Hey guys my names Scott and I’m 12
heres my story
It started  half way through year 5  I just moved schools and I didn’t fit it I was different
im now in year 8 and I have bottled it all up my anger my stress and my depression I havent told anyone recently I have had a lot extra stress and then someone said to me that my dad was a **** (my dad died when I was 3 months old) I had cut a littthe before that but after that when I got home I cut my self a lot (I now currently have 24 cuts on my arm) and Im going to cut deeper soon but soon I’m also gonna end it i will slit my wrists and die at home but Im fighting to stray alive for my mum becuase I don’t know how she would take losing me after losing my dad (it’s only been me and my mum at my house for nearly 13 years ) but I’m not going to last much longer suicide is all I have thought about I will stay around for a few weeks then will end it i have accepted that ill never be what i want to be when Im older
thanks
scott
bye
6 comments
that kid that called your dad a ****, why are you willing to cut yourself over him? he is an asshole, honestly i really try not to care what anyone else thinks of me, if they say something mean to me, so what? they don’t know me at all, when you give them a reaction that’s when they win. keep your head up scott.
I was just that I had got so depressed and he had also caused me to lose my key to my house
He was also my friend before that happened and then a day after he was pretending that it never happened and was continually begging or asking or pleading for me to become he best friend again
He also knew about my dad
well then ya in that case, i would probly react close to what you did, there are just so many bad people in the world you have to be careful who you let close to you, you should cut him out of your life
We were friends for a long time I just am so depressed and I’ve started cutting my self again