Sometimes I feel like killing myself. Other times I feel like my life is perfect and nothing can ever hurt me, but that’s usually just when I’m with my boyfriend. All I know is that no matter what I feel, I always feel like cutting. I guess you could call it an addiction, but it’s kinda just my way of life now. I can’t stop, and if I’m being honest with myself, I’m not sure if I even want to. It’s like breathing to me. If my thoughts begin to overtake my mind, I cut myself and everything gets okay again. I just want to know if there are others like me out there, people who cut themselves, because I hate being alone.
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i cut myself to and your blessed to have a boyfriend you feel good around.ive never had anyone to feel good around.I hate the stupid saying you got to love yourself before somebody else.I dont love myself so now what i do.that saying leaves people mixed up.just thought i should post and say you should be greatful.You are better off than other people on here despite suicide thoughts
Thank you, and I am very grateful for him. He’s saved me from commuting suicide and I don’t deserve anyone like him. I wish that others had someone they could trust.
I feel your pain. The last time I cut was almost nine months ago. Which is awesome for me. But now that summer is right around the corner. I find myself being more self conscious about the scars on my arms. I feel like no one will understand, or won’t try to. It’s just so hard being judged before getting to know me.. I’ve been isolating more and it’s really messing with my head..
I’ve been worrying about the scars too. I’ve got them all over my thighs and I don’t know how I’ll manage a swimsuit.
i just cut tonight, haven’t in a long time but i only do it when there is nothing else.
i used to not care at all and cut where it feels best… right on the underside of the forearms, but now i cut near my armpit, where no one really looks unless you’re lifting up your arms, and even then you can just wear a long tshirt etc
ive never cut my thighs… but i’m guessing you could cover the scars w/ makeup? which would obviously wash off in water.. idk, shorts?
recently ive become somewhat more ok with either telling ppl to fuck off for asking, or telling ppl i trust about the scars. maybe you will, too?
but seriously don’t worry because you are definitely not alone
I hate hearing when others cut. Some part of me feels like I should be the only one who should, but I know that can’t be true. I just wish there was another way…