Help

I am so tired. I feel like I haven’t slept in days. I haven’t slept in days I keep having bad dreams. My friend died a month ago, it and I keep dreaming that she died again, and wake up crying. I can’t talk to anybody. I told my sister that I had lost 10 pounds in two weeks, and she said congratulations. 🙂 But, it’s not just my friend dying. It started before that. I keep crying throughout the day. I’m supposed to be happy and friendly and helpful, but I keep having meltdowns at work. I feel ridiculous, I feel like a failure. My family are all engineers, and I haven’t even finished college. I’m not someone that people like to be around. I’m tired all the time. Why would I want to live like this? If I talk to anybody, they’ll think I’m an idiot. I need to know what to do!00 I can’t make this better.