I’ve been that one guy who sits alone in the back of the class the guy who sits alone st lunch and why? Well the answer is obvious everyone hates me. Everytime I try to talk to someone I get this strong feeling they don’t want to be around me then again who would I’m a complete waste of space I’m only on this damn blog so my friend the only person who cares will know that I’m alright honestly I’m sick of being everyone’s punching bag it dosent matter where I’m at some asshole will open his mouth then everyone’s saying something about me and I’m tired of it I’m sick of fake friends fake people all that crap of you don’t like me nobody’s asking you to the thing I would ask is you don’t fuck with me or my emotion if you don’t like me how I dress how I look or who I am simply say do and be on your way I don’t know why I bother typing this I never get to be around people ever I’m always on my room I used to enjoy it but I’m sick of it but everyone around where I live would take a baseball bat to my face and when someone wants to visit me (they must be high as hell to want to) my family always tell me they can’t visit me and I can’t visit them I guess the reason why I’m typing all this is because I need someone
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That’s not a great intro to your final plea. You wouldn’t make a good salesman! A suggestion would be to sell yourself, pump it up, tell what makes you a great person to be with. Maybe use the same words but switch it around and leave out some stuff…like; “I’m the guy sitting alone in the back of the class because everyone is jealous of me. Every time I talk to someone I get this strong feeling they really want to be me. Ha, tough luck there’s only ONE of me and I’m it. People try to use me as a punching bag, but they can’t even touch me cause I shine like silver, sparkle like gold.”
Maybe you don’t feel these words, but the old saying…fake it till you make it. Then someone will need you.
Just a suggestion.
When someone “needs me” it’s either for money or someone’s bored and decides to mess with my feeling and emotions
It’s okay dude, all the loners are the cool kids cx I mean, I tend to keep to myself, but that’s by my choice and uh, I’m like the coolest kid in school.
Just kidding.
I’m a dork and popular kids think I’m weird. But honestly, I’ve faked a good portion of my life to get what little friends I have. I do keep to myself, but for other people it ‘isn’t natural’ and then they won’t leave me alone. I know what it’s like to need someone though. I spent my entire Elementary/Middle school career being alone and hated and made fun of because I’m the ‘different kid’. High school thus far has been about plastering my fake smile across my lips and acting like everything is fine. Email me if you need to talk dude.
frejashinepaws@gmail.com
I hear ya, Theonewhocantendit… I get contact when people are having a bad weather day and need something. Once their cloud disappears, so do they.
“Friends” who are only around when in need to talk to someone or assistance are the ones I learned to simply drop.
Over the years I stopped caring and when some of them asked why I changed my attitude, my reply is always “I don’t care about people who give a crap about me”.
One good friend compensates the rest of the douches around you. Don’t mind being popular or not, or having many people to talk to or not.
Care for that one friend that is beside you and care whether you are alright or not.
Are you in high school?
Drop out. Get your GED. Get a basic job and save some money. Go to a college where you dorm in a different town. You’ll get a fresh start and be able to be yourself and not be judged so harshly.
idk, that’s what I did, and it worked out…
But, consider therapy too. Because you sound super down on yourself. And if you’re not into yourself, no one else will be either…
Im sorry bro, same happened to me. I hope you find a way to get friends and socialize, maybe a girlfriend hm?
I have one and she makes me feel like I could slit my wrists infront of her and she’d do nothing to save me