I’m a piece of shit. All I do is manipulate people, all day, all the time. It’s so easy to get people to do exactly what you want. Working in sales, getting promoted at work, constantly getting people to lend me money, favors, it’s way too easy. I really needed money the other day so I told myself I would get this chick that likes me at work to offer me the money without even asking, it worked, and I walked home laughing about it. I don’t have the emotions I used to, it’s fuckn weird. Getting chicks into bed is probably the easiest. It’s fucked up. Men are attracted by what they see, women by what they hear. It’s easy to take advantage of both.
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Don’t make it into habit dude, it’ll consume you eventually. It’s hard but you must have your own conscience to choose which one that’s right to do.
Take care ya.
Thank you. Appreciate the advice.
Well aren’t you clever! I met a friend (use that term loosely now) who played that game with me. I gave her money, time, a job, a compassionate ear to vent her junk…in return, when she realized she had gotten as much as she was going to get from me she disconnected instantly and left me feeling used, abused and hurt. It’s been two years now since I’ve seen or spoken with this demon. Not a day goes by that I don’t find myself in turmoil, angst, battling depression over her. Yes, yes, my fault cause I allowed it to happen. I’m the one who fell for it. My own stupidity. Never again! There are people who come into your life that lift you up and those that kick you down. Sometimes the ones that kick you in the groin have the most to teach you. She taught me a hard lesson. But, Hey…good luck with your game. Hope you get what you’re looking for.
I’m sorry. I do still feel bad about things but It’s like I just don’t care enough. It makes me feel bad, that I only feel bad, because I feel bad……lol does that make sense? A circle of selfishness. Haha.
“You reap what you sow.”
If any of what you’ve done is why you have ended up here, maybe treating other people better will leave you feeling better.
“Treat others as you would have them treat you.”
A life of heavy drug use has me where I’m at. I come here when i’m bored or high.And I’m more mentally healthy/stable than I have been in years. My career, and personal relationships have never been better, and my drug use is at an all time low. But I do realize that by causing negativity I’m attracting it right back to me.
Well, I am glad you aren’t suffering or in pain, but I wish you wouldn’t leave a wake of pain in those you meet. I don’t want it to sound like I’m judging you. I’m just concerned for the people you’ve affected.
(Like I said in another post: “The Sociopath Project”.)
I know personally how easy it can be to influence people one way or the other, but it doesn’t make it the right thing to do. Wouldn’t you feel angry or betrayed if someone screwed YOU over? Don’t give people false impressions. It’s best to be upfront in your expectations, and in what others can expect from you. You’re playing with fire by playing others. Someone will figure out what you’re doing one day, and your world will come crashing down around you. Probably best to change before then, no? People deserve better than to be lead on by ‘con artists’.
Didn’t really want to ask you this publicly but I can’t find a way to email you. How do you get chicks into bed that easily? I could use a crash course on that.
Really? :/ Sigh…
Sorry, I don’t mean to be a jerk. I just found out a friend of mine was raped and it so happens that yours was the first comment made since that.
I guess I also just don’t see why getting laid is so important to people. I mean, I have drives and urges too but being so lonely, I’d be glad to just be loved and held. I guess what it comes down is it’s more important to me to have one woman to love a lot than being able to have a lot of women to make love to, but I suppose what is important to me is not what is imporrtant to everyone and I shouldn’t judge you for that.
Man I wish I didn’t have so many chicks tryin to sleep with me. It disgusts me that that’s the only thing people care about. I have a very very low libido due to drugs, which makes it more of a hassle……But I will say that it’s all about reading people. What do they want to hear, how do they want you to act, think about how your actions will effect their thought process. There’s nothing evil about it cause if you do it right, you’re giving them exactly what they want.
No problem cope. I read the post about your friend being raped. It’s not that I even want a lot of women. Right now I would settle for one. I used to go to bars and it would be hit and miss. Sometimes I’d bring someone home with me but that hasn’t happened in a long time. I seem to have hit this karmic wall that won’t allow me to hook up with anyone. I actually value solitude so I don’t want a regular relationship but I don’t want to be alone 24/7 either. Occasionally I see guys making a post saying they’re tired of just going out to clubs and bringing women home. And I’m thinking lol you can send one my way.
Come on, I read comments here saying basically what goes around comes around. Please, I don’t know what reality they live, but the world is for the smartasses and they only fail when they make a wrong choice, like in stocks. but it doesnt mean they’ll break down. people are constantly being used because they’re lonely and an inch of interest makes them feel important to someone. Unfortunately (for them) there are people like you that learned how to take advantage of that.
This is not a criticism, it’s only a comment.
Manipulating people is our human way of life, so I wouldn’t feel too bad FF. Although it doesn’t sound like you feel “bad” so much as “fucked up” (big difference).
I catch heat all the time because I don’t act sad when I hear about an airplane crashing or a tsunami wiping out a village. It’s not that want any of that to happen, I just lack the emotions that others have. I think that’s sorta like what you’re describing. You’ve lost all empathy for others, so you don’t see a problem with using them like chess pieces.
That’s actually great power. If you think of all the successful business owners, world leaders and billionaires, that’s something they all seem to have in common. So maybe you could focus on a goal and use your super powers to achieve it? Haha Who knows you might end up doing something good for the world…
Thank you all for the comments. You all have given me alot to think about. I would like to state though that I don’t think I hurt people, I don’t just use them then throw them away or screw them over. I pay people back, and spend time with them. As far as I can see I’m giving them what they want, my attention and involvement in my life. That is a conceited thing to say, but I feel it’s 100% true. I can guarantee no one hates me or feels used, yet.