I fuked up. About a year and a half ago I became addicted to painkillers I’ve been on suboxone for the past 6 month’s my wife found the suboxone pills about 4 months ago so I came clean and she left me and took my 1yr old daughter with her and is using my past drug problem against me to get custody and prevent me from regularly seeing my daughter I also got caught shoplifting about a month ago and during my addiction I used my corporate credit card for work to take cash advances to pay for my pills work found out fired me and may take legal action I could go to prision for grand left or embezzlement. This is the first time I have have ever told anyone about this. I want to die but I’m.scared what it will do to my daughter my parents and sibilings my friends but I cant go to jail I would rather die first. Its just so much had happened to me these past few months I dont know where to turn. I know if I said something everyone would think I’m crazy and tell me not to do it put me in a hospital or something so I battle these demons myself every day going to interviews faking that I’m happy but inside I’m already dead the strong smart confiedent guy I once was is gone I believe for good . Life sucks and
I just cant take living life in fear of the cops kn
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Knocking on my door taking me away and taking away my choice to end it on my terms in my way instead of being locked up with people who want to kill and rape me I mean I’m a 30 her old boy who wouldn’t survive a day in jail and probably be killed and raped tortured and go out in pain and embarrassment I just cant take all the fear……………..I FUKED UP……………
Yes, it all makes sense.
I’m not sure what you should do about it. I hope it all works out as well as possible for you and especially your daughter.
If you are already going to go to jail might as well think of a plan now and find a way to get out of the area.
Because think about it, If you get a long sentence you are fucked. Also lets say you go to jail and manage to break out, you are just in the same position of being chased as you would be now running. Might as well skip the jail step.
Get a lawyer.
Fight your employer.
HR should have helped you with the drug problem, which may have been partially caused by work stress.
It’s not over till you give up.
Don’t give up.
Fight them.
Life sucks help me please
The worse part is for the first time in my life I just can’t see my future almost like it ends soon I just cant seem to see myself in a year or two all becouse I fuked up and took those little white pills.