i finally asked the question lurking in my heart for weeks since our break up.. since the moment he asked me out. I asked his best friend.. ” he only wants me for sex.. doesnt he?..”
cody: yes but dont tell him i told you this.. he likes six other girls and when you didnt put out he broke it off im so sorry.. just forget about him please.
Rape victim and now played by the guy i loved most. I’m only a sex object. Thats all people see of me. Pretty face big boobs, low self esteem, and easy tool.
Isn’t it lovely, even when they know your in pain, they see the scars that litter your body they play with your heart one more time.
I thought i was special all the words he said to me.. he said them to every other god damn girl too! I’m not special. I give up on love. It only fucks me over. Makes the pain in my heart deeper. Harder to heal. Im sick of trying to eel better.
I only fall deeper in the end..
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alot of men are like that… just move on.
I’m sorry, even as a guy I can say most guys can be complete pricks. Truth is, there are a lot of pricks in the world that will do these things to you for their own needs and sick desires. I’ve given up on love, and honestly, there are times you may regret as a result. But I’m not telling you anything you don’t know already, am I?
Whoa I feel like I’ve seen you before (In person ofcourse)
Don’t worry tho,I don’t wanna know and scare you off the SP just cause we’ve seen each other before or atleast I’ve seen you and now I know the real you.
If you are who I think you are (I don’t know your name,I’ve just seen you around school,If that Is you) then don’t worry,your secret Is safe with me!
well you should just move on. there’s a lot of things out of the box. just try to grab those. life will be definitely cheerful. best of luck for the next time.
Hey, I’m really sorry to hear about your situation. I am also a victim of rape and have felt like I am just an object for sex. But, you’re so much more than that, trust me. Don’t let it get you down. You are so much more than that. Sad to say but, people will and do take advantage of those who are in your position, you’re vulnerable and an easy target for “love” and they’ll leech onto that every chance they get. That’s their loss though, not yours. You’re much more than an object for sex. Believe in yourself and don’t give up. Hope this helped. <3
marybeth is right.
only one person in the world you can count on and that is you. fuck the rest of them. NO guys or girls can be trusted. I say nuke the whole fucking world and start over.
wait you go to rouse highschool. o.o holy fuck.
Hey lifeishorrible can you message me i wanna know who you are or if you actually go to school with me.. lol sorry i kinda like to know who knows about my life..
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