I’m really just tired of living… I constantly mess things up, I have no motivation anymore the only reason I’m still alive is because of music but now a days that doesn’t even help. I’m a constant disappointment to my parents… I’m three years ahead of my actual grade in school. And it’s still not enough. My mother thinks I’m a disappointment just because I listen to rock music and she’s constantly saying how I’m her mess up. I just simply don’t care about life anymore. And I know it would be cruel to my friends and family to do this but it’s the only way to make everything just stop. -I’m coming down___ 5fdp
If my parents see this well I’m sorry… I’m sorry I wasn’t good enough and I’m sorry to my siblings. And I’m sorry to my best friend who I’m leaving behind.
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I know how it is to have parents that are constantly unhappy with you.
Fuck them. You’re incredibly intelligent, and you’re not a mistake or a disappointment.
I hope you can get away from your parents, and realize that just because they belittle you, doesn’t meant you’re worthless. It means they are small, cruel people.
If you need to talk, email me: neverendingthoughts@outlook.com.
Yeah it sounds to me like you are a really great person but with just the wrong parents. I was like that too. then I left them when I figured out they had messed me up and I went into the world and made a life for myself and it was the best thing I ever did.
You dont have to stay around abusive people. Make plans to go stay with some other folks then try to set up a life without your parents. You have a lot to live for. We cant choose our parents but we can make other choices with our lives. make some changes.
head out for a better life. there are people who would help you too.
my mom told me she wished she never had me when i got pregnant. said i was a huge regret of hers and to this day she hasnt taken it back. thing is. i wasnt living with her. i was visiting for christmas. i wasnt asking for money or anything like that. must’ve been a looming thought that she had to get out
point is.. fuck em’
if i sat there and cried about every negative thing my parents have ever said to me, i’d have drowned long ago
this isnt the end and you know it
My heart aches for you all!!! I love my boys so much I can’t imagine ever telling them something like that. I wish I could reach out and hug you. I can’t so I will just say this: You matter! The best thing you could possibly do is to get away from them and just live well. Prove to yourself (the parents don’t matter) that you are NOT a disappointment and love life so much that when others see you they love it too <3
Dude, your mom is an asshole. She’s just mad that you’re better than her. Run away and get put in juvi, it would be better that living with that.