I have felt this way for a week now. I just don’t want to be here anymore. I have been depressed for 5 plus years. The reason is I have a very sick parent and they are getting worse. But. Then this girl came into my life and everything finally seemed to go up for me. I was happy again. I never thought I would feel that way again. I had someone for the first time in my life I could trust and talk to about everything. I could be myself around her and even show my real me and cry. She’s my everything and my best friend. Well I am losing her 🙁 I have now pushed her away. And she is getting sick of me. I feel if she’s gone I am going to kill myself. Yesterday I almost did and was at the point of doing it. Until she called me. But now today she said to leave her alone and not talk. I don’t know what to do anymore. I have no one to talk to and I feel I should just end it now.
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And I have so much more going on in my life but I can’t sit here and explain all of it
Hoping for you that things work out for the two of you.
It won’t I am about to give up now. But thanks
Don’t push her away but don’t chase after her. Let her come to you. Hang in there. In everyone’s life, they go through the darkest of hours and the most difficult challenges life throws at them. Don’t give up, never give up. Always remember that there are people in this world that care about you.
No one cares about me
^^^ these are actually real people and they care, trust me cuz they don’t have to say anything positive at all.
Take a breath my friend, and have some confidence in yourself wether you want to or not.. That’s what I do! Try it!
I have tried for days. I am at the point where I have no emotion
You don’t have to feel anything. You just need to know that there are people that care about you and the obstacles you’re going through. I know to you it may just sound like bullshit but I am serious. The people here, me, we care.
I know but still I wouldn’t have to suffer or be hurt anymore
Please dont give up. I know how you feel. I know it hurts right now but it will pass.
I don’t think it ever will
I have been at the end of my rope so many times I have lost count. Just about there right now. The thing is I know the pain will ease with time. Yours will too. I know at the moment it dose not feel like it.
Dont give up ok.