So I made the noose today and hung it in my outside storage. So whenever I’m ready and I feel the urge… I’ve been cutting and purging for the last few days… it seems to help for a moment but not completely. I’ve been in the hospital twice and I go to therapy wkly and am on an antidepressant but I don’t remember a time when my depression and thoughts have honestly been this bad. I dunno how to control my emotions… I’ve been diagnoised with borderlin personality disorder and am very embarressed by what I’m going thru. I dunno if it will be tonite, tomorrow, this weekend, next week but I don’t believe it will be very much longer and ill be gone.
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Its sad to ear such, but its understandable, BPD, depression, therapy itmight help, although i dont put much faith into that, what i want to say is, you have alot to cop with and i believe its really hard to bear it, but we need to be strong, thats why we are all here, to suport each other.
i dont think suicide is the solution, but you dont find any other way, nor anything to live for…