one day for sure. i will. i will die at my own hands. Why shouldn’t we be able to pick when we want to die? I think we should. Its our owN life not someone elses. We wouldn’t be harming anyone. Only temporarily. I want to die so bad sometimes. I hate when people(teachers mostly for me) mention suicide and laugh about it and stuff. I Hate that. They shouldn’t be saying things that can hurt someone emotionally. I get affected by people who say certain things. Maybe its just because I have the desire to die and I’d actually consider myself suicidal. But I have never tried to kill myself. I don’t know if its supposed to mean anything. I don’t think it does. Other might think it does. I want to be free and weightless. I want to float and forget everything. I don’t want to matter anymore. I know that their is only one person who accepts me for how I am, what I do, how I act, who I’m friends with, what kinda clothes I have, ect. They will not judge me for the bad I’ve done. Now I’m just rambling bout things that have nothing to do with my primary thought to write this. Ima post it anyways. Haha.
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It’s the same for me especially the teacher part and I just feel all awkward in the end
they dont know what people in their class have gone through they dont know us. so they shouldnt be saying jokes about such serious matters. i find it disgusting.