Hi there I am 19 years of age I have suffered from depression since I was younger then 10 but I always could turn to my dad always knew what to do but he died when I was 11 and I just went worse ever since I have tried to kill my self countless times and so has others I’m hated by everyone including my family I should of died I have over dosed at 13 ended up in hospital kidney trouble I have cut my self tried to slit my neck few months after got caught knife got taken I tried hanging myself some seen me n cut the noose up walked in to a burning building at 15 still got the scars and stayed in there passed out ended up getting saved great I have been beaten didn’t work shot at didn’t work and now everyone would think I was fine but its got even worse I even got struck by lightning afew weeks ago fort I was in luck but it hasn’t worked y don’t nothing work what am I to do
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I’m not very religious, but if everything youre saying is true, then it seems that a higher power must have a very specific and important purpose for you. And before you chalk it up to torture or punishment fromGod, ill have to disagree. Unless you are Stalin or Bundy reincarnated… umm… are you?
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Umm, you’re severely testing my credulity, especially when you got to the struck by lightning part…
There are people who love you, Roman gods believed humans were born with double of every feature, 4 legs, 4 arms etc. They split us in half and placed on earth to be reconnected. Someone will love past the scars, fear, darkness, and find someone worth their time. Someone loves you. You just have to find them. Go down a different road. A road that leads to an adventure. Work hard and travel the world. Show everyone that’s ever hated you wrong.
Keep fighting