Its so strange that i have a wife and 2 beautiful children and to anyone else they would think i have nothing to be depressed about but it doesnt work like that, i do love my children but i dont chose to have the feelings i do, it just happens and i cannot shake the dark days.
I did love my wife and hope i still do, by that i mean the depression is so overpowering it can cloud how i really feel about people so i dont know my feelings which is worse than knowing you do or dont love someone.
I often feel like leaving society and living in the wilderness away from anyone like a hermit, not having to talk to anyone or deal with anyone else, i dont know i guess im just putting it out there, no one has to reply, it’s not why im writing it…
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Absentlife, I understand. I also have 4 beautiful children. I also would like to leave it all, go off and live by myself. It is my fantasy. I am not sure of what to do. Suicide is not an option. As I said in my opening post, I know there is an existence after this one.
I am sorry for you, really hope you are able to get through this. Also myself.