i think i went over a month without cutting. now i’ve done it nearly every day for 5 days. My head hurts, my mouth hurts, my throat hurts… i think i’m just forcing myself to live until my next shrink appointment. is that the way my life is going to go? making myself resist suicide until the next month’s appointment? i’m such a loser. i have so much cleaning to do, so much happiness to fake. stuck between wanting to eat and wanting to starve, but wanting and doing are two different things. i will always eat, because food is all i’ve really got.
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I’m proud of you for staying strong until your next appointment. Hopefully your shrink wil help you through this tough time and I’m positive this is why you are resisting suicide. Well I think that you want for everything to get better and you know the shrink will help you. Yes or no?
But something else, I really hope you know you don’t have to hurt yourself to release emotions. Is that why you cut? Well I couldn’t possibly know. But whatever it is, you can do so much other things instead of cutting. Check out this blog. It helps those who cut in general. (insteadofcutting.tumblr.com) Feel free to talk to the people there. 🙂
Please remember that I’m always here and so is everyone else on this site. We’re here for you. Stay strong and hold on hope! 🙂