Tired of living in this world

I’am tired of everything, of the night, of the day, of myself, of other people, of things that I have to do, I just wanna end my life, but I fear the pain, I want to find a way to die at minimum pain, I find that there’s nothing in this world that interests my anymore, I’ve seen much things if not all, anyway inside my(in my soul) I feel a void, an emptyness, I can’t feel emoutions anymore, I feel like a zombie, I don’t understand what I’am doing here on this planet earth, I think that it was an error that I was borned, or is this planet earth a prison for those who sinned in the previous life, I don’t know what I’am gonna do in my future, I don’t bring happiness to other people, the only thing that people may appreciate me is for the work I do for them, this world is not for the soul, but for the material wealth, this is a physical world shit…  thats all, I don’t need money anymore, cause its nothing, neither God or the Devil itself answers my prays, I’am lost…