I’ve made so many mistakes. I’m only fifteen, turning sixteen next month and I’ve done so many horrible things. I don’t like to leave my house because I’m not sure who I’ll see and what they think of me. I’ve gone to bars and gotten drunk making a fool out of myself, tried to pick up strangers and people who know me and my family, I’ve done drugs and had sex for money, and to top it all off I got pregnant and got an abortion two weeks ago. I was only six weeks along but I feel so sad whenever I think about it. I have a constant feeling of guilt and depression and embarassment. I want to die. I will never have a normal healthy life. I wish that I could start over in a new life, but I know I can’t. That’s why I want to kill myself. I don’t know how I’m going to do it, but I’ve been thinking about swallowing my medicine cabinet or something like that. I hate feeling like this and I just want it all to end.