I feel there no purpose to life. I wake up everyday to live n repeat the same things over and over. No matter how hard i try i am a failure in everyone eyes so why should i live? Everyday for past 2 years i think of different way to end my life i never do it but I finally think its time it doesnt seem stupid anymore it seem like the best choice. No one has to deal with me anymore. I dont have to keep fucking up other peoples lifes. I see no future i hate myself everyone hates me. I ask myself hundreds of times a day whats the purpose of life? There is no purpose so why live? Why exist? Why continue to feel soo much pain for no reason no purpose? I think im ready to finally end my pain and suffering.
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I won’t claim to know your situation better than you, but in regard to your point of feeling there is no purpose to your life, I will ask: do you have a desired purpose or life goal? Sometimes having an objective to reach can make our lives feel more meaningful.
The fact that you believe you harm other people’s lives and feel guilt for it suggests that you are a decent person, so I don’t think you should hate yourself. If there are things you do not like about who you are, I’m sure there are steps you can take to change them. Best wishes.
L4Y
(L4Y@cogeco.ca)