There is Hope; I know this

I have been struggling with self hatred and poor self esteem for most of my life. It is through a change in friends and family that I have surrounded myself with positive, truly amazing people. I didn’t think life could be lived happily. But it can. I used to cut on myself, I used to do drugs and drink, among many other self destructive behaviors. But it was through the death of my mother through which I know was suicide related, even through my family lists it as “undetermined” that a new path has been made for me. I am now a Christian, I am a Mom, a wife, and a friend. I know from experience the darkness of depression, rejection, and isolation. That is also how I know the greatness of light, acceptance, and a sense of belonging. God does not intend for us to be alone nor does he intend for us to suffer. Let me be an inspiration. Everyday is not perfect or even good, but the good outweighs the bad now. And it’s amazing. Please let me talk with you and let me try to help with you where I didn’t get the chance with my Mom. ** Manda