Almost a year, time is passing and I’m stuck here waiting for I-dunno-what to accomplish my plan.
Months , crying, hurting myself, blaming myself, feelin’ sorry for myself, suffering for the choices I’ve made, suffering for the things I’ve done and hating every fuckin’ part of me.
There are things in my life I can’t change, I refuse to deal with that.I’m NOT STRONG ENOUGH, and there’s nothing wrong with that, IT’S OK GIVING UP SOMETIMES!.
It’s ok.
I just gave up, just gave up.
Planned my suicide, everything is settled down, I’ve got what I needed, I’m supposed to kill myself last month, but I’m simply here doing nothing.
Am I giving up on giving up?
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If only other people were capable of realizing when a cause is hopeless and would let you give up too.
The Japanese had the right idea, even if they concerned themselves with something as immaterial as honor.
Yo dawg,
We heard you like giving up? So we put some give up in your give up so you can give up while you give up.
How muck give do’st thou give unto thee? Like…sister, do’st thou even giveth unto thee?
You planned your suicide? Captain Murphy does not approve, he’ll find a way to fuck up your plans. You need to be spontaneous or incrediblu…blue…fuck, something awesome anyway.
You’re giving up on giving up? You gotta give it up to get DOWN sister…so go on…boogie yo ass away. Good times a must, ahead they are.
I’m with all you’ve said…It is OK to give up! I wish I lived in America I would blow my fucking brains out…
Are you giving up on giving up?
That’s the way it appears to me.
I gave up for a while too – sometimes you just can’t do it.
Thankfully I drifted away from self-harm and instead have occupied a place of self-indulgence. Maybe try that? You know, be super fucking lazy and just do shit that you’re into and fuck all responsibility and everyone else. I mean, if you’re ready to die, who care about the consequences of eating junkfood, smoking weed, and watching WWE all day?
What I’m suggesting is far from an answer, but it’s a different transitional-depression, imo.