i miss you.

u say u love me more then ur life
u say im the girl u will eventually mary
u say u will never forget me
u say im the best gf u have eva had
u say how strong ur love for me is
u say im beautiful
u say u would do anything for me
til u decided im worth nothing cuz now i got my phone and ipod taken away 4ever u want NOTHING to do with me. u say if we cant text or call there is no point in making an effort.
WHY did u say all those things that made me so happy. then crush me. im so hurt. if were done can u just fucking e-mail me and say it. so im not guessing for days on end what the fuck happened. u were the best bf ever u made it seem u were with me even though ur miles away. i love u and still do. i cant let ugothis time i lost u 4 other times and got over u but that was before i became ur gf now u wont talk just cuz i got in trouble the last thing i told u was i love u and since then over a month of silence. why? cuz ur words meant nothing. if i was a real ***** id come over just to beat the fuck outa u for the way u hurt me in the final end. but im not a ***** i take that chance to work things out. i miss u. but u have made it clear u r like every other guy. u dont care. and i dont want to either. but i miss u 2 much. i love u.