I’m 20 years old. I’ve been tortured for so long now. I cut all alone my arm vertically but they stitched it up. I overdosed on medication but they took out the poison. I need something painless and quick but I live with my girlfriend and don’t want to have any evidence of my future plans. ideas?
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Feeling bad for me too. So I can’t give any good advice. Hold on.
You need to get help to get better. You need goals. If a doctor took their time to save your life than that should have been the first indication that you are being watched over. You are only torturing the ones around you, validating only how you feel. Imagine living life as the ones who try and help you out but you don’t want to recover.
If you really want out.. run away and don’t tell anyone. Don’t speak a word to anyone. It’s your life so don’t drag people into it if you don’t like it. Obviously you still want to live if you are reaching out and holding down a relationship where you get to live at your girlfriends house.
It may not be easy to just disappear but it’s way too easy to stand by and tell people you are helpless to do anything about it and that life is too hard. If it was that hard, you wouldnt be here now. Get professional help.