at some dickhead who is ruining your day for no apparent reason other than his dickheadedness. So, lemme say this: if you have a justafiable reason to be angry, LET IT OUT. Don’t try and suffocate your true feelings with rainbows and carebears; grab your bat, swing at some trees, scream some fantabulous […]

12/1/2015 19 comments

Consider This …

by odyssey 11/27/2015

written by odyssey

I speak to you as a victim of suicide. My mother and an uncle committed suicide.

There are many theories of death, but I will give you the most likely: It’s nothingness. Unconsciousness, as we know it, is that space between falling asleep and waking up. It’s what happens when you undergo surgery, or pass out. For a suicider, this is the most likely positive outcome. The suicider wants an end to the distress, and this appears to fit the bill.

But what if suicide carries with it consequences that are potentially worse? When the suicider makes the choice to squander the life given to him or her, who knows […]

11/27/2015 76 comments

I’m Afraid of Myself

by Gry 11/24/2015

written by Gry

It’s been months since I’ve had a truly good day, lots of okay days, thanks to my wife, but no days where I don’t think “You should end it. Today.”

Somewhere along the way, I picked up a coping method to keep myself alive: My “72 Hour” Rule. You’re going to kill yourself? Fine, but there’s a 72 hour waiting period. Do whatever. Plan it, buy supplies, make sure your affairs are in order, but you can’t kill yourself for 3 days. You’ve lived this long, what’s 3 more days? I’m not even saying you have to get out of bed – Just don’t die, that’s […]

11/24/2015 11 comments

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