Its me…..i’ve still been cutting….i’ve been cutting for 3 years now. And i cant stop. I dont know how to get help and i don’t know how to tell my parents. they found out before and supposedly am a lot better but i never really felt that way. Or maybe i did feel better but i can’t let go of my past and i never stopped cutting. I dont cut in my wrists anymore cause my mom got really mad at me the last time she saw it….she hasn’t been very understanding but then again i know its hard for a my mom to see her child hurt herself. I just need someone so bad, i cant talk to anyone cause i feel like a failure like a fraud. I lied to my parents saying i stopped….but what else was i going to say…that i am still doing it? they would get so mad at me. I just dont know what to do. Its been like this for 3 years. I’m only 14 and i tried to suicide twice already……i just dont know how to ask for help. I still cry a lot…..all the time….at night or in the shower, i make sure hey cant see me. I dont want them to see me down again, to make them think i’m not good enough for them. I just can’t stop, its not in my control anymore, its like i’m addicted to it, when i feel a little bit down or i feel bad i do it….and just need someone. I need to tell my parents but i dont know how…..am scared of how they’ll react again. PLEASE anyone that can help me talk to them please tell me how. :'(
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I’m a little older then you but have been seriously cutting for a couple of years mixed with a couple of nearly completed suicide attempts I just wanted to tell you I know how it feels not to be able to stop it is an addiction, I really hate seeing someone dealing with what I go through just know there are literally tons of people like you out there thinking the same one including me if you ever need to talk (haven’t we all heard that enough) but yea
Stay cool
Oh I also wanted to say something about parents mine know I used to but haven’t seen any of my more recent ones, I probably won’t tell them ever I just wear a lot of bracelets it sucks hiding when you’re in your own house but it’s the price we pay cause its not understood
And once again stay cool (I know ya will)
Oh I also wanted to say something about parents mine know I used to but haven’t seen any of my more recent ones, I probably won’t tell them ever I just wear a lot of bracelets it sucks hiding when you’re in your own house but it’s the price we pay cause its not understood
And once again stay cool (I know ya will)
Yeah thanks. I’m also hiding it, i mean even though i want my parents to know i just think its best they dont know. Its great to know there someone in such a similar place. So yeah i would love to talk. i’m kinda new at this so tell me how. haha thankss.
Hey i know what you are going through. You are just 14. Remember you have a great life ahead of you. when you feel down or if your having a bad day, rather than hurting yourself try to listen to some music or write how you feel down onto some paper, this will help as your putting your feelings out.