Last night my dad went crazy at my mum for no apparent reason.  Its been going on for 15 years and its been haunting me all my life . My dad has anger problems (and also smokes weed) and because of this i am afraid of other people who do to so im afraid to talk to people.  Because of the argument my parents had last night i wanted to run away so my dad could realise that im not happy with the way hes acting but i couldnt run away cause i was too much as a pussey.  Im a very quiet person so i dont think of standing up for myself so now im thinking of cutting my self to see if it will ease the pain.
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Usually smoking weed makes you calm and not anger. Tell them both – equally that thier behavaior is a huge problem.
omg. The exact same thing happened to me. My dad has the worse anger problems ever and he just drinks a lot. and him and my mom got into a big arguement that scared me so much, at the time i didnt have my drivers license or car so i couldnt leave as much as i wanted to. So i just thought about cutting myself, then killing myself. and im a very queit person also and to scared to stand up for myself, i dont know if this made you feel better, but i know exactly how you feel. your not alone.
I advise you not to start harming yourself. It doesnt ease the pain. It seems like it does but then it wrecks your life even more. Its hard to stop.. I know lifes hard, but it will get better if you try :/