I always wanted to die …. I was told if I tired I would regret it and never do it again
Well I tried. I was hospitalized for 4 days and I’m back home. I still want to do it. I failed I didn’t succeed when I should have. The longer I go on living …. the more I hurt. I don’t want to do this anymore I don’t know what the point is. I have yet to have a purpose for staying yet I’m still here. Altough that may be a ‘sign’ I still don’t want to be here. Life is shit…. it doesn’t matter anymore…
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Our culture of life is pretty twisted. I tried last month, committed and brought back home 6 days later. Why is it so crazy not to wanna live anymore? We are all gonna die anyway. I’m not gonna do it unless the national iq rises above that of a jelly bean and allows peaceful assisted suicide for people who want to die
that s not gonna happen soon.death is a taboo and suicide is even more.so u have a full life ahead…good luck;)only switzerland and belgium are smart enough.
Ugh I know! Freaking sad isn’t it? Thanks for the luck but I wish I was lucky enough to live in those freer countries. I have a life ahead of me, then it’s gonna
Gonna be taken away naturally anyway* I pressed the send button too early.
no worries:)got the point.well…we sort of have the option to choose….one way or another ..though it takes guts or crazynes to pull the plug and that s because of the freaking survival instinct that has been imprinted so deeply in our wonderfully fucked up brains of ours.
I live in fucking Belgium and here euthanasia is only allowed under strict circumstances. You have to be terminally ill otherwise you won’t get it. Also the procedure is long and complicated… Urgh I really hate my country… :/
Didn’t a 24 year old depressed woman get a green light for euthanasia a couple months ago?
omg you are right I didn’t know about her case until now. Thank you so much. Now I only have to convince my family to let me go and then maybe I can get it too 🙂 THANK YOU SO MUCH!!!
Your very welcome! In the spirit of choice I hope you get what you want. I hope you find peace and never have to worry about suffering again.
Btw I thought that euthanasia was also allowed in Oregon but I don’t know under which circumstances. Honestly I think Oregon is a amazing state with so many cute guys ^^
Only for the terminally il and doctors can’t even assist you. That means if you can’t move your arms nobody is allowed to help you swallow the drink or give you a shot. What an f’ed up world