It’s been some time since I’ve posted on here, because I really haven’t had much to say. Things had been normal & for the most part everything was cool, I was beginning to be able to handle myself… Then I lost it. Yesterday I literally tore apart my room, balled my eyes out & cut. I cut in a visible place (which makes it worse for me) & it sucks. Ppl have been noticing and since my cat recently passed I can’t use the cat excuse anymore. Idk I just had to get this out… I wish I knew what made me temporarily lose my mind, any ideas??
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Hi. I remember when you used to post before. I’m sorry to hear that you destroyed your room and cut yourself up pretty badly. But have you ever been assessed by a psychologist? You could have bipolar disorder and that was a ‘low’ moment? Did you have any control as to what you were doing?
@Dave_N Thanks, I haven’t been assessed & I don’t honestly remember having any control, but I also barely remember doing it. I wasn’t on anything either, I know it’s a typical assumption.