I know how some people wanna be skinny and thin but I don’t. I’m 15 years old and don’t have an eating disorder i’m just VERY skinny. I hate it I get made fun of a lot and get called chicken legs or twig. People make fun of me and say i’m anorexic. When I go to get clothes I can find anything that fits me. Also lately Ive been lonely my friends ignore me and don’t talk to me for reasons I don’t know. Ive been thinking about cutting and suicide lately. I always think about if I did die no one would miss me or notice. I just want to be loved and be comfortable on how I look.
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Hey.. nobody is perfect here… you are unique so you dont need to worry about stupid comments anyone makes… You must be very beautiful at heart that i am sure of… Never talk about dying or giving up because we are here and we care if nobody else does… comfort and love are two things you will get more than you ask for at SP…. so be carefree say what comes to your mind, relax and you will be fine… 🙂
It’s funny how I’m the same exact way but the exact opposite. I feel huge and gross, mostly because I’ve been made fun of and I believe it. It hurts more than anything. I don’t leave my house because I don’t wanna be seen. I feel your pain. I try to diet but I have no motivation, I’m pathetic. But for you, maybe you should see a doctor and he’ll/she’ll help you gain weight, if so.
I don’t know if you’re a boy or girl … but I experienced the same thing through high school … I was so skinny that when I went to join the military they rejected me for being UNDERweight … i eventually gained enough weight to get in after my 3rd attempt… but I PROMISE you – hang in there and people will come to envy your shape/size when you’re 20-25 yrs old because they will be fighting to keep their weight down and you will be able to eat as much of whatever you like and never gain an ounce – let them have their fun now – ignore them (i know, it’s hard) but when your body finishes maturing you will end up with a shape/size that many people will be jealous of.
not only was I rail thin – but I also grew tall like a weed – i either had pants that were huge in the waist or pants that were too short for my legs – every day someone would say “Hey, you waiting for a flood?’
stay strong, stay healthy – your time is coming and you’ll knock em dead 🙂
skinny dawg
I have to agree with Dawg, what seems like a curse now will turn into an asset well into your adult years. As a 51 year old male I can’t tell you how few and far between are females that don’t have some weight issue. I like to go to dinner with a woman that can eat anything she wants without sitting there and picking at a salad.
I can relate to this quite a lot. If you want you can email me (don’t feel obliged to though). I care and I won’t leave you (I’m so cheesy)- darnleystuart97@gmail.com